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Creeper
I can't live like this any more. It hurts so much; too much to be
exact. Nothing should be this painful. Not even love is worth all this
torment. It's not worth the blood, the yelling, the bruises, and the abuse.
I can't take it anymore. I'm going crazy here. I hate Kurama, yet I love
him. Is that even possible? I don't think it is..... yet.... I don't care what
other people think of. It's my life not theirs. So they can just shut the
hell up.
Yet, nothing seems right anymore. I'm afraid for my life. My very
well being. Something that I haven't feared for in a long, long time.
Kurama is everything to me but nothing in the matter of the world. He is
just another self-centered asshole, who thinks he controls everybody. He's
wrong though! Yet, in a way he's right..... Sounds confusing doesn't it. It
is.... It's so confusing that I'm going crazy. I think about suicide a lot
more now. That's how bad it is....
I wish I could get the old Kurama back but it's no use. He's gone...
He's gone and he's never coming back. Only if I knew what happened while he
was in that god forsaking place. I want to read his mind... See everything
spill out before me but I can't I'll die. He said He'll kill me if I ever
read his thoughts. I don't want that to happen at all.
* man: the devil is in all of you!*
Kurama has become the most feared person. He's even being
disrespectful to his MOTHER! I know that I will not make it much longer. He
has become something I hate the most. He's become something so evil that
hell it's self would spit him back out. He walks during the day and hunts
at night. There has been 10 reportages dead already and I know Kurama
killed them all. I know I'm not to far down on his list. I guess he's
making me suffer. Wanting me to crazy with all the pressure.
He now goes by name creeper. I hate calling him that. It makes my
blood run cold with rage. I have to control myself from unleashing
something that will kill him. My Dragon Of The Darkness Flames. I know he
deserves to die. Be sent to hell to repay for all the dirty deeds he has
committed but....... I can't. I can't someone I love. It's impossible.
I know he has changed for the worse but I can't give up on him. He
never gave up on me. I know the real Kurama is in there somewhere. He
waiting to some out again. To see the world as it once was not cowering in
fear. Like I am now. He would admit his wrong doings and pay for his sins
even if it is death. Though, he would hold me and tell me he's sorry a
million time over again. I know it could come true and the chances are slim
to none but I have to try, right?
* creature core, you can't ignore
i got a five thousand fingers a day, yeah
a wrestle we, you can't break free
with livin' on your breath, yeah*
He'll find me in my room crying at night. He doesn't care. I don't
think anybody cares anymore. No one has done anything to make him stop and
neither has him. I just once would like a peaceful sleep and not have to
worry about waking up in the middle of the night with Kurama standing over
my bed with a knife raised high over his head. That thought made me shiver
to the bone like every other thought I've had. All of them bad besides one
and that one is just as scary as all the others. I kill him......
Kurama has raped me over 150 times in two months. That's a lot, isn't
it? I cry while he's violating me but he onl7y laughs and it not a good
think. If he laughs that means he's enjoying your pain..... your suffering. I
hate being his toy. I nothing but a mere play thing to him. Something to
satisfy his pleasure while I writher in pain. I can't take much more of
this abuse. It's getting to be too much!
Now I'm expecting. Yes, that's right. I'm going to have a baby and I
fear for its life as well as mine. The slightest mistake can kill it or me.
I don't want that. I have to find a way to tell Kurama without him wanting
to kill me. That is going to be the toughest thing I have ever had to do.
*Sigh* This is not good. With him killing all of those people I don't think
he'll like this very much. Oh well, here goes.
I walk into Kurama's office after I knock and here his voice. He
doesn't sound like he's I a bad mood. He's sounds like his old self but
that soon washes away as I find myself lying on the floor with a throbbing
headache. The first thing that comes to my mind is my child. It doesn't
deserve to die. No not yet. It deserves a chance a life. To breathe, to
take its first step, to say its first word, and to live a happy and meanful
life. Not a life of pain and suffering.
"What the hell do you want?" Kurama asked me in a ice cold voice. I
stand to my feet in front of him and hold back fear. I was failing big
time. My body was trembling and my heart was racing. It was going as fast
as me. That's scary.
* meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!*
"I....Ummm...... We...... are........ going........ I ............. We............." I stuttered like a
cowered. I was furious with my self. I wasn't that hard, was it? No it
couldn't/t be hard to say 'Kurama I'm pregnant and you should stop abusing
me.' Oh yeah, that go over him well.
