SingMyLullabySweet666: I promised I would update over the break so I'm going to.
Heero: Let's just hope you actually finish this update.
SingMyLullabySweet666: That was mean Hee-chan!
Heero: hn
SingMyLullabySweet666: Well, you don't have to be a sour puss!
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SingMyLullabySweet666: …..I hate you
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SingMyLullabySweet666: Anyways, This is chapter number five baby! Wooooooohoooooooooooooo!
Kurama: Kool!
SingMyLullabySweet666: Now Kurama will to the disclaimer so we can move onto the story.
Kurama: Sing does not own Yu Yu Hakusho or any of the characters. Thank god that she doesn't, however, Sing does own Sakura Saiyuki so if you want to use her in your story…. ASK FIRST! Now then, on to the story.
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Come Home Koi, Come Home
(Kurama's POV)
It's been almost a week since I have seen my dear Hiei and each minuet that passes by destroys more and more of the very little sanity I have left. I'm going crazy! I can't stand this bitter ship between my koi and I; this thin imaginary line that drives right down the middle of good and evil; the line that separates me from Hiei. I hate the fact that it was I who drove away Hiei. Why did I have to hurt him so much to the point of a divorcé? Divorce…… the word still rings through my head like a warning bell. I don't think I can move on without him by my side. I love him too much for that but I pretty sure that all hope is lost for I will never win back his heart.
Hiei has only spoken to me once after he left and that was only to tell me when the papers for the divorce would be arriving. I held back the sobs on the phone but my voice cracked every time I spoke to him, trying to get him to change his mind and come home to me, where he belongs. Hiei only sighed on the other end and hung up before I could truly convince him to come back to my awaiting arms. The night I went out to a bar and had gotten drunk before staggering my way to Yukina's house. I stood outside the house for a good three hours before hanging my head in defeat.
I'm so worried about how he is going to take care of the little one now that I am out of the picture for good. The child will feed at Hiei's youkai until he is completely out and will be in need of more. Yukina can't do anything to help because it will interfere with the child's development. Hiei will need the child's father's youkai in order for it to be healthy and fully develop in time for the birth. If he fails to get the amount needed for the child, not only will the child die but most likely take down him as well. I fear for him and the small life growing inside of him. Yet, he doesn't want me to do anything to help him with the baby and I shall not break the wishes that he has strictly given to me, not unless he wants me to. I doubt that that will ever happen but I still pray that he'll want me back, even if only means to keep the child alive. If he leaves after that then so be it… I will not stand in the way of his future anymore. I only want to help him but if he finds another more suitable mate then good for him. I will not stand in the way if he decided to either bond with a demon or get married to another human with I surely think he will go for the demon to aid him. I only want my koi to be happy and if that means he no longer wants to be with me, then so be it. I only want him to feel what he should feel and that is belonging….. Even if I am to watch from the sidelines like a forgotten toy and have my heart shattered even more than it is now…..
As I sit here in my foreboding room, I can not help but think of Hiei and the smile that he wore when I proposed to him. Then he was so thrilled that day and he could not wipe that smile that he wore. Just thinking about him makes my heart wrench in pain and loneliness. I haven't left the house for five days now, to aghast to let the world see me braking inside; to apprehensive to allow the world to see what is really behind the Creeper's mask. I don't want the world to see me braking inside. I don't want them to know that I can hurt and I don't want to them to see the pain that is tearing down my world. These feeling of loneliness won't leave me alone and all I can do is drank them away, hoping; praying that they will never come back.
God why can't you just see me? Why can't you just give me another shot I and I swear to make it all better? I only want you to be happy, even if that means you never seeing me. I just want to know that you're alright and if you still love me. I only want to ask you if you still would consider coming back home to me, where you belong. Please, koi, come home and wash away all this unbearable despondency. Please, koi; Hiei, come back home to me; come home koi, please come home.
