authors note

hi all no it is not a chapter but there will be one up soon you know i love you all and your reviews but i'm going through a lot right now my 12 year old buddy acidentaly hung him self whlie playing on a tree i just got back from his funeral and i'm not in my right mind I feel like it was my fault cause I just wen't inside to get some thing for every one to eat when I heard a scream now I thought the kids down the road had come up to play so I ignored it but when i heard the ambulance pull up I knew some thing was wrong my buddy was playing with a rope on a tree and it got wraped aroung his kneck when he jumped off the tree my buddys dead now I'll never see him again he will never come running up to me with his big smile telling me how much he missed me we'll never spend hours sitting in frount of the tv watching stupid shows and laughing again

You know whats funny I couldent bring my self to be sad when my grandfather died but now I cand stop the tears from comming am I wrong for that ? I cant take it any more I have to go now but Its going to be a while br fore the next chappie is up for any thing Ok sorry to you all

kyekye