Finding Someone

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I love you all. And in exactly half an hour you will all have Edward Cullen and Jacob Black knocking on your door waiting to give you a hug and a platter of chocolate chip cookies. Man, I wish I were you...

Disclaimer: I own none of Stephenie Meyer's brilliant work. Oh woe is me. tear

Avery's P.O.V. (aren't you guys excited for this???)

Who knew that pouring food all over some random customer would actually set me up for the greatest thing in my life? I sure as hell didn't.

Jacob Black is one hell of a guy. My heart hurt when I realized that this guy probably had girls chasing him left and right back home and that he was more than likely taken, and my heart soared through the roof when he said that he didn't. Then it sunk through the floor when he asked me the same. Westley. I completely forgot. When I first saw Jake, all thoughts of the ass went straight out my head.

If he ever found out about Jake, he'd kill me this time for sure. Then Cindy made me promise that I'd stay away from Jacob mainly out of concern for my health and safety. But, I didn't want to stay away from Jake. I felt drawn to him, and I didn't know why, not that I don't mind of course. Like I said before, Jacob Black is one hell of a guy.

And, I would leave Wes for him in a matter of seconds, except one thing was holding me back: the last time I even suggested seeing other people, he flipped, and Wes is a big guy, so even though I tried to fight back, I was still put in the hospital for a little over a week.

Westley doesn't even love me, but if he did, that would only make what he does to me worse. All I am to him is a punching bag who is small enough so that she can't fight back. He even has some other girl that he screws on the side.

I bet Jacob would never do that, I thought to myself as I got myself a cup of coffee. I've always been an insomniac.

I walked through the living room on the way back to mine, off to watch on of the late night talk shows, when I heard Jacob snoring on the couch. I went over to him and saw him in a really deep sleep.

God, he is adorable when he sleeps. No! Stop! You can't think like! What if Wes found out? I couldn't let Jacob get hurt, or even risk it. But his long hair looks so soft... stop it, Avery!!! But, I couldn't. He was so kind, sweet, caring, more than I could ever say about Wes.

I had to get out that room before I did something that I really would regret.

Why did Jacob have to be so amazing? Why couldn't he be like all of the other jackass guys I've dated? I thought to myself as I rushed out of the room to the sanctuary of my own, completely forgetting my coffee on the coffee table.

As soon as I reached my room, I sank to the floor and grabbed my journal. That was the one place where I truly came out of my shell, where I came out from behind the overly sarcastic, and sometimes more dominant, part of me. It's where I pour everything about me, into that little book.

It wasn't until I was halfway through a page that I realized that I had started crying. That surprised me, 'cause it's been a goo chunk of time since the last time I broke down.

After a while, I'm pretty sure that I had reached hysterics by that point, that I heard my bedroom door opened up and I thought automatically that it was Cindy, for she usually checks up on me when I break down.

Imagine my surprise when I felt two strong, warm engulf my frame. All I could do, or wanted to do for that matter, was lean in to him and let it all out, trusting him with everything.

Yes, I realize that it was sad, but it was also pretty sweet.

So now you know what happened to Avery, and even though it was emotional and sad, it still was enjoying to write at this point of view.

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