(Hiei's POV)
Seems just like yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall; I used to be so strong
Oh, Kurama….. I miss you so much but I don't think I could ever come back to you after the way you have treated me. After all the beatings and raping I have endured I think about how I could still love a creature such as yourself. I want to know how I came to love you in the first place and how, after all the time we spent together, how you could hurt your mate. I'll never forget what you have done to me and I don't ever think I will.
You were always the smart one and would always make a plan before we went into battle as part of the Renkai Tentai Team. (I don't know if I got that right.) You always thought over the situation in your head and no matter how hopeless things became you never lost you cool. The only time we got to spend together, you would teach me how to read a human clock and all kinds of things so I could survive in your world after I was sealed off from the demon world, my home for as long as I could remember. You were the only one that some how knocked down all the carefully build walls of ice around my heart long enough to see the real me. You made the effort in trying to communicate, hoping that one day I tell you all my little secrets that I had stashed in the back of my mind. When I finally did begin to open up, you took the time listen to what I had to say. You made me feel so special and wanted, not like the Forbidden Child that I truly was. You made me realize that I was not a Forbidden Child and that that was only a label; a name placed on me when I was banished from my home land.
The thing that had frightened me was that you made me feel thing I had never experienced before. I was so afraid of telling you what I really felt for the fear of rejection but I should have known better. The day I came to your house after a battle I was in and needed you help in bandaging my wounds, was the day you saved me from myself. You held me in your arms as I, for the first time in years, cried from all the pain that was bottled up within my heart and soul. When you gently lifted my face upwards to meet yours and as you leaned in to kiss me, I was so joyful. I could think was that you felt the same way I did. After the weeks of coming home to you and you holding me, telling me that you loved me, I couldn't help but think of wanting to spend my life with you by my side. The day you proposed…… I was truly happy for the first time in my life. I had someone that loved me……. And I loved them back.
Now, I can only think of the things you put me through. The pain you put on my body and taking me without so much as a concern as to what you were doing to me. I couldn't but think that you didn't love me anymore. Why, Kurama? Why did you drive me away and force me to get a divorce when you could have changed and we could have been happy? I feel bad because you have no one to love you if I am gone. No one would care for you and no one would want you back after what you did to them. You betrayed them like you betrayed me. No one loves you anymore, not your stepfather, not you stepbrother, not you mother….. no one and I can only think about how miserable you must be as of now. Alone in your room with nothing but memories for company. It must be hard for you to know that you no longer have anyone. No shoulder to lean on when you're crying, no one to hold you and take away all the pain, no one to love you the way they use to; nothing…..
(Kurama's POV)
My room is so unimpassioned voided of all feelings but pain and suffering. Staring out my window to the rain pouring down without mercy to those still out, I begin to think once more about how I have no one left. I was rude and hateful to everyone close to me that no one wants to be around me anymore. I disrespected my mother, told my stepfather and stepbrother that I hated them, pushed away all my friends and dropped out of school. I have nothing left to live for besides my dreams of everyone forgiving my and for my darling Hiei to return home to me but sadly they are only dreams and nothing of the sort will happened.
Would any care if I was kidnapped or went missing? Would anyone care if I were to die in my sleep or if I were to just commit suicide? What if I was taken hostage and held for ransom, would anyone pay the money to get me back or would I just be left alone to die? Does anyone want me back? Does anyone care anymore about me or have they moved on with their life, erasing me from their memory; erasing me from existence? No….. no one care about me anymore. If I were to die they wouldn't give a damn about it. They would throw a party honoring that I was dead and to never walk among the humans again.
I allow the tears of pain and grief to slowly glide down my cheeks and onto the pillow under my head. A sobbed racked my body as I cried out in loneliness but no one heard me. No on could hear my broken spirit or the fact that I had taken down all the walls built around my heart to protect myself from the hateful world. No one knows what I went through when I was sent to juvy. I refuse to tell anyone about what happened to me, I won't even tell Hiei for he will look at me in disgust before yelling at me then turning away and leaving me like he has already done. No…. no one must know.
