I'm back! Twice in one day:D I'll just get started, even though right now, I don't know what to write… hope it will come to me;)

Traumatized

Max's PoV

He was on top of me again, not even bothering to try to take my shirt of, he just ripped it open.

'You're sorry? That's all? YOU'RE SORRY!?'

Before I could let out a scream, his mouth was covering my own. His hands were traveling down my side and then over my breast. He squeezed it so hard I almost screamed in his mouth. He took the opportunity when my mouth had opened to scream and stuck his tong my mouth exploring every inch of it. I tried to bite his tong, but he only responded to biting my lip until I felt the taste of blood.

His hand which had been on my breast I few moments ago was now pulling my pants down along with my trousers. (A/N: which is a panty for those of you who didn't understand that.)

I squeezed my eyes shut, begging for this to be a bad dream, but I knew it wasn't. This was real, this was happening and it was really happening to me…

My hand instinctively tried to push him away, and it worked. Until I found out that the only reason he had pulled away was to hit me hard in the stomach. I gasped for air the moment his punch had left me with non. But just as I had filled my lungs with it, he hit me I the stomach again, then again, then another time. 'Jeez, that's gonna burse…' I thought. (A/N: and why would she think that when she was being raped? Because she is still in shock people!)

After beating me several times in the stomach, he reached down and pulled of his own pants and boxer.

'YOU'RE FREAKING SORRY!?'

Then I felt one of the worst pains I had ever felt, as he entered into me.

--

I woke up with a bolt. I snapped my eyes open and to my relief, there was no one on top of me.

'Just a bad dream after all.' I thought.

I instinctively touched my stomach were I had dreamt of him hitting me. I sucked in my breath as I felt the still fresh bruises.

'Ow. Oh…" It hadn't been just a bad dream. I was just reliving it in my sleep.

Fang's PoV

I was watching Max when I heard her whimper. I knew that she was still dreaming, but this fact just made me angrier. She was dreaming about something that had happened to her while she was captured, and she wouldn't tell me what it was.

My eyes were still locked on her when she opened her eyes. They were as if she was looking at the devil himself. Then her look changed, to relief.

Her hand shifted to her stomach and she pulled in her breath with a hiss. Then her eyes widen again as if to realize that it had not just been a dream.

"Max?"

She looked up to where I was sitting. She had on an expression that clearly read "Shit". She had apparently forgotten that I was on watch.

"Yeah?" She tried to sound casual, but she knew that I had seen everything.

She sat up, leaning on her arms to be more comfortable. I got up and walked to where she was and sat down next to her.

"You ok?" I asked her, already knowing the lying answer.

"I'm fine! Jeez, what's up with you? You're like always asking me that."

I looked at her, raising one eyebrow.

"I've asked you once before, and you lied then to."

She just snorted and turned her eyes to the sky. Mine didn't leave her.

"Max, I know something's up. This is the second time you've woken up from a nightmare, and both times you look scared to death. What's going on?" I absently touched her arm, a thing I've done lodes of times, but she pulled away the second my fingers touched her.

This made me even more suspicious.

"Max, what's with your stomach?" I asked, thinking back on when she had touched it.

Her eyes widened when she understood that I had seen that to, but she quickly tried to console it with her so called "Poker mask".

"Max, show me your stomach." I said to her in an 'I am going to take of your shirt if you don't do it yourself,' Tone.

"Jeez, Fang. You would seriously say anything to get me out of my clothing, wouldn't you?"

If she thought that she could sidetrack me that easily, she should've thought twice.

I grabbed her shirt and yanked it up, she tried desperately to push me away, but the truth was I was stronger then Max. Ok, so in at fight, she would probably kick my ass, but pure strength, I ruled.

I gasped when I saw the bruises on her stomach. They were blue, read and purple. Somewhere they were starting to turn green and yellow, but only in the edges.

That's when she hit me, right in the face.

"WHAT THE HELL!?"

She got up quicker then I'd seen anybody move before and was about to bolt just before I took a hold of her foot.

"MAX!" I yelled as she continued to struggle.

"What's going on?" I heard a sleepy Nudge ask in the background.

"Uhm, Fang, why are you holding Max by her leg? And why is she trying to run away?" Angel.

"Max! Chill, would you? What the hell is going on with you?"

