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I was bored so I went to her room, and then Ruka went coming in almost screwing up my damn life, then my phone nearly killed me, then now Ruka asked me. "Why are you faking your name? And why are you keeping it a secret to her? She's not really bad you know…" I couldn't answer. I knew she wasn't that bad. No… I didn't even think that this bratty little girl is evil at all. It's just that… I couldn't stand her in any way.
At the first time I saw her, I just couldn't stop staring. I knew I shouldn't, but I couldn't stop. At the past few days I've been here in this shitty academy, again, I was just emphasizing on her and her alone. I twitched with her smiling face.
I smiled when I saw her annoyed expression. I stared when she was just simply talking or staring back at me. I was like an idiotic stalker, and stalking a ugly girl. I was irritated...
I thought she's so cute when she has a huge smile in her face. I smile devilishly wanting to punch myself for hurting her. I wanted to damn kiss her when she was pouting like a oblivious puppy. I never wanted to admit it, but I fell in love. The worst part in falling in love is that I fell in love with this stupid girl. I never liked girls. I never did... But why? How did I fall in love with her? I don't know exactly, but I just did.
This is stupid… I wanted to tell her everything. I wanted to tell her that the first time I talked to her wasn't the time I got back in this academy. I craved to tell her that I'm this other person she knew. I wanted to tell her how much I needed to see her and now I did. I wanted to tell her that I'm just in love with her, just hearing her voice in the phone…
Wow… I can write my own diary now… but diary's are kinda girly…
I wanted to speak up, right now, but I can't… I can't… I don't want her to get involve in my shattered life. If I tell her now, weird assassins would go after her when I'm the one after. Having a screwed life is such a disadvantage… It just sucks… Really sucks…
I can't involve anyone. Because I know I shouldn't… Having this Alice is somewhat just fun, but unlucky. I was deserted, I was neglected. I was ignored by everyone from the other side of my world, but I guess it wouldn't be that bad since I'm now dying. Dying 'cause of some fire Alice sucking my energy and now I'm getting weak… I wouldn't really regret anything when I die, except if I see her sobbing out of nowhere and just leaving her like that.
I wonder if she would know before I'm gone? I really don't know… Maybe she would know before I tell her. Or does she even love me? I mean the other me… I was never this interested with a girl before. And now, see how I'm blabbering? I'm a complete idiot. Of course you guys know that already.
Shit man… I'm out of character now… I wonder how much time passed? I'm just practically staring the sakura blossoms falling, and the wind messing up my hair. It's my favorite place now. This tree… It resembles so much of her.
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Yes… I have the next volume to my manga. Hah! Oh fuck… I gotta stop doing that… I covered my face with my comic and laid down leaning on the tree, trying to sleep.
Yehp… Now this is what you call, heaven.
"Oi… Wake up Nishiki." I heard an annoying voice, poking my waist.
"Shut up little girl."
I did it again… Damn it… But this is best…
"Oh c'mon Nishiki! Just gimme a break for once!" She screamed at me.
"You GIVE ME a break." I groaned.
I swear, I'm gonna hate myself for this…
"Fine fine whatever…" She murmured something, but I guess she was talking about me and all… She sat down beside me leaning on the same tree.
"Oh yeah…"
"What?" I asked.
"Do you have some phone phobia or something? Can I stick out my phone?"
I held my comic and removed it from my face. I showed myself with an unusual, abnormal face. "You think I have phone phobias?! And what the hell are doing making up your own kind of sickness? I can put you to jail for that." I said cracking my fingers.
"Aheh…-heheh… I guess not… But I thought you really have one! You keep running whenever I get my phone out!" She answered, bloating her cheeks.
"Yeah whatever… And stop doing that!!" I pulled her cheek.
"H-heeeey… It hoorts… Oww Oww…" She moaned.
I released my pinch and she rubbed her cheek softly. I started to read my book again, which I couldn't 'cause she was there, and I know she's staring… Shit…
"Why are destroying my perfect day? You're stupid to even go to your hated person's place."
"I-I don't know… I just feel that I want to go here and talk to you… But when I come here, I suddenly lose my mind for nothing… So I just annoy you and all. It is fun anyway." She said, suspecting for her to be grinning.
She spoke again… "I just feel that I know you… But of course that's impossible. Right?" She said with an embarrassed voice.
Oh man… Does she know me? I can't let that bloody thing to happen! I'm gonna regret myself if I let her get hurt… Stupid… How come she knows me? Well she doesn't but she will.
"You're dreaming."
"No I ain't… Hey you know…" Oh no… It's the 'start' of her blabbing. "I know this guy that… Really acts like you. But I know you aren't him so I can tell you. He's stubborn and thinks to himself that he's one of these rebels and all. But he isn't… He really has a kind heart. I mean, he acts really numb so that no one would know how he exactly feels. And I guess I can see through him. Like you… That's why, well… I kinda feel that you're important. I guess? Oh what am I saying?... Haha…"
"You talk too much…"
"I know."
"…………." When the silence came, I closed my book and glanced at her. Her eyes were closed, she was leaning on my shoulder for some freakin reason, and she was relaxed… She looked like an angel with some wings on her back… An angel that practically fell from the sky…
"You look like you're sleeping, stupid."
"Stop calling me those names! My name is MIKAN! Can't you say just a simple name?!"
"Shut up Mikan."
I noticed her sweet smile… The more I see her, the more I yearned for her strawberry lips...
OMGAWLY GULAY!! I MADE NATSUME A BIT OOC!! NOOO!! -panics and runs around like a crazy weirdo- Okay anyway... I'm done!! Hahaha… Hope you like it guys! I guess I haven't been updating lately, sorry for the delay! This is so kewL… I just wrote Natsume/Nishiki's POV and now I'm about to write Kukai's POV in Shugo Chara! That's like… Woah… Okay anyway. GO GO!! Thanks for the reviews and reads!! SAY ALL YOUR OPINIONS RIGHT THERE!!
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