A/N: Um, okay, so I promised smut. It's not terribly graphic, but uh...it felt awkward writing it just the same. You can skip this, if you want. But seeing as how most fans of yaoi are in it for the smex, i doubt many will want to. But it doesn't take anything away from the story, really. Just fanservice XD;;

God I hope my parents don't walk in ;A;

Chapter 11: I want to hold you in my arms and never let go.

Recap:

Naruto tilted his head to the side, then sat on the arm of the sofa and rested his head on Gaara's shoulder.

"You're so close to me," he said, smiling a little. "You and I are so much alike. I know you won't hurt me. You take my fears away." Gaara lifted his head and met Naruto's azure stare, faces just an inch apart. He could feel his heart speed up just a little bit.

"You take my fears away," murmured Naruto, closing the gap and pressing his lips gently against Gaara's.

You take my fears away.

Oh man, here it was. The touching, the kissing -- what he'd wanted for so long. Naruto's lips were intoxicating, like a drug or alcohol, only more pleasant. And without unwanted side effects.

Growling slightly in his throat, Gaara threaded his fingers in Naruto's hair, annoyed when the clips got in the way. He pulled Naruto down gently and deepened the kiss, tongue licking along the blonde's lips in order to gain permission to enter. After a few seconds Naruto opened his mouth and allowed the slick muscle to explore the cavern, to map out every inch of it. He moaned, grabbing fistfuls of Gaara's shirt in want. They broke apart shortly after, gasping for air.

"Are you sure...this is okay?" asked Gaara breathlessly, hands toying with the hem of Naruto's bright orange t-shirt. Naruto hesitated, pressing his forehead against Gaara's.

"Yeah," he murmured after a few seconds, kissing Gaara's tattoo. That was all the encouragement Gaara needed to pull Naruto upright and lead him clumsily up the stairs, discarding their shirts and kissing passionately along the way until they got to the older boy's bedroom.

The redhead allowed Naruto to push him down onto the plush bed, not wanting the other boy to feel trapped. Somewhere in the back of his mind he worried that Naruto would feel scared or threatened by the situation they were currently diving into. But he needn't have worried, if the way Naruto was hastily ridding the two of them of any form of clothing was any indication.

Soon they were naked as the day they were born, kissing fiercely, hands roaming over bare flesh. Gaara tried to rake his fingers through Naruto's soft hair, only to meet resistance.

"Fuck these clips," mumbled Gaara, trying to unclip them without looking. Naruto groaned impatiently and simply yanked them out, wincing when a few strands were

pulled from his scalp. Tossing them aside, he kissed Gaara gently, loving the feeling of the redhead's body.

This innocent action was somehow even more erotic than the heated foreplay Gaara had participated in thus far; before Naruto could even squeak in protest the blonde was flat on his back and Gaara was kissing his way down his torso.

"Nnngh...Gaara," panted Naruto, staring through half-lidded eyes at the fiery red locks brushing his tummy. "What are--oh god," he gasped as Gaara's mouth latched onto his manhood. The things that boy was doing to him...it felt so good, so sinfully good. Gaara hummed, sending vibrations flowing from Naruto's groin area right up his spine, making him arch his back in pleasure. He panted harshly, threading his fingers through Gaara's hair as the redhead bobbed up and down slowly.

"Mmm...Gaara...I-I'm gonna..." gasped the blonde, toes curling into the sheets in ecstacy. Gaara released Naruto's erection with a wet 'pop', making the blonde shiver at the cold air that encircled his cock instead. He barely had time t think before Gaara's lips were on his again, gentle and chaste. It was a stark contrast to what that mouth had been doing moments before; an apology, of sorts, for the incredibly unpure actions of seven seconds past.

Everything seemed to be moving at twice the speed for Naruto. Barely ten minutes ago he had been fully clothed and waving goodbye to his friends. And now here he was, stark naked and writhing in pleasure beneath his best friend/crush/lover. How in the hell had they gone from the bench to third base so damn quickly? Not that he really minded, anyway. But his perception of time was really getting messed up.

