Not S.M.
Did you know
That everytime you speak
I fall more in love with you?
Did you know
That everytime you smile
I want to kiss you?
Did you know
That I've been in love with you
For a while now?
Did you know
That everytime you're yourself
I want to be as good as you?
Did you know that everytime
I see you with her
My heart breaks a little more?
Did you know
That you make living
Worthwhile?
Did you know
That I'm tired
Of watching you love someone else?
I've loved you
Through it all
When you were a no one
When you were in pain
When you were all alone
Did you know
That I've tried to not love with you
And it just about killed me doing so?
Did you know
That when I watch you laugh
It makes me laugh too?
Did you know
That watching you help others
Makes me want to be a better person?
Did you know that
Everytime I talk to you
My heart starts to race
You probably didn't notice
How nervous I got
Everytime you talked to me
You probably didn't notice
That it kills me to pretend not to be in love with you
And now I'm dying inside
Did you know
That I've been in love with you
For a while now?
Did you know
That I never really lived
Until I met you
Did you know
That I never really loved
Until I talked to you
You probably didn't notice
Or maybe didn't care
That I love you
Did you know
That I've been in love with you
For a while now?
Did you know
That I've tried to love other guys
But everytime I looked in their eyes, all I saw was you?
Did you know
That I like to get up in the morning now
Just to see you
Did you know
That I've been in love with you
For a while
Forever.
I wrote this paticular song/poem with Leah in mind. I was thinking of the time for her after Sam had gotten together with Emily, and how she must have been feeling. I wrote this intending it to be more of a painful ballad than an angry hate song. I hope you like it, and please tell me if it sucked. :D
-Ember