Sleep of The Pained
I'd love to fall asleep right now…my green eyes are sagging and I haven't even brushed my hair. I've lost it, the will to wake up every morning. I know that if I fall asleep, there's a high probability that I'll never want to get up again. It's him, and everyone else…the idea that he's gone, and that he'll never love me. It's torture watching everyone get what they want but me…in love, family, even in shinobi business.
It's not going to get better is it? I don't think it could…I'm already lost to these feelings. Feelings of inadequacy, and misery. I'm drowning in my feelings…and it's the worst I've ever felt. I don't want to be in love, ever again. I wish I could be like Sai…emotionless. If only…
There is no sleep…for the pained.