Max's PoV

When Fang grabbed my shirt, I freaked out. 'NOO!' Was all that went through my mind. And not because I was afraid he would se my bruises. No, I freaked out the moment his fingers touched my arm that first time. It was like Volchok all over again. Not that Fang looked like him, or felt like him when he touched me. It was just that feeling off someone else touching me besides myself that freaked me out, it gave me a total flashback.

And then, Fang pulled my shirt up. I knew he would never do anything to hurt me, ever, but no one was ever to take of my cloths again.

I did the only thing I could think of. I punched him right in his face. I regretted it at once. I had just hit my best friend for Christ sake! The guy I lo- I stopped myself there.

I just had to get out of here. I knew I was gonna break down, and no way I was gonna do it in front of my flock. I was the strong leader and I wasn't supposed to cry in front of them.

I got up and was about to run when Fang grabbed my foot.

"What's going on?" I heard Nudge say sleepy.

"Uhm, Fang, why are you holding Max by her leg? And why is she trying to run away?" Angel.

That's when I kicked him again with the foot he was holding. Not hard, but enough to make him let go of me. Then I took of.

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I ended up by a tree about a mile from the others. I had just landed when I broke down.

I cried and whimpered, remembering the whey Volchok had touched me, what he had done to me. Then I cried even more when I heard myself.

Suddenly Fang was beside me. Of course he would follow.

He sat down next to me and laid his hand around my shoulder.

"Don't t-touch me!" I said in the most murderous voice, between the sobbing.

He didn't take his arm of me, so I tried to shrug it of, but he just hold on tighter.

"I'm not letting go Max. I never will." He just said.

This just made me cry even worse. Remembering how I had punched him and then kicked him. He didn't deserve this! I didn't deserve him!

I don't know how long we sat there. Until I was out of tears I guess, but I kept in sobbing.

"Max, what did they do to you? They've never hit us before. Or, not much anyway… How did you get those bruises?"

"I… fell."

'I fell?' I mentally kicked myself.

"Max, you didn't fall."

I sobbed again.

"Yes I did."

"Max, that's a lie. You know it, and I know it. What the hell did they do to you?"

No way was I telling. It was to embarrassing and to painful. Besides, Fang would totally think I was a wimp or something, a girl who couldn't stand up for her self.

Max, he would never think that about you.

SHUT UP! You didn't even help me! You told me to just "Lie still!" Get the hell out of my head, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

Max, I am so sorry I couldn't he-

GET OUT!

"Max." I wasn't looking at him, but I knew he was worried sick about me. He probably thought I was mental or something.

"Just- leave me alone Fang… Nothing happened. It's just everything that's catching up to me. That's all."

"Max- Max look at me," he took turned my chin so that I was looking straight at him.

"They did something to you, and that is what's getting to you. I don't blame you. You never cry, so it's about time that you do. But you have to know, you can tell me. I won't judge you."

He was looking me straight in the eyes, then I noticed that he was closing the distends between us.

His lips met mine softly. He didn't try to open my mouth but still my lips started burning. God I wanted him so badly. It was totally different from when Volchok had kissed me. His hand that was resting on my shoulder moved to the back of my neck.

I didn't know what happened to me, but instead off getting up and running away like I wanted, I sighed and opened my mouth, granting him access. His tong found its way inside my mouth and began to play with my own. My hand reached for his head, pulling him closer while it twisted into his hair. The hand on my neck began to slide down my back leaving a trace of fire behind from where it touched. There wasn't an inch on my body that didn't want to be near him. My other hand found its way to his back pressing him closer to me, even though there wasn't any part of my front body which wasn't already in contact with him.

Somehow I ended up lying on the ground with him on top of me. He licked my lip carefully and I monad softly. His had followed down the side of my body reaching my thigh. That's when I snapped.

"Get of me." I said moving my head to the side so that his lips wasn't on mine anymore.

"What?" He asked confused, still kissing my neck down to my collarbone. "Get. Of. Me!" I said once more, this time with much more force.

He looked up into my eyes.

"Max."

I'd had it. I pushed him of, and he fell to the ground beside me. I got up, took three steps then leaped to the air. The last thing heard was him calling my name.

DAM DAM DAM DAAAAM!!

Jeez, that was kind of long. Kind of impressing since I didn't know what to write. I just (as the voice keeps telling Max) went with da flooow…

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I'm not gonna post anything in four days, as I said earlier, but I am planning on taking a pen and paper with me so that I can write down what will happen next, 'cause believe me folks, I have noo idea.

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