Here's chapter 19! I hope you enjoy the surprises.
Catherine's POV
"What? How the hell can you be pregnant?" She really shouldn't shout. "I don't know! I haven't cheated on you, I haven't been in a relationship with a man for about five month's, I haven't done anything but be with you!" It's true I haven't been with anybody in five month's, I haven't ever cheated on Sara and I never will, I have done nothing but be with her and make love with her. Its been about two month's since Sara and I last made love and these past few days I've been waking up with morning sickness and having really bad mood swings so when I took the pregnancy test three times it said positive for being pregnant.
It's been a stressful week for the both of us and I really don't want a shouting match tonight. "Alright calm down, let's think this through for a minute." She stops shouting at me and crosses her arms across her chest and leans up against the wall with a angered yet horrified expression on her face. "Alright you trust me and know that I would never cheat on you ever right?" She nods and I continue. "And I would never ever in a million years cheat on you or lie to you. I told you haven't been with a guy for five month's and you believe me don't you?" She nods again and stares down at the floor. I know this is hard for her but it's hard for me too and shouting at each other won't solve anything.
"I do trust you and I know you wouldn't lie to me, but how can you be pregnant? I mean the last time I checked I was a woman." She has a little sarcasm in her voice and I know she's having a hard time handling this. "Maybe it's the hexelosis. No one know's about what it does and what effects it could have on you." She shakes her head and stands up strait. "The doctor's said that I was fine except for the main body functions deteriorating." She's biting her lower lip and I know she's thinking. "Maybe they overlooked this. Well if they did then we're going to have a baby, and it'll be my, our baby." She looks so cute when she's trying to figure something out.
She sits down next to me and pushes me back so i'm lying back against the couch. She rubs my stomach with her hand gently and then lifts up my shirt. "That's our baby in there." Her words are filled with confidence and love and I know she wants this baby as much as I do. "It's hard to believe that you've got a baby sitting in there." I smile and hold her hand on my stomach. "Yeah it is. Sara you have to promise me that you will never ever leave me, Lindsey, and the little baby in my stomach." She smiles and holds my hand tightly while bringing it up to her heart. "I promise."
We sit in silence hands clasped together enjoying the silence and each other's company. "You know that this baby is yours right?" She looks down at me with confusion in her eyes and I know I have to explain. "You, you're the father or mother or whatever you want to call it." Her eyes light up and she smiles her gap toothed smile. "I'm gonna be a daddy, mommy whatever." I can't help but giggle at her and kiss her.
"So does this mean that we're done shouting at each other?" She nods and rubs my stomach again. "I didn't mean to shout, it's just well hearing your pregnant kinda scared me." I know she must be scared and confused but we'll get through this together. "Don't worry hun, we'll make it through together and we'll be kick ass parents, even though we already are." Her face lights up again and I smile at her. "I'll be right back." I watch her run upstairs and smile. I hear a few thuds and a few cusses before she comes back downstairs and she looks absolutely adorable when she's flustered.
She sits next to me and grasps my hand. "How long have we been going out now?" I think six months. "About six months." She nods her head and looks me in the eyes with hers full of love. "We've been going out for six months now and whenever i'm with you I feel happy, loved, and a lot more. Being with you is like being alive. I love you, Lindsey and our little baby on the way. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Lindsey, and the little baby in your tummy. Catherine Willows will you marry me?" Oh, my god. This is, is I don't know but i'm happiest I've ever been in my life. "Yes. I will marry you Sara Sidle."
She pulls a black velvet box out of her pocket and opens it revealing a gold ring with a blue diamond in the shape of a heart on it. It's beautiful. But she's even more beautiful. "It's beautiful." She grins and places it on my ring finger. "Not nearly as beautiful as you are." She's such a romantic. I capture her lips in a chaste kiss. Our kiss quickly deepens and becomes more passionate and lustful with each second. When we end our kiss her face is flushed and her lips are slightly swollen. The look in her eyes tell me that she wants to go up stairs and finish what I just started. When I nod she grins and carries me up ready to take me.
Her eyes never leave mine and when we reach the bed she sets me down gently and crawls up next to me while gently running her fingers over my stomach and also lift up my shirt. Her fingers are soft to the touch and send shivers down my spine. Her lips are gently nibbling at my pulse point and my hands are tangled in her soft hair. When a moan escapes my lips she gently bites down and returns to her soft nibbling.
My hands travel down to her neck and move to her shoulders taking in the muscle underneath her soft flesh and memorizing each spot. She pulls my shirt over my head and turns me onto my stomach. She kisses her way to my shoulder blades and then swiftly unclasps my bra with her soft fingers. Her lips gently brush across my skin and instantly turns me to puddle of lust. Her fingers brush across my skin slowly and gently making me crave her touch even more.
Her lips and fingers travel lower and her hair tickles my skin. This is much better than a massage. "Your beautiful." Her voice is just above a whisper and filled with love and passion. When her fingers and lips reach the tip of my pants they move back up and slowly make their way to my neck. I can't even think right now. Her lips brush across my neck and when I turn my head to her she captures my lips in a passionate kiss. "I love you, more than anything." God her words are passionate, sweet, and those of a true lover. "And I love you more than anything."
Well there's chapter 19. I hope you liked the two surprises. Let me know what you think!