A/N; being stupid as me, my friend got me all these perfume samples, and I was chewing on the bottle and it exploded in my mouth so now I got this crappy taste in my mouth and no matter how many times I brush my teeth and tongue it won't leave XDD just thought you should know. Thanks for the reviews. Also, I wanted to thank Brenda (DaddysGirl4EverAnd4Always1212for the awesome graphics she made for my stories. They're totally cute x) If you ask her, she'd probably show you them. Thanks again. Sorry it took me so long to update, and sorry this chapter is bad. I'll update tomorrow (Sunday).
Lilly sat quietly on Miley's bed as Mr. Stewart rambled on. He had let her stay over at his house for the night, and let her sleep in Miley's room. However, he hadn't let her go to sleep yet, he seemed to want to talk.
"Feel free to take any of her clothes too" he added and she quickly shook her head.
"Never" she replied, smiling slightly. He nodded and stood up.
"I'll let you get to sleep" he said, lightly kissing the top of her head and leaving. She watched him go, and noticed how much he changed. He didn't have that proud walk anymore, he slouched slightly. He used to be like her friend almost, but now he was more like her over protective father, maybe because she was the closet thing to Miley he had left. Jackson changed too, he didn't have that goofy personality Lilly used to love about him, he became serious, it's like Miley made him that dorky guy that everyone seemed to notice, but once she had left, he had let that fade.
Lilly tugged on the sweat pants Jackson had lent her, normally she would've borrowed something from Miley, but it felt too weird. Seeing as Nick was the only person currently talking to her in the Jonas' house, she had chosen to sleep her. Well, Kevin had tried to talk to her, but she chose to push him away.
She wandered around Miley's room, stopping to stare and some things. She couldn't help grinning at the pictures Miley had taped to her mirror. Most of them were of them, some had Oliver, quite a few had Nick, there were ones with her dad, her brother, her mum…That's when Lilly realized it. Her mum. Miley was with her mum. She hadn't even thought about it, but then realized that maybe there was the slightest chance that Miley was happy now. She was with her mum again. Of course, as soon as her head hit the pillow and she fell asleep, her dreams told her differently.
Lilly's P.O.V
"Lilly, Lilly, Lilly, Lilly, Lilly" her voice echoed in my ear, but I couldn't see her. I got scared, what else could I do? I began to run; it seemed like the simplest thing to do under the circumstances. Seeing as my best friend was dead, I couldn't actually hear her. She was dead; she was with her mother, up in heaven. I nervously slowed to a stop, and looked around. I was in a Church; it was filled with sobbing people. Among them I noticed Nick, and made my way to him. He was crying. I gently patted his back and whispered words of comfort, but he didn't seem to notice me. I quickly shook this off and headed over to Mr. Stewart, who was sitting in one of the front pews, his shoulders shaking with sobs. I called his name, but he couldn't hear me. Finally deciding that they must all be wearing earplugs, I wandered up to the open coffin, peering in curiously.
"Lilly, Lilly, Lilly, Lilly…" Miley's voice echoed in my ear once more, and I saw her fragile, cold body lying lifelessly in the coffin. I felt my heart began to beat faster, and I began to sob. I didn't want to see her, not like this, I wanted to only have happy memories of Miley, not memories of her dead body. I felt a cool hand on my back, and turned to see Oliver. He could see me too, which made me slightly happier. I felt that happiness fade as soon as I saw his face. He looked frightened, sad…there was something wrong, I wasn't sure what, but I could clearly state that he was sad.
"Help her Lilly" he whispered, and I back up a bit, feeling the cold wood of the coffin on my back.
"How?" she whispered back, her hands shaking.
Then I heard Nick again, he seemed to finally notice me. He held his guitar in his strong hands and began to play.
"HOW?" I asked louder, and I felt someone lightly touch my shoulder. I turned to see Miley, sitting up in her coffin with pleading eyes. I resisted the urge to scream and began to cry. "How?" I whimpered, feeling Oliver's hot breath on my neck.
I fell to my knees, sobbing uncontrollably.
End of P.O.V
"Lilly, Lilly, calm down" she could hear Robbie Ray's voice, but it sounded so far away. She could feel tears running down her face, and could hear other people murmuring around her.
She slowly opened her eyes, realizing she was lying on the floor of Miley's room. Robbie Ray, Joe, Nick and Kevin were all in the room. Robbie Ray was on his knees, staring worriedly at Lilly. She shook her head and shakily tried to stand up. She fell back slightly and felt Joe's arms catch her protectively. She wiped her face, trying to stop the tears. The room was incredibly silent.
"What happened?" she whimpered, not sure why everyone was standing around her.
"You were yelling…and crying, then you fell off the bed, I couldn't wake you…" Robbie Ray trailed off.
Lilly struggled out of Joe's arms, pushing him away slightly. She wasn't sure why, he was the one who should be mad at her. She avoided everyone's gaze and an uncomfortable silence came over them.
"I'm going to go back to their house" Lilly muttered to Robbie Ray, motioning at the three boys standing awkwardly in Miley's old room.
Robbie Ray nodded and gave her a tight hug before they all left.
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"Where's Miley?" Lilly exclaimed, as soon as her and Joe had headed down to the basement.
"Kevin brought her and her crib into his room, he didn't know when you'd be back…" he replied, not looking at her.
"I'm going to go to bed" she said awkwardly, wishing he'd just yell at her, hit her, and do anything but be nice to her.
He nodded, smiling halfheartedly at her before heading back upstairs.
Lilly wrapped her arms around her, wanting to hold her baby. She sighed, climbing into her bed and pulling the itchy sheets over her head.