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-Disturbia by Rihanna

-or d.gray-Man

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THere is a snipet of some smut, but not to bad!

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Chapter 7: A World of Light Hidden in the Shadows

Headquarters

Feels like I'm going insane

Lenalee could feel a presence in the back of her mind, always. It was always there, never leaving. Sometimes it was stronger, sometimes it was almost nonexistent, but no matter what, it was always there. It was a pressure in the back of her head that always pressed the outer edge of her brain and her sanity was slowly giving away to the pressure, the presence, the feelings that she kept hidden from the world.

It can creep up inside you

And consume you

There was a pressure on her lungs too. It was like an elephant sitting on her chest, pressing down along with the presence in the back of her mind. It sometimes was hard to breath and when she did breathe, it hurt. It was like inhaling needles, pricking and pocking all the way down her raw throat and into her pressure filled lungs. She would often stubble while walking down the hallways in the Order or take sudden gasps of air during her brother's meetings.

A disease of the mind

It can control you

It's too close for comfort

Lavi…was the reason behind the pressure, the presence and the feelings. He was pressure on her lungs causing her breath to hitch. He was the reason there was always a presence in the back of her mind that would block out all rational thought. He was the reason for the feelings that would take over her and bring her down to knees, crying out at night for a warm body or make the tears roll down her face.

It was all his fault…

Ain't gonna play nice

Watch out, you might just go under

"Lenalee?! Lenalee!" the voice of a concerned older brother called. Lenalee's thoughts leapt outside of her mind and back to the real world, if it was the real world at all. She looked around at the faces of the science department—they all wore worried expressions. Her brother's expression was the worst though. Lenalee could see the thoughts running through her brother's mind through his eyes and she could see winkles starting to form on his forehead.

"Sorry, I zoned out," Lenalee sheepishly waved a hand in front of her, a fake smile on her face.

The presence was pressing harder.

Your train of thought will be altered

Your mind is in disturbia

"As I was saying…" Lenalee toned out her brother again, her mind roaming into a different place; a place where Lavi was standing next her whispering sweet things in her ear. This place is where her smile was real and not faked, because Lavi was there. This place was better then the world she lived in, this world had no crime. This world had no wars, no Akuma, no Noahs and no innocence. This world was better, it was perfect and it was Lenalee's own little, perfect world.

"…we still have not heard from Kanda, Lavi or Allen…and I…I fear for the worst," Komui's voice trailed off, Lenalee heard nothing. "I think it is about time we send search parties out to retrieve our exorcists."

Lenalee left the room in the middle of meeting, no one noticed.

It's like the darkness is the light

Disturbia

Lenalee stumbled down the hallway. She held one hand to her head and the other to her chest. It was getting harder to breathe and her head was pounding. Her heart rate was through the roof, sweat poured down the sides of her face. She collapsed against the wall, but continued to walk forward, her mind set on a destination. The face of Lavi lingering her mind, she made her way to the library.

Flashback

He pushed her up against the wall, roughly. His hands were tangled in her hair and around her waist. He pushed and tilted her head against his, meeting his lips in a messy kiss. She had her hands around his waist and on his chest, not pushing him away, but as support for her weak knees. He ran his tongue across the bottom of her lip. The sensation was spectacular, it set warm shivers all through her lithe body. A soft moan escaped her lips and a warm tongue explored her mouth.

She brought on of her legs up to wrap around his waist and pulled his body even closer to hers. He let one of his hands wonder down the small of her back and to the waist band of her shorts. He tucked slightly and rolled his thumb across the soft skin. She pushed back against his body with her hip, earning a deep moan from the man. She pulled up her other leg to wrap around him and he placed his hands on his bottom.

"Are…you…sure…your…okay…with…this?" The man asked in between kisses as they stumbled blindly down the hallway to his room. She rolled her body against his and he hit the close wall, unable to keep his footing.

"Yesss, L-avi," She kissed his back with force.

End of Flashback

She fell against the library doors and pushed them slowly open. She stumbled thought the doors as the shut behind her. Lenalee stood, slanted to one side, panting, her eyes closed tight as pressure formed across her body. She fell to her knees onto the ground, the feeling of Lavi's hot skin against hers still lingering in her mind and the taste of his soft lips against hers. She brought one hand up shakily to her lips, confirming to herself that Lavi isn't really kissing her.

Am I scaring you tonight

Your mind is in disturbia

"Hello, Lenalee," the other presence in the room spook.

Ain't used to what you like

Disturbia

Lenalee looked up into deep, brown eyes as she fell.

Disturbia

Lavi ran down up the stairs as fast as he could. The snake and something else was still following close behind him. He ran blindly down the different hallways and levels. He was panting hard and his breath kept getting caught in his throat. His innocence was long forgotten, it would not help him in this situation. This, what ever it was, was way to real and Lavi, at this point, was just an average human running from his fears.

His foot caught on the middle step and he went down, hard. His chin hit the top step and blood rolled down the side of his mouth. All the air that was in his lungs was knocked out of him and his ankle twisted in an odd direction. He could hear foot steps behind him, getting closer and closer. Lavi ignored the pain thorugh his body and tried to push himself up, his elbows bent under his weight and he went down again.

"Hello, Lavi." A cool voice broke through Lavi's screaming mind.

Tyki…

It's too close for comfort

Disturbia

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