As the thoughts of having to be alone for the rest of my existence caused the tears to fall faster and the sobs to come harder. As I cry all my pain away I can't stop thinking about my unborn child that I have already neglected and how Hiei must hate me for doing this to him. I cry for hours and when the tears finally stopped and the sobs quieted down the doorbell rang. As I sat up in my bed I ran a hand through my hair before standing and heading down to the first floor. Before opening it, I take a quick look through the peep hole. It was some women dressed in a business suit. She had ivory brown hair wrapped up in a bun and hazel eyes. She wore a light red lipstick on her lips and a pair of glasses that didn't take away from her beauty. Sighing I opened the door and look straight into her eyes.
"Can I help you, miss?" I questioned in a horse and cracked voice causing her gaze to soften a bit. She nodded before shaking my hand.
"My name is Sakura Saiyuki (I just couldn't resist!) and I am Hiei Minamino's interne. I am here on the behalf of Hiei filing for a divorcé and a lawsuit against you for the right to who is to own the home and belongings within the home besides your personal belongings." Ms. Saiyuki said causing me to stare in disbelief. Hiei…. Why are you filing a lawsuit? Where am I to live if you win this lawsuit? Do you not care about my safety and health?
"Please, come in Ms. Saiyuki." I said before side stepping allowing her access into the household. She stepped in and took a look around, admiring the beauty of the home. I lead her into the dinning room before leaving to start a batch of tea. As I place the kettle on the stove I walked back into the dinning room and took a seat beside her.
"Alright, shall we get down to business Mr. Minamino?" she stated. I nodded my head slightly, telling her that I was ready which I was most certainly not. I was terrified to tell the truth. This nightmare that I had been living in was all reality and the divorce is really going to happen. Why, Hiei? Couldn't we talk this over? There has to be a better way then this.
"Now then, I was told that you are well aware of the situation at hand, am I correct?" Ms. Saiyuki said before looking at me. I nodded again before she handed me a packet of paper. I gulped before quickly scanning the first page then looked up to her for her to continue. She did, "Within the packet is what is to be done when filing a divorce. First, you must sign the appropriate lines that say husband and then within some time you and Hiei shall appear in court about your lawsuit. The winner shall move into the house within on week pier to the lawsuit and all personal belonging must be gone within the deadline. If you are to lose the lawsuit, you are not to take anything that isn't a personal belonging unless you have discussed it with Hiei or me. Now then, I suggest you read over the….." Ms. Saiyuki stopped in the middle of her sentence before looking at me with her softened hazel eyes that held pity. Tears of hatred, confusion, and pain trailed down my pale cheeks. She sat strait for a minuet before leaning over to me and taking my hand in her own. I snapped my head up to face her with a glare fixed in my eyes. She seemed unfazed by the death glare for she reached up to wipe away my tears. I slapped her hand away and yanked my other free from her grasp. She looked at me in bewilderment before she heaved a sigh and looked back at me with sadness.
"What the hell do you think you're doing Ms. Saiyuki? I thought you came here on the behalf of my koi, Hiei?! I let down my guard and let a few tears run free and you try to suck up to me? You disgust me! Who the hell said you could fucking touch me!" I lament as I stood knocking over my chair as I did. Sakura just stared at me before diverting her eyes to the floor in shame. As she was about to say something the kettle on the stove let out a high pitched whistle. Not saying anything, I left to the kitchen to pour myself a cup of hot steaming tea. As I returned a few minuets later, Ms. Saiyuki had barely moved an inch. Sighing, I sat down once more and placed a tea cup in front of her.
"Please, Mr. Minamino, forgive my exasperating behavior for I did not mean anything by it. I was simply trying to comfort you in your time of need. I shall keep my hands to myself. I am truly sorry Shuichi." Sakura stated as she still faced away from me, her shamed filled hazel eyes looking hard at the floor. I grumbled something in response and took a sip of my tea.
