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Found myself today
Chapter three: A broken heart and a new friend
Hinata pov
Dear Diary,
Its been almost a month in a half I been here with Naruto. I been writing each day now and your pages are almost fill up. A lot has happen since I came here. Everyone likes the new me though oh yeah I forgot to tell you I finally got rid my outfit expect my coat because I became attach to it but I don't wear it anymore. I now wear a purple tank top with long sleeve fishnet under it, fingerless gloves with steel on the back and a black skirt with black shorts under it.
When I first wore the outfit I want to surprise everyone at the saw time so I had to wait until are next mission briefing. I told Naruto to go ahead and I'll catch up later since I didn't want Naruto to see my new outfit yet either. I swear you should have seen the look on their faces when I walked in.
Flashback
"Come on Hinata I'm about to go" Naruto yelled at the door since Hinata was in the kitchen again.
"No you go ahead I'll catch up later I need to…finish something." Hinata said poking her head out of the kitchen.
"Ok Hinata I'll see you there then bye" Naruto said running out the door.
As soon as he left, Hinata ran back in the room and grabs a box under the bed and opens it. The box contains some clothes that her mother gave her a year ago for her birthday. Hinata vow never to wear them until she was worthy enough to, when she's true ninja. Hinata smile softly. Then grab the clothes and running to the bathroom to change. When she looks in the mirror and smile because she actually looked pretty good and was bound to make a few heads turns. It showed all of her curves and her legs to which made her blush. She folds her coat up and put it in the box and back under the bed because she had a feeling that this will come in handy later on. ((A/N: hint, hint))
Looking at herself one more time she ran out the door to the Hokage tower. On her way people just stared at her as though she was a whole new person, Hinata blushed and giggled at their reaction. Finally when she got there she started to walk up the stairs feeling a little nervous and thinking about turning back. Hinata shook her head no she's not the old Hinata; she would keep her word. She was now at the door but she was listening to the conversation inside.
Inside
"Where's Hinata, Naruto?" Tsunade asked counting everyone.
"Oh she said she would catch up in a little bit she said she need to finish something first wonder what it is…" Naruto said
"Well she better hurry up soon though" Kiba said
Outside
Hinata saw this as her chance to come in so she knock on the door causing a few people to jump. Hinata took I deep breath and open the door a little only showing her head.
"Sorry for being late Tsunade-same am I interrupting you?"
"No not at all Hinata come in come in were about to get started anyway." Tsunade said smiling
Hinata gulp and blushed a little showing a little of her old side then said, "O-ok"
Hinata hesitated at first then open the door fully, which caused everyone to stare at her wide-eyed. Some boys ((A/N: coughnaruto, Kiba, Chouji and leecough)) started to have a nosebleed while some girls ((A/N: cough Sakura, Ino, and Tentencough)) were jumping with joy that she finally change her look. Hinata blushed harder than before at the stares and nosebleeds but she started to giggle at them.
"H-H-Hinata?" Kiba stuttered
"Y-you changed your l-look?" Naruto said awing her
"H-Hinata is that r-really you?" Neji staring at her as though, she grew a second head.
"H-h-Hinata-san…" For once Lee was lost for words and his nosebleed was getting worse…
"Can you please stop staring at me" Hinata beginning to feel the spotlight on her "I mean that it getting kind of weird," she laugh weakly
They continue to stare until Lee fainted on the spot…
End of flash back
It was so funny when Lee fainted too. I swear I was laugh so hard I couldn't breath. Well all in all after the meet I heard Neji threatening Naruto about him looking at me the wrong way but Naruto didn't know what he was talking about. Well he continued until I walked out blushing so hard that I swear I look like a tomato till I fainted. I know, I know I show a little of my old side but I couldn't help it the thought of Naruto looking at me that way was to overwhelming for me. Later I awoke up at home with Naruto at the side of the bed sleeping. He was so cute too. I wonder though…will we be able to stay like this forever…
Present Team 8's training ground-Hinata pov.
"Hey Hinata we gotta stop soon it looks like its going to rain soon!!" Kiba yelled as he stops his fight with me.
I looked at the sky and to noticed that it was gray and threatening to rain but I shook my head, "Kiba you can go I'll stay here for awhile longer, Okay?"
