Gobstoppers: Hey! I'm in depressing mood right now but I'll make your
chapter right now. Maybe it'll help me cheer up. I doubt it but I'll do it
anyway.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho.
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Hiei continued to moan as Kurama slammed into him repeatedly. At the final thrust Hiei cried out Kurama's name. They lay there gasping for air. Hiei had a smile on his face. He and Kurama and made love the entire night and it was the best thing ever. Kurama hasn't been that nice or romantic since two years ago. Kurama also had a smile on his face. *Why? You'll just have to read on!* Kurama pulled out of Hiei and went into the bathroom. Hiei lay there in Heaven. Kurama came back out and lied next to Hiei wrapping his arms around Hiei's waist.
Hiei snuggled closer to Kurama and yawned. Kurama giggled and kissed Hiei's forehead. Hiei smiled and closed his eyes allowing darkness to take over him. Kurama soon followed hid koi.
Hours later....
*Hiei's POV*
I awoke to an empty bed. I closed my eyes again only to reopen them once more. I groaned and rolled over to look at the alarm clock. I let out a mocking groan as the bright neon red numbers flashed 11: 19 in the night. I yawned and sat up. Climbing out of bed and picked up my robe. I quickly put in on and walked out of our bedroom and to the kitchen. There I saw Kurama eating a sandwich. Gulping I slowly walked in. I continued to walk when I was roughly grabbed and hit up side my right cheek. I was sent flying into the counter.
Hitting it hard, I came crashing down with a loud snap. Kurama just laughed evilly at the whole thing. My eyes were beginning to sting with the salty liquid called tears. I knew I couldn't let them out or the price would be all to painful. Kurama managed to see one roll down my cheek and walked over to me. He roughly grabbed my chin and made me look at him. I was terrified at this point. He chuckled darkly and kissed me harshly. I tried to pull away but his hand held me chin in place. When he pulled back I was breathing heavily.
"Does it hurt, Hiei? Hum? Does it?" He asked me in a cold, emotionless tone. I let my tears free nodding. He smirked and smacked me once again. He was enjoying it I could tell. He never used to be this way but he changed when he was away.
"To god damn bad!" He shouted in my face and grabbed my arm pulling me to my feet roughly. I cried out as pain shot through my body. Every fiber of my being was shaking with fear. I was too small and weak as Kurama would say, to fight back. Kurama shoved me into our bedroom and went to the closet. I knew damn well what was coming and I didn't like it one bit. I tired to stand up but it was to no avail. My body ached so bad I didn't know if I'd live or die.
Kurama tore off my shirt and smirked. I didn't .like his smirks. They were always filled with anger, hate, and evil. I think the reason on why he changed was because of juby. Kurama took out his long, thin, leather belt and raised it high above his head. It came crashing down with so much force it could break a young child's tail bone. I was lucky enough to move out of its way. Kurama hissed in anger and brought it back down only harder and faster as the first time. It hit my back with a sound of thunder in the midnight sky. I screamed out in pain, agony, hurt, and betray ness. Kurama and I promised when we got married that we'd never hurt each other but he failed to keep his promise.
There was another sound much like the first one only louder. I cried out once more only with more pain than any human can handle. I cried for misery yet it never came. My cries were like a wolf howling in the bitter winter wind. I wanted it to all end. For him to stop hurting my. I never was in so much hurt before. Not ever as a child did I feel this way. Why couldn't Kurama open his eyes and see what he is doing to me. I have enough scars already. I don't need any more. I'm not even aloud to get the mail with out him knowing other wise.
You all must be thinking of how I should get help or if I should just leave. I wish it was that easy. I can't just up and leave. Kurama will hunt me down and bring me home. I'm lucky enough if he doesn't kill me on the spot. Kurama gets along with his mother, stepsister and stepfather. I think he has begun to forget about me. He must see me as a mistake. He was only eighteen when we were married. He never even finished collage. I told him we could wait and that he could graduate first but he thought I didn't want to get married with him.
I even asked him one day if he even wanted to marry me. He looked at me and took three weeks to answer. I was heart broken. When I asked why took so long to answer, he said he was debating on the answer. I asked him the same question and he answered with a no. My heart shattered with that very word. How can a word so small, hurt so much? I cried for a long time after that and didn't stop until the day he came home with a sorrow look on his face. He had given me a 12 dozen of black roses that he had grown.
Why does my life always end up as a horror movie? Why must I be tormented by his very present? Am I just a toy used to be played with and then thrown away? Nobody may ever answer the very questions that I have longed for answering. My fire that has burned deep in my heart burned out a long time ago and never will burn again.