"Spit it out you imbecile!" Kurama said in an dangerous tone. Not
good! Not good! My mind screams at me to run away and hide. Another half
tells me to tell him the truth.
* feelin dead in your eyes
transform in the skys*
Kuramai'mpregnant." I said in a rush tone barely above a whisper.
Kurama looked confused at a moment the looked at me dangerously. I thought
he was going to hit me, beat me, yell at me, or rape me..... but he didn't.
There was nothing but silence. I wanted him to say something anything but
he just stood there looking at me with a dark look. Say something Kurama!
Anything, please! My mind boomed in my eyes. I shuttered as the look got
darker. Let, he did nothing...... anything at all.
"Please, say something?" I said in a pleading tone. I was on the
verge of tears. What was he feeling? Angry, happy, furious, what? I didn't
care as long as he said something. I didn't care if he was mad. I only
wanted to hear him say something.
* fabbin' out, the citys crowd
like a dagger upon an' on your baby
feel the kill, I know you will
feed the monster and the lady*
"How?" hew finally asked me. I was upset to say at the least. What do
you think oh-mighty-creeper? You; you dumbass! As much as I wanted to say
that I didn't. I stood there looking at him as if he was crazy.
"You...." Was all I got to say before everything went black? It took
over everything. My mind, my soul, my heart, everything. As much as I
fought I just couldn't get away from the blackness. I was tried of the
dark. I wanted my light back. I wanted Kurama back. I wanted my like back.
*meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!
feelin' dead in your eyes
transform in the skys
creature core, you can't ignore
i got a five thousand fingers a day, yeah
wrestle we, you can't break free
with livin' on your breath, yeah
meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!
feelin' dead in your eyes
transform in the skys
meet the creeper(x4)
man: I know maniacs are used to one thinks*
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Gobstoppers: Well, I hope you liked it. The song was bye Rob Zombie called
Meet the Creeper. I love him. He's the coolest. If you don't know who he is
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Disclaimer: I do not own Yu Yu Hakusho.... Yet I wish I did!
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Creeper
I can't live like this any more. It hurts so much; too much to be
exact. Nothing should be this painful. Not even love is worth all this
torment. It's not worth the blood, the yelling, the bruises, and the abuse.
I can't take it anymore. I'm going crazy here. I hate Kurama, yet I love
him. Is that even possible? I don't think it is..... yet.... I don't care what
other people think of. It's my life not theirs. So they can just shut the
hell up.
Yet, nothing seems right anymore. I'm afraid for my life. My very
well being. Something that I haven't feared for in a long, long time.
Kurama is everything to me but nothing in the matter of the world. He is
just another self-centered asshole, who thinks he controls everybody. He's
wrong though! Yet, in a way he's right..... Sounds confusing doesn't it. It
is.... It's so confusing that I'm going crazy. I think about suicide a lot
more now. That's how bad it is....
I wish I could get the old Kurama back but it's no use. He's gone...
He's gone and he's never coming back. Only if I knew what happened while he
was in that god forsaking place. I want to read his mind... See everything
spill out before me but I can't I'll die. He said He'll kill me if I ever
read his thoughts. I don't want that to happen at all.
* man: the devil is in all of you!*
Kurama has become the most feared person. He's even being
disrespectful to his MOTHER! I know that I will not make it much longer. He
has become something I hate the most. He's become something so evil that
hell it's self would spit him back out. He walks during the day and hunts
at night. There has been 10 reportages dead already and I know Kurama
killed them all. I know I'm not to far down on his list. I guess he's
making me suffer. Wanting me to crazy with all the pressure.
He now goes by name creeper. I hate calling him that. It makes my
blood run cold with rage. I have to control myself from unleashing
something that will kill him. My Dragon Of The Darkness Flames. I know he
deserves to die. Be sent to hell to repay for all the dirty deeds he has
committed but....... I can't. I can't someone I love. It's impossible.
I know he has changed for the worse but I can't give up on him. He
never gave up on me. I know the real Kurama is in there somewhere. He
waiting to some out again. To see the world as it once was not cowering in
fear. Like I am now. He would admit his wrong doings and pay for his sins
even if it is death. Though, he would hold me and tell me he's sorry a
million time over again. I know it could come true and the chances are slim
to none but I have to try, right?
