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Someday by Nina -- SasuSaku
Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day, I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
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Uchiha Sasuke,
Hey, asshole. How's it going with you and your whores in Oto? Naruto, Kakashi-sensei and I are doing great, if you're wondering -- which is a long stretch, I know. You'll think more about that slut Karin than us here in Konoha. But you know what? I think in a few days, weeks, months, years, we won't even care anymore. We being Kakashi-sensei and I. Everyone knows Naruto will. I hope, for your sake. Or else when and if you come back here, you'll die before you even come through the gate.
Anyway, I'm writing to say I give up. I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm sick and tired of going after you over and over, Sasuke, and you running away again and again. It's draining me, physically and emotionally. So I officially concede. I quit.
If you really don't want to go back, then fine. We have lots of people we can replace you with; ones that actually have the heart to return our offerings of friendship, help, familial love, romantic love, companionship, fun, happiness. I guess you get enough of that in Oto that you decide to stay there instead of cold, cold Konoha and went to the very warm and welcoming, oozing with feelings of terror, anger, fear, helplessness, hopelessness, enslavement, abuse and experimentation Orochimaru-land. Or Paedophile-land, doesn't really matter.
I'm also writing to say that even if you don't want us -- me, Naruto, Kakashi-sensei, me -- we're not going to mope here like our whole world revolved around you. Correction; I'm not going to mope here like my world revolved around you. Okay, it pretty much used to, I admit, but not anymore. You know why? Because I know there's someone else for me out there. And guess what? I'm going to wait for him. Hell, when you stop your attacks on Konoha so shishou could finally give me a fucking well-deserved break, I might even go looking for him myself.
You think it's ridiculous -- I know you're going to roll your eyes; I'll feel it here when you do, unfortunately -- and I do too, but not as ridiculous as trying to kill the only other member of my clan that I'm trying oh-so-desperately to rebuild. Do you know how preposterous, absurd, silly you're being? You're like a little kid, Sasuke. "He stole my new crayons, so I'm going to beat him up." I know you think I don't understand, and you're right -- I don't. But isn't it better to just let it go? I very well know it's a big deal for you, but he'll die eventually.
Wait, I'm getting sidetracked here. Alright, back to business.
I wrote to say that I'm going to try my best to get over you, and I'm getting there -- bit by bit, little by little. And I'd like to let you know that one of these days -- definitely before I become as old as your paedophilic mentor -- I am going to find someone who's right for me. One that'll care for and about me, love me, make me happy, make me smile, laugh, and my friends would actually approve of. One that I will approve of. One that would make all my romantic fantasies come true. My fantasies of a knight in shining armour and defending me and protecting me from harm, the boy of my dreams giving me flowers, taking me out on dates, being all possessive, hanging out with me and my friends -- just being there.
One that isn't you.
So now I'm making two copies of this letter -- to burn one, and to keep the other, just in case I go deranged enough to actually send it to you. If you want to see how everyone is doing, you might want to slither by.
Always (or not -- it really depends on you),
Haruno Sakura
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A/N: Well, this is terrible.
This didn't go as I planned, so it didn't come out right, especially when you relate it to the verse. It didn't mesh at all. Plus, I got sidetracked, not Sakura. But I'm not going to do anything about it anymore -- I got a whole list other stuff to do -- for now. Which includes cleaning up our house before my mother comes back and finds it extremely….. Not clean.
The whole 'Killing your only other living relative left while you're desperately trying to rebuild it,' is my favourite line. What's yours?
Five reviews for the next chapter?
P.S. This song's singer is from the Philippines, and she's pretty good. The title of the song is Someday, and the singer's name is Nina. You can look at my profile and click on the link I'll be putting up to hear it.
… And apparently, 'paedophilic' is spelled with an 'A'. Wow.