"Shall we finish, Mr. Minamino? I do believe you have better things to do than hear my rambling about a touchy subject. So, if you shall sign on the dotted line at the bottom of page four, then we shall be done for the time being." Ms. Saiyuki said as she handed the packet and a pen back to me. I nodded slightly as I flipped through the pages until I reached the line. Tears once again welled up in my dulled lifeless eyes as I read over Hiei's signature. Quickly, I signed the paper and gave the pen and packet back to her. She nodded before opening her briefcase and sticking the two items inside. Closing it, she sat there for a moment watching me like a hawk; as if afraid to leave for fear that I might do something rational. Standing, she held out her hand once more. Noticing I wasn't going to give her a farewell shake she sighed before leaving. As the front door closed I allowed a sob that was forced down to erupt the silence. All I could think of was my darling Hiei in another's arms, happy and content….. without me.
I stand from my chair as I felt the rage of being alone build within me. I was losing my sanity and there was nothing I could do. I was losing my world; my everything that seemed important to me and there isn't a god damn thing I can do about it. I grabbed the tea cup and threw it into the wall just off to my left. Shards of the once Liberty Blue china fell to the wooden oak floor as the tea stained the wall paper. Growling in an dangerous voice, I walked over the shards and began to pick them up. A hiss of slight pain came forth from my mouth as a large shard cut deep into my palm. Crimson blood ran from my hand and slowly glided down my arm before dripping to the floor at my elbow. All I could do was stare at the blood, memorized by its beauty. The internal pain that I had been feeling seemed to flow away as the blood gushed from the cut. It got me thinking; what if I just ended it now? I wouldn't feel anymore pain and suffering that I am going through now. I wouldn't be able to hurt anymore of the people I once loved and still do even though they seem to think differently. Pulling the shard from my hand I stared at it, allowing the warm blood to dripped to the floor; staining it with all its glory. I pulled back my sleeve and without thinking, cut my arm deep enough to feel pain and to draw a lot of blood. I smiled slightly as the blood continued to flow out of my; draining me of my life and my pain. I felt so free at the moment; so free…… so very free.
(Hiei's POV)
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
I could hear my sister calling out to me but I didn't answer nor care to see what she wanted. I was too deep in thought to really care what she or anybody else wanted. Thoughts of Kurama plagued my mind causing me to wince in memory of the beatings I endured while married to him. A large sigh escaped my lips as I thought about my last thought. Kurama and I are no longer married and from what Sakura told me and Yukina, Kurama was devastated. She told me that he broke down right in front of her and allowed the pain that had been building up within him to roll down his paling cheeks in the form of salty tears. I had never seen Kurama cry since as long as I can remember. Just knowing that Kurama was heartbroken over the whole thing made me feel even worse than before.
No! Why should I care what that asshole thinks about the divorce? He was the one who was asking for it! He was the one who continuiouly beat me on a daily bases and raped me; no matter how many times I asked him to stop he still did it. Yet, even though I despise him for what he did to me I still can't help but love him. I admitted it; I am still head over heels for Kurama even though he treated my like shit. I had told my sister about this and she said it was normal since I was his mate and I am pregnant with his child. The child….. I don't know how I am going to make it on my own with Kurama. There is no way in hell I will be able to feed it all the youkai it needs to survive while still within me. I need more youkai; I need the child's father's youkai. Just the thought of losing this baby makes my heart wrench and rip in two. The inexpressible feeling won't leave me alone and shall continue to plague until the baby is born, which will be in four months thanks to my heritage.
"Hiei! Hiei, are you in there?" called Yukina as she knocked on my door twice before awaiting my reply. Standing I turn on the lights and walked over to my bedroom door. Unlocking it, I opened the door just a crack and peer out to stare at the worried eyes of my sister. She heaved a sigh of relief before asking permission to enter my room. Nodding I opened the door wider and allowed her to stepped into the lowly lit room. She walked over to my futon and sat down while I closed and locked my door before joining her. As I sat down, Yukina wrapped her arms around me and squeezed my softly.
"Is everything alright nii-san? You seem some what distant; do you care to talk about it?" Yukina spoke in an almost whisper voice as she unwrapped her arms from my shoulders and turned me slightly in my seat to face her. Her crimson eyes were slightly glazed over with fresh tears that the young maiden refused to allow free. I sighed and shook my head; my own crimson eyes gathering salty liquid tears. A tear rolled down Yukina's ivory skin before crystallizing into a small turquoise tear gem.
