Well it's chapter 18. Enjoy it.
Sara's POV
It's weird knowing that you could possibly die in the next eight months. It feels like a short time limit that'll run out any second. Lindsey knows about the whole I might die in eight month's thing, she took it very well actually she sounded like an adult. "I'm not worried cause I know that your going to make it through the surgery, and you promised both me and mom that you're going to be with us forever!" Those were her words. She's smart for an eleven year old.
Catherine's been treasuring every moment that we have together and I like it even though it's not necessary cause i'm not going anywhere. I don't how I got so lucky, I have a beautiful girlfriend and partial daughter even though Lindsey seems like she's mine and Catherine's daughter. It's hard to explain.
Lindsey's at her aunt's house and Catherine's at work, I guess the lab has been getting behind since I've been gone if they had to call in Catherine. Now it's just me and my fat cat. He's really a chubby thing he must weigh like thirty pounds! Lindsey adores him though. Catherine likes him so he's staying in the family. He would've anyways cause I can't live without him.
"Sara?" Huh? I thought Catherine was at work? Maybe soaking in the tub wasn't a good idea. Where the hell's my towel? I see it! Now gotta get out of the nice warm water and into the, cold, air. Man! Damn it, fine I'll get out. It's freaking cold. Well at least the towel's warm since it pretty much just got out of the dryer.
"I'm in here!" Well at least this will be a nice site for her to see. Me in just a towel, yep that pretty much screams heaven. I can hear her footsteps and their heavy, she must be pissed. I didn't do anything, did I? "Sara do you want to tell me why Grissom..." She didn't even walk through the door when she started to yell and the look on her face is priceless when she walk's in. "Were, what, how, why are you wearing just a towel? Not that I don't mind." Priceless.
"Well I just got out of the bathtub. You said something about Grissom?" She's got lust filled eyes I don't think she'll be able to answer. "Hunny, how long has it been since we last made love?" I don't know, last week maybe? "Um, I don't know." She nods her head and steps closer to me. Her eyes become a darker shade of blue and she has a seductive smile on her face. "That explains it." Explains? Explains what? "Explains what?" She pushes me onto the bed and easily sits on my stomach. "Explains why I've been thinking about you all day and night." She answers kissing my neck. Damn does that feel good.
"Explains why you've been on my mind." Her lips move to my pulse point i'm sure it's out of control. Her hands are curled up in my hair and gently tugging. The sensation is unbelievable. Her lips feel damn good but I want to taste her. I try to catch my lips with her's but she places her finger on my lips and giggles. "Patience, Sara, patience." My patience is running thin honey. She can be such a damn tease. Her lips return to my neck and gently nibbles and sucks on the sensitive skin.
Her hands easily pull the towel off me and her fingers trace the muscles on my stomach leaving each spot craving for more. Her fingertips are warm to the touch and her lips are a fiery hot sensation. I can't contain the slight growl that finds its way out of me. I think it turns her on even more because I can feel a smile form on her lips. Her hair tickles my shoulder and it feels nice but not as nice as her fingers gliding over my skin. I'm not going to let her control this dance. I easily flip our positions and rest my weight on my knees while hovering over her. "Your wearing way too much." I mutter unbuttoning her shirt.
Her skin is soft and I kiss ever inch as it's exposed to me. Tonight she's all mine and I want this to be a night she'll always remember. I pull the rest of her shirt off and lift her up into my arms while fumbling with clasp of her bra. Damn thing. My lips are gently brushing against hers but that doesn't last long when I feel her seeking entrance. Access granted. I'll let her have her way for now.
When I finally get her damn bra off my fingers gently and slowly rise up to where she wants them to go and instead of tease her I'll give her what she wants, this time. Her moans surround me and I know they're a song just for me. I break our heated kiss and look into her eyes. Love, lust, and passion are all I can and all I want to see. It's nice to be loved by someone.
She places her hand on my cheek and leans up and gently kisses me. Her lips are soft and caring like a lover's. In this second I know that this is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. Share my heart, body, soul, everything.
"I love you." Her smile is the greatest thing I have ever seen and so are the words she whispers into my ear. "I love you too." I can't help but smile. I kiss my way down to her smooth stomach and each kiss is filled with as much love and passion as I can show. When my lips hit the tip of her pants I look up at her seeking permission and when she nods and I smile.
I'll leave the rest for you guys to imagine. I've got a surprise for you in the next chapter though. I can be evil once in a while. Send some reviews.