Shino sighed, "Hinata you can't keep training if it rains you'll get sick and can't train later"
"Don't worry so much I'll be fine I'll see you later" I said as they walked off.
"Ok but don't come crying to me when you get sick!!" Kiba joked waving goodbye
I laughed silently and continue training taking her anger on a tree. I wasn't mad I just was thinking about the secret again. I cursed myself for being too nosy again and kick the post as punishment. 'Its Naruto's business not mine so quit thinking about it Hinata it's been a whole now!' My inner-self scolded. I kick the post harder this time while replying 'But I can't help it the thought of Naruto keeping something to himself bothers me'. I slam my fist to the post this time 'Yea I know I'm you remember!! Naruto probably just wants space just leave it be already!!' My inner-self yells at me. 'Okay okay I'll stop thinking-'. Then a drop of rain interrupted my thoughts.
I looked at the sky to see it raining, the rain started to fall harder and now I'm soaked. I sighed a little this is what I get for not listening but I didn't care I loved rain as much as love snow. I started to dance in the puddles everywhere skipping and spinning like I did on the mission with Naruto at the waterfall. I smile a little thinking, 'that was the first time I let anyone see my true self even myself'. I moved through the training grounds dancing till I reach team seven's training ground there was nobody there. Well why wouldn't it, it's raining. Naruto was probably long gone waiting at home for me. I stopped dancing. I heard something no someone talking. I looked over the hill to see Naruto talking to Sakura. Then I heard a conversation I never wanted to hear.
"Sakura please just for ramen PLEASE!!" Naruto was asking-BEGGING-Sakura for a date.
"Naruto for the last time NO!!" Sakura said under an umbrella mad that Naruto would leave her alone "Go chase someone like Hinata-"
"BUT I DON'T LIKE HINATA I NEVER WILL I LIKE YOU AND ONLY YOU!!!"
My eyes widened. I can feel hot tears running down my face but my face never moved. I listen on ignoring my feeling to run.
"I like you please just once go out with me." Naruto begged again pissing off Sakura even more
"HOW!!!!" Sakura shouted "HOW CAN YOU SAID THAT TO HINATA?!" She roared.
"Look Sakura I don't like Hinata and I never will I like you not her and I never will like Hinata, I HATE HER!!!" Naruto yelled
'I HATE HER!!! HATE HER…!' I couldn't take his words it ran through my head over an over. I finally ran. My tears didn't stop, it was just like last time when mother died and I ran but this hurt ten times worse because Naruto was in my fathers place. I sobbed I didn't cared who saw or hear my life was over. Mother left me, Father disowned me, and now Naruto…Naruto hates me. I had no reason to live; my courage was completely drained. I finally stop in the middle of the park I sat on the bench and cried my heart out. After awhile I stop I was cold, really cold that my lips were turning alittle blue and that I wish I still had my old coat with me. I looked at my reflection through the puddle I look like a mess.
Then it happen, someone throw a coat over me. I was so startled that I jump hard. Look around to find a girl my age and height next to me with red eyes too meaning she was crying too. Her skin was pale like mine and she had ocean blue eyes with raven hair that had a hint of blue in it that reach the middle of her back. Her outfit was a blue long sleeve turtleneck and a black vest and black pants that stop a couple of inches above her ankle and she wore the traditional ninja shoes. Other had that she was very beautiful. She then look over at me we both weakly smile at each other.
"So I'm not the only one with a love problem," She laughs bitterly
I smiled weakly again, "I guess your right thanks for the coat though my name Hinata"
"My name is Yuki Aki I'm in team nine in your year." She then sighed abit "So what happen to you? If you tell me I'll tell you my story. My mom used to said that sharing problems can sometime ease the pain…"
"…" I didn't answer at first but continued, "Have you ever been in love with someone who loved someone else?"