Disclaimer: I don't own Yu Yu Hakusho.
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Hiei continued to moan as Kurama slammed into him repeatedly. At the final thrust Hiei cried out Kurama's name. They lay there gasping for air. Hiei had a smile on his face. He and Kurama and made love the entire night and it was the best thing ever. Kurama hasn't been that nice or romantic since two years ago. Kurama also had a smile on his face. *Why? You'll just have to read on!* Kurama pulled out of Hiei and went into the bathroom. Hiei lay there in Heaven. Kurama came back out and lied next to Hiei wrapping his arms around Hiei's waist.
Hiei snuggled closer to Kurama and yawned. Kurama giggled and kissed Hiei's forehead. Hiei smiled and closed his eyes allowing darkness to take over him. Kurama soon followed hid koi.
Hours later....
*Hiei's POV*
I awoke to an empty bed. I closed my eyes again only to reopen them once more. I groaned and rolled over to look at the alarm clock. I let out a mocking groan as the bright neon red numbers flashed 11: 19 in the night. I yawned and sat up. Climbing out of bed and picked up my robe. I quickly put in on and walked out of our bedroom and to the kitchen. There I saw Kurama eating a sandwich. Gulping I slowly walked in. I continued to walk when I was roughly grabbed and hit up side my right cheek. I was sent flying into the counter.
Hitting it hard, I came crashing down with a loud snap. Kurama just laughed evilly at the whole thing. My eyes were beginning to sting with the salty liquid called tears. I knew I couldn't let them out or the price would be all to painful. Kurama managed to see one roll down my cheek and walked over to me. He roughly grabbed my chin and made me look at him. I was terrified at this point. He chuckled darkly and kissed me harshly. I tried to pull away but his hand held me chin in place. When he pulled back I was breathing heavily.
"Does it hurt, Hiei? Hum? Does it?" He asked me in a cold, emotionless tone. I let my tears free nodding. He smirked and smacked me once again. He was enjoying it I could tell. He never used to be this way but he changed when he was away.
"To god damn bad!" He shouted in my face and grabbed my arm pulling me to my feet roughly. I cried out as pain shot through my body. Every fiber of my being was shaking with fear. I was too small and weak as Kurama would say, to fight back. Kurama shoved me into our bedroom and went to the closet. I knew damn well what was coming and I didn't like it one bit. I tired to stand up but it was to no avail. My body ached so bad I didn't know if I'd live or die.
Kurama tore off my shirt and smirked. I didn't .like his smirks. They were always filled with anger, hate, and evil. I think the reason on why he changed was because of juby. Kurama took out his long, thin, leather belt and raised it high above his head. It came crashing down with so much force it could break a young child's tail bone. I was lucky enough to move out of its way. Kurama hissed in anger and brought it back down only harder and faster as the first time. It hit my back with a sound of thunder in the midnight sky. I screamed out in pain, agony, hurt, and betray ness. Kurama and I promised when we got married that we'd never hurt each other but he failed to keep his promise.
There was another sound much like the first one only louder. I cried out once more only with more pain than any human can handle. I cried for misery yet it never came. My cries were like a wolf howling in the bitter winter wind. I wanted it to all end. For him to stop hurting my. I never was in so much hurt before. Not ever as a child did I feel this way. Why couldn't Kurama open his eyes and see what he is doing to me. I have enough scars already. I don't need any more. I'm not even aloud to get the mail with out him knowing other wise.
You all must be thinking of how I should get help or if I should just leave. I wish it was that easy. I can't just up and leave. Kurama will hunt me down and bring me home. I'm lucky enough if he doesn't kill me on the spot. Kurama gets along with his mother, stepsister and stepfather. I think he has begun to forget about me. He must see me as a mistake. He was only eighteen when we were married. He never even finished collage. I told him we could wait and that he could graduate first but he thought I didn't want to get married with him.
I even asked him one day if he even wanted to marry me. He looked at me and took three weeks to answer. I was heart broken. When I asked why took so long to answer, he said he was debating on the answer. I asked him the same question and he answered with a no. My heart shattered with that very word. How can a word so small, hurt so much? I cried for a long time after that and didn't stop until the day he came home with a sorrow look on his face. He had given me a 12 dozen of black roses that he had grown.
Why does my life always end up as a horror movie? Why must I be tormented by his very present? Am I just a toy used to be played with and then thrown away? Nobody may ever answer the very questions that I have longed for answering. My fire that has burned deep in my heart burned out a long time ago and never will burn again.