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I am not going to be following session 3 in the true form i am missing the first two episodes and move the zeppo and band candy so they happen before faith hope and trick and the rest of session 3 and Xander/Cordelia never happened.

Confused and lost the crow slow followed the bird they moved throw a grave yard moving around the tombstones, the crow noted how quite it was. After long walk the crow found himself outside Angelus mansion. Making it way inside him felt the echo of the dark magic the spilled from this place. The crow flies over it master shoulder and leads it to a room covered with blood stains and chains hang from the walls. Stand in at the door way the final memory unlocks it mind and reviling who the crow was.

Spike, sat in his wheelchair watching Drusilla chain the broken Xander to the wall with the care a child would take with it prise toy. "So why did you pick up the blood bag Dru?"

Turn to look at her crippled lover. "I picked the kitten as a treat for daddy; do you think daddy would like his present?" Drusilla grinned.

Spike glared hateful at Xander as the reminder of the slow lost of his lover to Angelus "sure he will pet but we should prepare him first, maybe magic boy could help us."

Step into the room the magic crazed Ethan Rayne smiled "sure this will be fun to express the madness that is chaos on one of rippers pet's kids, I mark him with spell to keep him awake and alert no matter what happens, as well as one to magnify the pain he feels." As he finished he let out a laughter that would have being more fitting come from the comic book character the Joker.

Moving over to Xander, Ethan took out a blade and carefully cut the star of chaos into his chest, then taking the blood from the room he started to pain runes of power on Xander an the chains that held him well whispering words of power, pain and chaos.

Drusilla in her madness started to dip her hands in the blood and paint on the walls.

Once done Ethan looked at spike and grinned "It done, now all we need to do is wake him and the fun can start. I am thinking burn him with a hot poker would be great places to start." Lean out of the door he shouted at one of the Vampire lackeys to get one.

Drusilla crept up on the mad mage and took his Knife from him. Then turned to Xander and smiled before slow make short cuts in his arm well sing a twisted rym. "One crow, sorrow, two crows, joy, three crows for a girl, four crows for a boy, five crows for silver, six crows for gold, seven crows for a secret thats never been told"

As she sing her rym and making more cuts, Spike moves closer and ask "what is the secret love? Can you tell me". Drusilla looks at spike the over her shoulder then back again at Spike "Miss Edith tell me it not my secret to tell, it his but he don't even know it yet. But is a real wonderful secret all black and angry, filled to the brim with death".

Moving Spike makes room for Ethan to come throw with the hot poker push it onto Xander nipples burn them. Causing Xander to wake with a scream.

Looking around in panic he chocks out the words "where am I?"

Which Drusila replies "your at are home your are new toy, kitten and when daddy comes home the fun really starts."

Spike moves forward and slaps Xander from his wheelchair. "My princess is right but we don't need wait for old peaches to get back for our funny to begin."

At the memory blurs in world wind of pain and suffering. Cuts, stabbings, burring, wiping, the vampires showed their talent in the art of torture over the decades they had been alive. Well Ethan showed what one could do with the rule power of chaos focus bolts of power and, to warping and twisting and twisting Xander very flesh in ways nature would not allow; well keep him alive and wake. Until the potent magic keep Xander alive caused that spark of life to burn out and die.

Howling in pain and anger, Xander picks himself up from the floor and slow make way out of the building. Blind drunk by pain he moves through the darkness unable to focus to think. Until a scream cuts through the madness and he comes onto a lone vampire with a victim.

At these instincts of his form self and homed from fight the undead take over. Moving quickly he grabs the vampire and propels the vampire through the air with strength only a slayer should have. Stand still in shock Xander didn't see the vampire come at him with a blade. The vampire stabbed him four times in the chest before stepping back and laughing. Xander and vampire look at the wounds close before their eyes. Then with a blood rage Xander grab the vampire head and snapped it neck before throwing the crippled vampire into a tree causing to burst into ash.

Standing there in shock of what he just did his mind, races with thoughts and slow a idea started to form in his mind. Moving like a man posed with purpose as he walked to home.

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

Sliding into his room, he slow starts to strip off the ruined dirty clothes. Throwing the dirty clothes; out of habit into the clothes hamper. Opening his wardrobe he takes a pair of black jeans and slips them on. Then Xander picked a black dress-shirt that he was going to wear on his first dinner date with Willow. Reaching into the bottom of the wardrobe he took out a pair of black hiking boots. Then he reached out and took out the black Jack he wore when he was posed by the Hayne sprit. With a dark frown he slipped the jack on.


With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

Sitting down on his bed Xander picks up the photo album on his nightstand. Flipping through the album he saw pictures of him, jesses and Willow and latter Buffy; then just him and Willow as started to date. As the thoughts of what he had being taken from danced throw his mind he chucked the album across the room. Then kick his night stand, causing to crumble under his new power.


What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

Glance down at the album, Xander saw a picture of him and Willow making mask.

Willow showed Xander a mask she made. Looking at it was a white opera mask with painted black eyebrows and the lips painted in black like a clown faces but frown instead of smiling with 4 rain drop tears on one side of the faces and simple gothic cross on the other side of the faces. "Because your my sad man" and kissed Xander on the lips gently.


What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

Reaching under the bed Xander pulled out a box filled with art supplies and Willow mask.

Taking the paints and the mask Xander sat down in front his mirror, he slow started to paint his faces first covering in white paint. Then taking a black marker Xander darkened his eyebrows and then painted his lips and draw the clown frown on his face. Then with a steady hand he drawled the tear drops and cross.


They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

Moving around his room he gets a long sports bag, empty it out, on to the floor he slow starts to collect his weapons. Reaching under his bed Xander pulled out a fire axe him librated from school after Miss Summers hit spike in the head with. Drop it in the bag, he added to it the baseball bat he had has gift from Jesse when they were kids.

Xander sit with willow and Jesse in his garden with a rapped present. With a big smile Jesse passed the warped gift to Xander "happy birthday bud." Xander riped into the gift revealing a solid wood baseball bat that had a dark wood stain.

Moving to a draw he pulled out handful of stakes and a couple of bottles of holy water which he adds to the bag.


What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

Making ready to leave Xander eyes again drop to the photo album. Reaching down he picked up and placed in the sports bag before leaving.


What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

Standing at the side of the house Xander saw he old beat up car that he had got to take willow on a road trip out of Sunnydale. Spried his parents hadn't sold it Xander drop his bag in the back seat and jump into the drive seat and took the keys out of there hiding spot under driver's seat. Turning the key, Xander head out on his path of revenge.

You labelled me
I'll label you
So I dub the unforgiven

Thanks for reading

Moring star