She didn't answer right away but she nodded her head yes to me so I continued. "When I was little I had no confidents at all but then I met him, Naruto. He was always put down on but he never gave up and always had confidants. And for that I admirer him but eventually it turn to love. But everyone knew I loved him but him. He always loved this girl, Sakura, while she loved another, Sasuke. But it was till two months ago when my mom died and my father blamed me yet Naruto, after I ran away, stood up for me so I decide to change. I lived with him since I couldn't go back home. Everything was find till now I saw him begging Sakura for a date but she said no and go after someone else like me. But then Naruto yelled that he will never like me and h-he h-hated m-m-me…" My voice finally chocked and tears started to fall from my eyes again but Yuki quickly wiped away my tears,
"I'm sorry to make you bring that up you must have a strong heart ya know," I stop and looked at her. "Well my story is similar. The boy I love is named Daisuke. He was the best in our class and we've been friends since we were about 7 years old. He actually was the one who helped me over come my parent's death. I always liked him, he was funny nice, cool, and smart in my eyes not like other sees him. Almost every one of my friends knew I was in love with him but he never saw me more than a friend so he never noticed my feelings. But today I decide to tell him my feelings for him yet it was too late. When I came to the training spot I-I saw him k-k-kissing another g-girl. I ran away; I just couldn't take the pain…" She started to cry to but I wiped away her tears this time.
"Its ok, Yuki, reall-ACHOO!!" I sneeze loudly.
"We better get out of the rain or we'll both be sick." Yuki said getting up and rubbing her eyes.
"I-I can't go back home with Naruto. I don't want him near anymore" I said sadly as I suppressed memories of him
Yuki looked at me with a warm smiled. "Its ok you can stay with me. I live alone since my parents died when I was little."
"That's terrible! I couldn't-!! ACHOO!!" I said sneezing again
"Yes you will your going to get sick come on," Yuki said pulling me by the arm
Meanwhile with Naruto
Sakura was pissed off bad how dared he say that about Hinata. ((A/N: They don't know Hinata heard them))
"NARUTO YOU'RE SO CRUEL!!!" Sakura slapped him across the face, "Hinata… was the only one who cared about you the most and you don't even care for her. Look Hinata always stood by your side. Did she ever once say anything bad to you, NO! But behind her back you say that I don't see why she always wait for you…I'm going, Naruto" She walked away.
At this Naruto didn't stop her, he hold his cheek thinking, 'How can I be so cruel to Hinata…I'm sorry Sakura. I don't deserve Hinata care. I'm so sorry Hinata…" With that Naruto walked home with his head down.
With Hinata
They finally got to her home which was an apartment. They both were soaking wet from the rain so Yuri gave Hinata a white robe to wear.
"Here go change in the bathroom I'll change in my room." Yuki said as she head to her room while Hinata walked to her bathroom.
After they changed Hinata gave her wet clothes to Yuki to dry but suddenly Hinata felt dizzy and fell to her knees.
"Hinata are you ok?" Yuki said rushing to her and feeling her forehead.
"I feel alittle dizzy and weak…" Hinata said weakly
"Oh my god you're burning up come on and rest your sick." Yuki said helping her back up
Yuki took her to the guest room and laid her down and pulled the covers over her. She then ran and got a cold, wet towel and put it on her forehead.
"It'll be ok Hinata now go to sleep" Yuki said sitting besides her watching her.
And the next thing Hinata remembered was she fell asleep.
The next day
'She didn't come home, she didn't come home; SHE DIDN'T COME HOME, KUSO!!!!!!!!' Naruto yelled in his mind rushing to the Hokage tower. He ran though the whole tower and knock over the Anbu that were guarding Tsunade door. He banged open the door causing Tsunade to jump awake and glare at Naruto dangerously,
"OBAA-CHAN!!!!!" He yelled in desperation but Tsunade pound him in the head,
"How many times-" She started angrily,
"I know I know but Hinata," This got Tsunade attention, "She didn't come home last night! I'm worried it was raining outside yesterday who knows were she is!!"
"Naruto calm down I'll summon the others here" She said as she went to her window where a hawk sat, she wrote something down and tied it to the bird's leg the said, "Go to every genin team and get them here now," The hawk flew off.
"Don't worry Naruto she'll be fine"
Meanwhile with Yuki
With my usual outfit I went out, no way was I'm going to meet my team today. But as I walked out of my apartment I saw a hawk flying around. 'They must be looking for Hinata.' I thought as I looked over my shoulder and saw Hinata still asleep. 'The fever is going down but she'll be out for a while longer, I better go tell Hokage-same that she here with me.'