"I…. I don't know what to say to you? I don't know how to help you if you don't open up to me, brother." Yukina protested as her voice wavered with heartbreak. I knew she wanted so badly to help me through this tough time but I can not allow her to become part of this fucked up world.
"I can not allow it, Yukina. I am sorry but I can't bring you into this mess I have created from my self and my baby. The only thing you can do is to give me a ride over to Kurama's house. I have to talk to him about something important." I whispered to my sister before standing and stretching my sore muscles. She nodded before standing and following me out of the room and down the stairs to the front door. As we climbed into the small car I couldn't help but think on what the hell I was thinking but as the car reached the main road all thoughts of turning back went out the window. The car ride was long and silent with great tension in the air; preventing me to talk to my sister about anything. As I stare out the window I go back to thinking about Kurama once more. I wonder how well he is faring with the arrangement.
(Kurama's POV)
The sound of chimes from the doorbell brought me back to reality; the truth that I no longer had anything worth living for and nothing to back to. As I pulled my self from the couch to stand, unspeakable pain laced through my body causing me to groan out in displeasure. Slowly I made my way through the living room, down the hall, across the parlor, and into the main hallway just in time when the doorbell rang for the second time. The sweet melody bounced off the walls and echoed throughout the house, must to my dismay. Opening the door, my eyes grew twice the size to find my ex-mate standing before my door with Yukina in hot pursuit. He looked at me and smiled slightly but unfortunately I could not return a smile to him. Instead I forced my self to harden my gaze into a glare and stared straight into my lover's soul.
"What the hell do you want, Hiei? Have you come here to brag about not being married anymore or have you come to inspect the house before you steal it away from me?" I forced my self to hiss put with fake anger dripping from every word. Only about 2 of the anger was not faked but real. Hiei glared at me with hatred before shoving me to the side and allowed him self and Yukina to just walk right on in; back into my life only this time not in a good way.
"No! I came here to know how you were holding up and I had a question! Is that wrong of me?" questioned my darling koi with disapprobation lingering in the words. Grunting something in response I shut the door and sulked off to the parlor and took a seat in one of the Victorian 17th century style chairs. Hiei sat across from me while Yukina took a seat beside him; her face fixed in hatred, sadness, and wishful ness which is a very strange combination.
"Considering how you just divorced me and filed a lawsuit while you were at it, I say yes; that is wrong of you. Since you feel that it is alright to put me out my house and onto the street, I don't know what to think of you anymore. I use to think of you as my little tenshi but now…. I think of you as a little prick." I said with false statement, I did think Hiei was a tenshi and I still do today, even though he has hurt me greatly. I don't think my heart will ever be fixed from the shattered state it is in. I watched Hiei's eyes widened in shock but the narrowed as if he were a predator about to attack the prey. He snarled at me before he stood in anger.
"You never thought of me as your little angel! You only thought of my as your worthless little fuck toy that was only there to serve you and you alone! I never had any happiness with you! You're nothing but bad memories that have plagued my mind since I left! I don't why I can't get over you…… You hurt me so badly…… I don't think I'll ever be able to love again thanks to you!" wailed Hiei as Yukina tried to get him to calm down, constantly reminding him of the child he was caring. I looked away for fear of him seeing how much that hurt me. No! I never thought of him as a mere pleasure toy…. He was always so much more to me than that. I loved him and I can only hope that he loved me.
"You lie! I never thought of you as a sex toy, it was all in your mind! I loved you even though I never showed it that much and if you were nothing but a mere toy then I wouldn't have allowed to live or breath anywhere near me! I wouldn't have even allowed you to love me the way I thought you did. Go ahead and think that you were nothing but to me you were everything good in my world. Now that you want nothing to do with me along with my friends and family, I have nothing more to live for. Thanks to you, I am once again for the umpteenth time in my life a nothing. I hope you're proud of yourself, Hiei, I really hope you are." I shrieked out before the words began to die down in volume to mere whispers of what my heart truly meant and felt. Hiei and Yukina both stared at me like I was some kind of alien or something strange. I diverted my shimmering eyes to the floor as a few tears managed to escape my eyes.
