Happily Ever After Jacob

(Disclaimer: I do not own the "Twilight Saga". Owned and copyrighted by Stephenie Meyer.)

Chapter Fourteen: Kiss The Rain

Recap: "Momma, what am I gonna do?" ...

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"Renesmee come down stairs! Your fathers back!" Bella called from upstairs. The teen raced down the stairs. She was about to run to her Dad when she saw someone else...

"Jake?!" She cried, smiling. He looked up at her and gave her a grin of his own. She giggled, running to him. Jacob picked her up and cradled her in his arms.

We need to talk about something Edward. It's important. Edward nodded to his wife, and they silently left the room.

"Jake you came back!" She spoke into his collar.

"Yes I came back. Don't I always?"

"Yes. But why do you always have to leave?" She pouted, looking in his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I don't exactly like doing it. I only do it when I think that it's right for the situation.

"Well I hope you know that it makes me very sad. And I always miss you."

"Hm, that makes two of us then. And I- what the hell Ness?!"

"Huh?" She climbed off of him, "What?"

"Clip your finger nails or something. Dammit, you just scratched my cheek open."

"Oh, oops. I'm sorry. It was the ring, not my fingers."

"What ring?" Jacob picked up her hand and examined it. "Looks like an engagement ring to me." He joked, but she didn't smile.

"Cause it is Jake."

"What? What are you talking about? Who?!"

"Nahuel."

"That freaky kid from Italy?" She nodded remembering the first time she saw him as well.

"I'm sorry Jake. I haven't said anything yet. I told him I'd think about it."

"What about me?" He asked looking at the floor, and slightly glaring at the ring.

"I...I don't know Jake."

"You don't know?"

"What do you want me to say? Just tell me Jacob and I'll say it!" She whimpered, tears starting to stream.

"I...I can't deal with this...I'm sorry." He sprinted back towards the door as the thunder rumbled in the distance.

"Jacob don't be stupid you're going to get sick! Can't you tell it's going to pour?!"

"I'll survive Ness."

"Jacob!" She yelled, but he already ran behind the trees. Renesmee stodd there watching the path he had just ran, debating she ran out into the mud after him. Throwing her flip flops off after a few minutes. They were only weighing her down in the mud. "Jacob!" She called. "Jake." She stopped short of herself when she saw him standing in the middle of a small grove of trees. His head was flung back on his shoulders, and his shirt was no where in sight. She slowly walked towards him, her clothes clinging tightly against her skin.

"Ness, I just can't..I-"

"Jacob, I know." The rain poured down on them both. She had to practically yell so she could be heard. "I know everything. Imprinting and it all." His eyes widened.

"Who told you?"

"Mom. Jake...I love you!" Renesmee ran to him and slammed her body against his, smashing her lips against his. He lifted her legs to wrap around his waist. And he darted through the trees to the cottage.

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Jacob halted in the doorway to the bedroom. Renesmee was already inside the room. His eyes rested on her for a moment before averting his gaze to stare at the floor.

"Jake?" He lifted his head towards her, "What's wrong?"

"Ness I... you should have more than this." He sighed "More than me." Her eyes widened in shock and horror.

"Jacob I love you. I love you, I do!" She ran to him wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing his face.

"Hey, stop. Renesmee Stop." He mumbled between her kisses. Graspins her shoulders firmly he pushed her away, and held her there at arms length. "Ness stop."

"Jacob why don't you wnat me? You said you loved me, and I know you do. Bus...is it the kind of love like, "Renesmee I want to spend my life with you" kind of love or, "Renesmee how's my little sister?" kind of love, because Jacob those are two totally different kinds of love. So which is is Jakw? Huh?" He refused to look at her. "Answer me dammit!" She punched at his chest.

Both knew it was futile but it was all she could think to do. Until finally Jacob borke the silence.

"You know the first time I laid eyes on you when you were an infant I thought to myself, 'man I'm going to have a hell of a job when she gets older', keeping those boys away you know?"

"Oh great, baby stories. You're unbelieveavle you know that? I-"

"You asked me a question and I'm giving you an answer. Now will you shut-up and listen or don't you wanna know?" Renesmee turned and moved to sit on the edge of te bed.

"Ok Jacob I'm listening."

"And then you just got older and...and I foud myself fighting. Not with you or your mom or Edward. Not even Rosalie. But fighting with myself. When I look at you now. I have to hold my breath because it's all I can do to live with the pain, knowing that I can not have you. Renesmee, I don't know how you doubt that I love you, but i do. You are a sister to me," Renesmee gasped lightly and burried her face in her hands. Jacob got on his knees in front of her, "Hey, hey shhh... no more tears. Why are you crying?"

"B-B-Because I knew it. I w-w-w-want you forever. I want to w-wake up next to you. I want to be...Mrs. Jacob Black. But now..now I know I shall only be your friend...forever." She cried to him more readily before drawing a hand to her mouth and trying to catch her fallen tears.

"I'm sorry Jake. I'll just leave then."

"Ness no!" He grabbed her. Looping his arms around' her waist.

"Jacob, let me go!"

"No not until you listen to mo."

"Jacob. My Jacob." She turned crying into his shoulder.

"Renesmee I love you."

"No, no you don't." She whimpered.

"Yes, I do. I swear I do."

"No. Stop lying to me-"

"Ness I love you dammit! I want to marry you someday!"

"But earlier...you said."

"You didn't let me finish silly." He smiled at her.

"Jake." She hugged herself to him. "My Jake." She repeated.

"Yes yours. I'm yours."

"Jacob.?"

"What?"

"Will you do something for me?" Her voice kept going down in volume.

"Anything."

"Jacob, make love to me." He squeezed his dark eyes shut.

"Ness I-"

"Jake please? I want to be with you. We already went through all this. Don't walk away without me again. Please!"

"Yes Renesmee."

"Yes?" He nodded and led her back to the bed. Renesmee slid her hands under his tank top to feel the planes of his chest. They kept their eyes locked. Nearly black meeting brown. Slowly their clothing was stripped off between kisses and whispered of love.

"Renesmee, I love you." She smiled up at him, placing her hands on either of his cheeks.

"I know."

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(A/N: Ok so J&R have their "moment". lol. R&R what you thought.