* creature core, you can't ignore
i got a five thousand fingers a day, yeah
a wrestle we, you can't break free
with livin' on your breath, yeah*
He'll find me in my room crying at night. He doesn't care. I don't
think anybody cares anymore. No one has done anything to make him stop and
neither has him. I just once would like a peaceful sleep and not have to
worry about waking up in the middle of the night with Kurama standing over
my bed with a knife raised high over his head. That thought made me shiver
to the bone like every other thought I've had. All of them bad besides one
and that one is just as scary as all the others. I kill him......
Kurama has raped me over 150 times in two months. That's a lot, isn't
it? I cry while he's violating me but he onl7y laughs and it not a good
think. If he laughs that means he's enjoying your pain..... your suffering. I
hate being his toy. I nothing but a mere play thing to him. Something to
satisfy his pleasure while I writher in pain. I can't take much more of
this abuse. It's getting to be too much!
Now I'm expecting. Yes, that's right. I'm going to have a baby and I
fear for its life as well as mine. The slightest mistake can kill it or me.
I don't want that. I have to find a way to tell Kurama without him wanting
to kill me. That is going to be the toughest thing I have ever had to do.
*Sigh* This is not good. With him killing all of those people I don't think
he'll like this very much. Oh well, here goes.
I walk into Kurama's office after I knock and here his voice. He
doesn't sound like he's I a bad mood. He's sounds like his old self but
that soon washes away as I find myself lying on the floor with a throbbing
headache. The first thing that comes to my mind is my child. It doesn't
deserve to die. No not yet. It deserves a chance a life. To breathe, to
take its first step, to say its first word, and to live a happy and meanful
life. Not a life of pain and suffering.
"What the hell do you want?" Kurama asked me in a ice cold voice. I
stand to my feet in front of him and hold back fear. I was failing big
time. My body was trembling and my heart was racing. It was going as fast
as me. That's scary.
* meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!*
"I....Ummm...... We...... are........ going........ I ............. We............." I stuttered like a
cowered. I was furious with my self. I wasn't that hard, was it? No it
couldn't/t be hard to say 'Kurama I'm pregnant and you should stop abusing
me.' Oh yeah, that go over him well.
"Spit it out you imbecile!" Kurama said in an dangerous tone. Not
good! Not good! My mind screams at me to run away and hide. Another half
tells me to tell him the truth.
* feelin dead in your eyes
transform in the skys*
Kuramai'mpregnant." I said in a rush tone barely above a whisper.
Kurama looked confused at a moment the looked at me dangerously. I thought
he was going to hit me, beat me, yell at me, or rape me..... but he didn't.
There was nothing but silence. I wanted him to say something anything but
he just stood there looking at me with a dark look. Say something Kurama!
Anything, please! My mind boomed in my eyes. I shuttered as the look got
darker. Let, he did nothing...... anything at all.
"Please, say something?" I said in a pleading tone. I was on the
verge of tears. What was he feeling? Angry, happy, furious, what? I didn't
care as long as he said something. I didn't care if he was mad. I only
wanted to hear him say something.
* fabbin' out, the citys crowd
like a dagger upon an' on your baby
feel the kill, I know you will
feed the monster and the lady*
"How?" hew finally asked me. I was upset to say at the least. What do
you think oh-mighty-creeper? You; you dumbass! As much as I wanted to say
that I didn't. I stood there looking at him as if he was crazy.
"You...." Was all I got to say before everything went black? It took
over everything. My mind, my soul, my heart, everything. As much as I
fought I just couldn't get away from the blackness. I was tried of the
dark. I wanted my light back. I wanted Kurama back. I wanted my like back.
*meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!
feelin' dead in your eyes
transform in the skys
creature core, you can't ignore
i got a five thousand fingers a day, yeah
wrestle we, you can't break free
with livin' on your breath, yeah
meet the creeper
dig in deeper
beat the creeper, yeah
YEAH!
feelin' dead in your eyes
transform in the skys
meet the creeper(x4)
man: I know maniacs are used to one thinks*
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Gobstoppers: Well, I hope you liked it. The song was bye Rob Zombie called
Meet the Creeper. I love him. He's the coolest. If you don't know who he is
e-mail me and I'll send you a pic. ^_^
R&R