Hiei walked over to me and gentle lifted my eyes to meet his crimson pools of extinguishing fire; fire that was slowly going disappearing from the sight destroying the beauty that they once held. His eyes were full with distrust and confusion clearly etched in the along with other foreign emotions that I have rarely seen in his eyes when he was looking at me. I wonder what my little tenshi could be thinking as of right now. Hiei roughly let go of my chin before snarling dangerously.
"You lie, Kurama, you lie! I can see it in your eyes that I mean nothing to you. You may shed tears but underneath it all I am truly nothing to you and your world of pain and suffering. I am nothing; I am nothing. I know it and so does everybody else. I hate you, Kurama, I truly dearly hate you!" sneered Hiei before walking back over to Yukina and once more taking a seat.
I chocked on an arising sob as Hiei looked around the room before whispering something to Yukina. He was probably already taking inventory of what is to be left behind and what he was in the near future going to do with the place. My heart felt as if Hiei and taken my shattered heart and stuck it in a blender, turning it into unfixable pieces of torturing pain. Diverting my broken gaze to the floor, I suddenly became more entranced in the flooring than in Hiei's pools of fire that were ignited with disgruntlement and abhor. I couldn't stand to look into those tormented eyes another minute. Sometimes I wonder if those once beautiful eyes will ever shine with the happiness that I was once blessed to see. I have hurt Hiei so much and there is nothing I can say to make him change his mind. There is nothing I can do to make him love me like he used to do.
Sighing with much agony, I stood from the comfortable chair and left the room only to have Yukina and Hiei follow me. Why did they insist to follow me and see how much they have hurt me in ways no else could. I feel so trapped in my own house that was soon to be home to my koi and my child that I will most likely never meet; the child that has brought me oh so closer to wanting death; the child that will forever burden because I couldn't be there to love it and its mother; my dear, dear koi. As I reached my destination I turned to face the two following me. Sighing once more I allowed a small smile grace my lips before I forced it away with a frown.
"You may believe what you like Hiei and I will not stop you from hating me. You may live in the world you created and push me away like I did you and I shall not mind. You're right, my love, I am a cold-hearted bastard that doesn't deserve anything but death. I am and always will be in love with you no matter how much you say you hate, no matter how much you wish I were dead, and no matter what you do to me. I will never stop loving you and I only want what is best for you, so I will not stand in the way of your happiness any longer. Hiei, love, there is no need to go to court to argue over who is going to get to live within the safety of these walls for I am giving up this house to you and Yukina. You may do what ever it is you like with it. I only ask that you give me a week to move out and find a place to live. Agreed?" I stated with sincere causing Hiei and Yukina to go I the state of shock. I slowly reached out my hand to shake on the deal and Hiei looked at my hand as if it were a deadly weapon at first but slowly and gradually reached forward.
"Agreed." Hiei said as he shook my hand lightly before I nodded and forced a smile on to my face to ease any worries that might have had. I turned and walked into my bedroom before closing the door behind me and finally allowed the painful tears that I have held back free. I slid down to the cold oak stained flooring with a hand clasped over my mouth, covering the heart-wrenching sobs that were to sure alert Hiei and his sister. I couldn't take it; the pain was too much and there is no way to escape it. I am bound to these chains of torment and am never to break free of their grasp on me. Crawling over to the king sized bed, I pulled my self up on it and laid there crying my pain away; numbing my self so the pain would dull for at least a few hours.
A soft knock came from my door before it opened quietly and shut with a soft click. Footsteps came from behind me and stopped as it reached the end of the bed. The weight of the bed shifted as the figure sat at the edge of the bed. I felt a hand lightly set its self onto my shoulder before slowly turning me to face them. I laid there staring at Hiei who smiled slightly before he lay down beside me. I turned onto my side and stroked the side of his face. This was like a dream that would soon end with him leaving my side and my life forever to one day find a new mate.
