Chapter 2

Disclamer: I do not own Twilight or New Monn or any of it's characters, If I did Bella and Edward would have been too busy to take part in this story.

AN/ This chapter is mostly about Bella and her feeling about her condition. Slightly OCC Bella and Edward but in later chapters this will be a rated M story. I leave it at that...

BPOV

I knew that I couldn't hide it from him. I tried for so long, always pointing out that he should change me. He never got the hint… My name is Isabella Swan and I am dieing from cancer. It's spreading, coming closer to my heart. I have fits now a days, where I have a really intense pain in my chest, Edward is worried he knows that something isn't right.

I don't know how much longer I can keep this from him. I think I had thought that if I convinced him to change me then it would all work out. He would never know that I was hiding anything from him.

But.. It seems that the doctors say I only have about a month left. Only a month left with my angel, the angel that was lying next to me, humming my lullaby and rubbing small circles on my back. I sighed loudly, a blazing determination filling me. If I only had a month left with Edward then I'm going to enjoy every bit of it.

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I woke up with someone trailing kisses up and down the swell of my neck. I sighed softly. I already had a killer of a headache, but I wasn't about to let that stop me we were going to the meadow today. Today was Saturday, and it was one of those rare sunny days in Forks. That's a plus for me I get to see Edward sparkle.

I slowly get out of bed testing my balance, I hear Edward chuckle in a whisper. "Watch it mister or you won't get a kiss for a week," his quiet chuckles stopped almost at once. Hehe Edward you're not the only one who can play dirty. I grab my bag of toiletries and walk out the door. "A human moment Edward," I call over my shoulder. Man am I good or what?

I hear Edward groan once he thought I was out of earshot. I giggled slightly, these last weeks are going to be fun.

I know you're probably thinking, 'why aren't I shaken up over my impending demise?' Well to be perfectly truthful I am a little scared, But I am hoping Edward will come to his senses before I die. And if he doesn't then I'll have no last wishes because at least I'll see his face as I die.

I sigh loudly as I lather my hair with my favorite strawberry shampoo. the meadow I remind myself, were going to the meadow today. I go through my morning routine barely realizing what I was doing, in deep thought. How am I susposed to tell the one that I love I'm dieing?

I bound out of the bathroom with only my towel on, I wanted to tease Edward somemore. I walk calmly into my room, head held high trying my best not to blush. Edward's eyes look like they would bust out of their socket if they could, I giggle and walk past him to my closet leaving him there stunned. As I walked back out I see Edward in the same spot with the same look on his face, just staring at me. I mean is he a hundred or so year pervert? I look at him steadily in the eyes and try to smolder my eyes at him, it seems to work as his eyes glaze over slightly.

"Edward are you going to let me change or am I going to show you everything that mother nature gave me?" I was feeling daring today. Edward looked as if he could blush he would be beat red. I stifle a laugh and make sure he's turned around before changing into one of the many new outfits that Alice has gotten me. It's a v-cut cotton sweater blueish in color with embrodiery in the bottom right hand corner near my hip, with hip hugger jeans. To top it off I put my hair up in a sloppy bun. I'd have to thank Alice later.

I felt two arms slide around my waist pulling me up to his chest as he inhaled the scent at the base of my neck. "I'm going to have to thank Alice for this outfit" he said in a husky voice. I"m startled to feel something hard pressing against my butt. 'omg' i think ' I'm definetly going to have to thank Alice for this outfit.' Ever since we had gotten back from Volterra Edward had better control than ever. And he was pushing every boundary we had ever set. I was thrilled.

I turned in his arms to give a small peck on the lips. Before escaping his grasp to jump on his back. We were running today, I don't ever see why I was afraid of it before. It was a hundred times more exilerating than a motorcycle.

Within minutes we had reached the meadow, our meadow. He gently laid me on the slightly dewwy grass and together we watched the sun rise and bounce off of Edwards skin sending brilliant sparkles everywhere. I absent mindly traced the contor of his arm. I was trying to come up with a way to tell Edward about my predicament of sorts. Yet I couldn't just come out and say ' Oh and Edward I'm dieing of Cancer ' use your imagination. No I knew him better than that, I'd have to tell him gently so as not to break his heart.

"Hey Edward?"

" Yes, my love."

"You love me no matter what right?"

He sat up blindingly fast. Taking my hands and looking deep into my eyes. "Bela I love you so much that my heart sings with it every moment, there's no one else for you but me. You the one I love, for as long as I live you'll be the only one I'll ever love."

His words rang with such sincerity that I had to belive him, with this knowledge tears gathered at my eyes. "Edward..."

"Edward I have cancer..."

AN/ A cliffie. Sorry I had too.

I just thought of something. Why do you think vampires skins sparkle in the light? Well I think that since vampires skin is so hard it sort of acts as a prism, I imagine then sparkling with all kinds of different sparkle is flying off them. Just a thought.