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Ok so everyone seemed to like Jacobs point of view so i tried Edwards POV. This is Edwards view of the Jacob situation. I promise that the next chapter will be moving forward with everything but i just wanted to let you all read what was going on in Edwards mind. Ok sorry I'm rambling...
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Chapter 6
EPOV
I was hiding outside Bella's house in the shadows while Billy and Sam went inside to talk to Charlie and Bella. Jacob and Bella were the only things on Billy's mind. For some reason, I was feeling jealous with the two names in his head. What had that mutt done this time? Sam was thinking about how much it stunk like vampire and I smiled to myself.
I watched as my love opened the door and let them in and I moved closer to the house so I could see in the window. She led them into the kitchen and Charlie was in there waiting. I could hear them greet each other. Billy cleared his throat and thought about what he was going to say. I heard his thoughts and I knew then why he had come. He was coming to see if the dog had come to talk to Bella before he took off. He then told Bella that Jacob had run away. I could see Bella start to collapse as it registered in her head. I almost jumped through the window to catch her but decided against it for two reasons: because it would certainly bring up some questions from Charlie and Sam was there to grab her. I would have to thank him later. They carried her to the couch and I decided that it was time for me to go inside.
I walked as slowly as I could to the door as I could and knocked impatiently. Charlie told Sam to come and open the door. Sam knew that it was me and was talking to me in his head as he walked to the door.
'She's okay, Edward. She just fainted because of the shock. I think that she thinks that he ran away from home because of her.' He thought to me. Sam opened the door and we both wrinkled up our noses. I completely stopped breathing because it smelled like dog. I rushed into the room. I said something to make it seem like I was just coming over and just happened to come when she passed out. Charlie didn't think that this was odd because I am her fiancée. I settle myself down on the sofa with her. I looked down at her very pale but beautiful face.
I listened to Billy's thoughts as Charlie's thoughts were wrapped up in the fact that Bella was passed out on the couch. I didn't worry too much because I could hear her heart beat and her blood rushing through her body. I would be a matter of seconds before she would wake. I wanted to find out why Jacob left but Billy was only now thinking of Bella and how sorry he was that he came to tell her. 'It's too late to not tell her now, Billy.' I thought.
Bella's eyelids fluttered opened as she looked into my eyes and gave a weak smile. I smiled with relief and moved off to the side of the room because Charlie wanted to make sure that she was okay and was very impatient at the moment.
I looked over at Sam who was slightly shaking whispered 'Why did he go?' I was the one that had to talk in this conversation and Sam cleared his thought and was telling me his answers in his head.
'He couldn't handle the pain anymore. I wish you could have felt what I had to feel for Jacob. The entire pack was suffering. No one could sleep and everyone's thought were centered on Bella and you. We all had to feel what Jacob was feeling. It wasn't pleasant. When you sent the wedding invitation, he lost it. He didn't want to see Bella with you. He wanted her to be happy but happy with him. His thoughts were always filled with Bella and him in the future and the life that they could have had together. The part that really upset him though, is that you're going to change her after the wedding. We tried to stop him but he would have kept going. Nothing was going to stop him.' I could feel Bella staring at me. Nothing could escape her observant glances. She knew what Sam and I were talking about. I nodded at Sam as we both turned to listen to Bella.
Billy was going to tell Bella why Jacob left. It was my fault. I was causing Bella so much pain. Why did I send that invitation without telling her? I could see Bella's tears falling quickly down her face. I wanted to run to Bella and comfort her but Charlie and Billy were still hovering over her.
"Billy! Where did he go?" I asked quickly. Billy looked over at Charlie. He was debating whether to tell her or not. Charlie saw this and thought that Billy shouldn't tell her right now. He tried to make her go lay down but she was being stubborn. She wasn't giving up. Billy began to tell her the truth and I could see the confusing masking her face as he told her about the wedding invitation. Why didn't I tell her? That was such a stupid mistake. I should have seen it coming. Now Bella was feeling the reaction to my action. I wanted to take all the pain from her.
I felt the same twinge of jealousy as Billy told Bella that Jake still loved her. I watched Bella's face as he explained the rest of the story. Her tears were falling fast now. She took a few deep breaths and told Billy that she hadn't talked to him and Billy wheeled himself to the door with Charlie following him. Sam started towards the door but Bella stood up to stop him. I could hear her begging him to go and stop him. I went up behind her and wrapped my arms around her. Sam told her that he would be back soon. He was coming back. I wasn't sure that I could be so nice to him after seeing the effects on Bella. I would never hurt him though, only because I didn't want to hurt Bella. Sam left and I thought of what I could say to Bella.
"Bella, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," I whispered as I placed my lips to the top of her head.
"What are you sorry for? You only sent it because you thought it was best. I know that you would never try to hurt me." This made me fall in love with her again. No matter what I did, she always forgave me and loved me. I kissed the tears down her face.
"How can you be so forgiving? I sent an invitation to our wedding to your best friend that's in love with you causing him to run away. How can you still love me after this?" I really wondered this. I made her best friend run away and she could still look at me. I felt like a monster.
"Of course I still love you, silly. I'll love you for an eternity."She was laughing through her tears as she kissed me. I kissed her back. I heard Charlie coming in but I didn't want to stop. He walked in and cleared his throat. 'I don't need to see this…' he thought in his head.
"I was just coming in to see if you would like to stay for lunch Edward," Charlie said clearly still in shock from walking in on Bella and me.
"Oh, thanks Charlie but I have to go and meet Alice. We have some wedding details to work out. I think she wanted to grab lunch later. I think that she wanted Bella to come with us." I looked at her and she nodded. I was taking her to meet Alice but I wasn't going with them.
"Yeah, dad. I think that I'm going to go with them. It's my wedding after all. Will you be okay for lunch?"
"Of course Bella. I fended for myself for years before you came." We both laughed lightly.
"Ok well, bye then." She grabbed my hand and skipped to the door. We got in my car and I pulled out of the driveway and we went to my house. She never let go of my hand. The drive to my house was quiet and she looked deep in thought. I looked over at her and she didn't seem upset. I was driving quickly to get to Alice. I pulled up to my house and got out. Bella started to unbuckle but Alice jumped in the driver's seat and stopped her.
"Where do you think you're going?" Alice asked jokingly.
"With Edward, of course."
Alice laughed and closed the door. I walked over to Bella's side of the car and she rolled down the window.
"And where are you going?' she asked.
"Jasper, Emmett, and I are going hunting. Don't worry, I'll be back tonight." She looked in my eyes and decided that they were dark. I leaned in the car and pulled her into a kiss. She moved closer to me and kissed me back eagerly. Alice revved the engine and started to pull out down the driveway. I let go and Alice pulled quickly out onto road. Alice was blocking her thoughts from me so I knew that she was trying to hid it from me. I would have to find out that when I got home tonight. I walked back into the house and got ready with Jasper and Emmett for a night of hunting.
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