At the Hokage's tower
Naruto was pacing the room getting Tsunade very annoyed but then there was knock at her door the rookie nine and Gai's team expect the jounin's were there annoyed themselves for being interrupted. They didn't know why they were there but they all thought, this better be important.
"Ok everyone settle down," Tsunade said hushing them, "I gather you here because Hinata is somewhat missing,"
"NANI!?!!?" That was the reply from everyone.
"But we just saw Hinata yesterday," Kiba said as everyone turned to him, "Well when it was about to rain Shino and me decide to go home but Hinata said she wanted to stay a while longer at our training grounds ya know its not to far from the team seven's training grounds."
"Wait she couldn't she have heard-" Sakura trailed off before glaring daggers at Naruto,
Thinking of what she was getting at Naruto eyes widen in fear and worry 'Oh no if she heard then…' he thought as everyone continued to look confused,
"Hey what's going on-?" Neji started but was interrupted by a knock,
"Hokage-sama there is a person here to see you with some important information" An Anbu member said outside the door,
"Send him in" She replied,
The door opened reviving Yuki she avoided the stares from everyone and made her way to Tsunade desk, when she did she made a slight bow to her, "My name is Yuki Aki, Hokage-sama. Hinata is fine."
Everyone jerked up but Naruto yelled, "How do you know!"
Yuki narrowed her eyes at him but continued "Because Hinata is in my care right now," Ignoring the stares she finish, "Hinata is currently sick with a fever at my house because she stayed in the rain yesterday, she'll be fine in a few days. Also not trying to be rude but who here is Naruto?"
"Am I, Why ya ask?" Naruto said,
Yuki glared at him harder, "Then I got one word for you…" She tightened her hand in a fist and smashed her fist in his face hard that he crashed in the wall, "BAKA!!!"
"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR!!" Naruto yelled getting up as everyone stared at Yuki trying to decide whether to attack her or not, but suddenly Naruto's fears were confirmed. His eyes widened it fear and sadness. 'What have done…' Naruto thought holding his bruise cheek,
Yuki seemed unfazed at all she walked to the door with her back to everyone but she turn her head slightly, "Oh yeah, she agreed on staying with me from now on so I'll come by and get her stuff for her. And she doesn't want to talk to you Naruto anymore," With that she walked on the door,
At Yuki's house
Hinata finally woke up and weakly sat up on her futon bed, she scanned the room and remembered what happened. Her towel on her head fell off and her touch her forehead the fever finally wore down.
She then sat there thinking on what happened yesterday, her hands tighten and thought, 'I can't go back to his house again…I can't even stand to face him after all he hates me…'
She unconsciously got up and saw a piano by the window, she walked over it and started to play a sad melody on the piano, her mother use to teach her how to play the piano. She stare at the sky then unknowingly she started to she a sad song, beautifully,
"I'm so tried of being here
Sirpresed by all my child fears
And if you have to leave
I wish you just leaved
Cuz your presents still linger here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight through of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
And you still have
All of me
You use to captive me
With your iterating light
Now I'm bind to the life you left behind
Your face that haunts
My once planet is without a dream
Your voice that chase away all the sanities in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight through of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
And you still have
All of me
I'll try so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with I been around the world
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight through of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
And you still have
All of me
All of me
All of me"
She finished the song and silently cried to herself unknown to her someone listened to her song outside the window, and a smirked appeared on the person face and the person ran to the Hokage tower.
Then Hinata suddenly felt tried from her crying and laid her head down on the piano thinking 'Even now when you broke my heart I still love you…Fate is cruel but I guess it wasn't meant to be…' Hinata eyes close and she fell into a deep sleep with tear strains on her face.
I thought we were happy…but in the end you broke my heart…
Me: Cliffy!!! Well that's it for chapter three everyone thank you the ones who reviewed this chapter, too! I know I know I stop short but I have to stop because the next stuff is in the next chapter I don't was it all in one chapter now!
((One of my Inner me call her Kira))Kira: Yea right!
Me: Remember people reviews are like ramen I want a lot and so does Naruto-kun!
Naruto: Yeah believe it!
Kira: Me too!
Sasuke: I'm surround by idiots.
Everyone: …TEME!! GET HIM!!!