Gaara placed three fingers in Naruto's mouth, startling the blonde out of his thoughts. "Suck," he said quietly, almost huskily. The smaller boy complied, coating the digits thoroughly in saliva. He had an idea where those slicked digits would be heading next.

He shut his eyes tightly, chasing away all those little doubts in the back of his mind. Remember the last two times you were in a situation similar to this? they whispered. Remember what was said, what was done? Remember Orochimaru?

No no no, he thought, tensing his entire body involuntarily. I will not remember. I will not. It's over, it's done, and this is different--

"Naruto?" whispered Gaara. The blonde opened watery blue eyes to look upon his lover's concerned, hesitant face. "I-If I'm going too fast, just tell me you're uncomfortable, or want me to stop..."

Stop?!

Oh no he didn't. He did not just suggest stopping. Not when both boys still sported painfully obvious erections (with emphasis on 'pain'. It hurt to be that hard). Naruto's lustful side took over and abruptly flung his doubts out of a 28-story building. He really did want this, to take this final step and give Gaara everything he had. He kissed his lover hard, pouring out all his trust and passion into that single firm touch. Gaara reciprocated, kissing back fiercely, dominating Naruto's mouth sweetly. While he kept Naruto busy with the kiss, he pushed one slightly damp finger into the boy's tight entrance. He winced when Naruto bit his tounge in surprise and squirmed in discomfort. After a few seconds another finger was added, thrusting and scissoring to stretch the boy. Naruto buried his face into the crook of Gaara's neck, making weird faces no one could see. It didn't really hurt, not much. But gosh, it felt weird.

When that third finger was added and began thrusting into his body, the blonde felt the first prickle of pain shoot up his spine. And damn if he didn't let Gaara know it too: he raked his nails right across the elder's back, leaving bright red lines on the pale skin. Not that Gaara really blamed him. Having three fingers shoved up your ass wasn't exactly the most pleasurable of experiences. Not unless you found that special spot, that is...

"Aaaahh!! Oh god, G...d-do that again..."

The redhead allowed himself a small grin of triumph. Found it.

He brushed his fingertips across Naruto's prostate twice more before pulling out, causing Naruto to whine in a curiously animalistic manner. It felt weird, being empty again.

Gaara was thinking fast. He didn't have lube of any sort nearby, and his sibling's rooms were too far away. He'd have to improvise. Grimacing slightly, he spat into his palm and rubbed it over his throbbing cock. Kind of disgusting, but it was going to be a lot better than nothing. Kissing Naruto one last time, he positioned himself at Naruto's entrance. "Are you ready?" he asked. Naruto swallowed hard and nodded, reaching up and nipping gently at Gaara's neck. "Do it," he whispered, voice full of love and longing and the tiniest bit of fear.

So he did. He threw caution to the wind and thrusted right into Naruto's small body.

Oh god, it hurt. It hurt so damn much. Naruto swallowed back several screams and settled instead for pained gasps of air. He gripped Gaara's shoulders tightly as his backside burned with pain. Gaara didn't bother waiting for Naruto to adjust to his size, opting for moving almost immediately in a slow yet steady rhythm. The more he moved, he reasoned, the faster Naruto would get used to him and start enjoying himself more.

Soon their bodies found a rhythm, and their hearts beat together, and they whispered each other's names as passion consumed them. Whispers turned to screams as they reached their climax together, and nothing in the world mattered except for the feel of their bodies against each other. Huddled under the rumpled blankets, breath mingling as they kissed one last time, they fell into a deep and dreamless sleep.

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A/N: IT'S DONE SOMEONE GOD PLEASE SHOOT ME.

It was so hard to write this!!

I hope people review so that I feel that I slaved over this for a reason, even if the final outcome wasn't all that good. ;A;

You'd think, that with all the smut I've read, I'd know how to write a decent lemon. -brick'd-