(Hiei's POV)
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Kurama….. why? Why do you look so vulnerable right now? Why are you crying and why do you mourn the loss of me? Why do you want me to love you again? Am I really that important to you that you would give up everything just to see me happy again? No, you lie Kurama, you never loved me. I am nothing more than a fucking sex slave, nothing more than to give you pleasure while I rot away in my own personal hell. Then again, why are you crying and punishing yourself because of me? Why do you say you love me when I already said I hate you? What is going throw your head right now, koi? Are you contemplating freedom? Are you wishing that all the pain that is buried behind those faded emerald eyes would just disappear? I want you to feel the pain; the ache that will take years to cease. I want you to hurt and feel what I have felt since you first beat me.
Yet, if I want you to hurt so badly and to rot in hell then why do I still love you more than life. Why do I still want to feel your arms around me, holding my tight at night? I'm so scarred Kurama, I am terrified on what may become of me; of you; of us. I only wanted you to know what you were putting me through and you never did pay attention to me. I need you in order to keep this baby alive and I don't know what to do.
"Kurama….. I need a favor." I whispered and caused Kurama to stop stroking my cheeks before turning his full attention to me. I looked into his eyes and saw a small light of hope burning through all the pain and anguish.
"The baby….. I on my own can't keep it alive. You know that, I know that and so does Yukina and that is what my favor is about. I know that we aren't on the best of terms and I really would like you to at least see your baby before you leave….. I was wondering if….. maybe you would…… I don't know……. Stay with me here until the baby is ready for birth. I know that it will hurt you; knowing that you're so close to me but still so far and I know it won't be easy but….. I am willing to give it a try for the baby. Please Kurama, can you grant me this on favor and then I'll never bother you again. Please, Kurama, please…." I question and waited for the answer. Kurama looked so shocked before shaking away the shock and the small flame of hope grew slightly. He nodded his head eagerly before scooping me up in his arms and giving me a tight and welcomed hug. I hugged back slightly before he let go of me and laid on his back facing the ceiling with his arms folded under his head. He looked so happy and content at the moment that I didn't want to think about the divorce that had been taken care of and the lawsuit that was over since I was getting the house. I feel bad about doing this to him but it's the only thing left I could do, that or suicide and I was not about to kill my self. I can only wonder what's in store for us. As I drift off into a restful sleep, I feel two arms wrap around my waist and pull my close to the body behind me. I fall into darkness with a small smile dancing on my soft lips.
To be continued……..
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SingMyLullabySweet666: Well, I'm going to make this chapter a two part or something. I'm not really sure at the moment.
Heero: Will you just hurry up with the next chapter then.
SingMyLullabySweet666: Well excuse me Mr. Sourpuss! Maybe I wanted to take a break and plus, this story is Eleven pages long and I really want to rest my poor fingers!
Heero: whatever
SingMyLullabySweet666: Anyway, I will update soon! At least I hope its soon.
Kurama: ……
SingMyLullabySweet666: Well I have a question to ask. I need help in finding a name for the baby. If you want the name of the baby to be in the chapter of its birth then you can review your suggestion. I need a first and middle name for both male and female. So an example would be:
Female
Sakura Saiyuki…….
Well something like that. I don't care when you send in the names because it'll take forever to get to the baby-come-into-the-world-scene. The last name of the baby will be inherited by the father, of course. So the babies name will be blankity blankity Minamino.
Heero: You're a writer and you can't even come up will some names?
SingMyLullabySwett666: You're such a meanie! Anyway, this is a contest so the person with the best name(s) will have the name put into the story. Not much of a prize but hey, it works. PLEASE I'M DESPRATE FOR SOME NAMES! YOU CAN SEND IN MORE THAN TWO IF YOU WANT! I DON'T CARE HOW MANY YOU SEND IN! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kurama: The song is called Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson. Only the first verse is in the chapter but it will be continued in other chapters.
SingMyLullabySweet666: R&R Please! Bye-Bye!