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Previously:

"What if I told you that I am a werewolf, Leah, and," he paused. Sam, for I now could not find anyway around the fact that the wolf was indeed Sam, spoke again moments later, slowly, weighing each word carefully, before he spoke three words that would change my life. How ironic, twice he had spoken three little words, three words that altered the course of my life forever, "so are you."

Someone Save Me

My life was over. Those three words, just three little words had just killed me, for I knew now that this was real. For some reason, I had accepted the fact that I was no longer dreaming, perhaps because Sam was right: I wasn't this creative. As much as it pained me, sometimes I just had to accept the truth when it was staring me in the face.

So now, I had come to two conclusions. One, I am now involved in the worst possible nightmare- the type where you are actually awake. It seemed that here on LaPush under the noses of everyone, there had been a real-life horror movie playing. It was kind of ironic, really. Long had I thought that the legends were just told to scare little kids, but then I get put right in the midst of them.

The second thing I realized was that Sam was right in front of me, and for whatever reason he could hear my thoughts. Though both brought me a considerable amount of agony, I could not decide which I feared worse. Sam- the former love of my life- hearing my every thought about him, or transforming into a giant monster. Tough choice...

Slowly, the black wolf crawled closer toward me, his eyes full of concern, it was more than I could take. I sat on the ground and cried. Well, as close as you can while in the form of a....wolf. It was hard to say the name aloud, that made it real, irreversible. But it was just that, and I couldn't handle the truth. Why did this all seem to happen to me? What had I done?

I tried to retain some form of control, but that wasn't working out to well. This was all Sam's fault! Looking back I have no idea how I came to that conclusion, but I was in such a state of emotional turmoil, I wasn't thinking correctly.

I began to run, anywhere, anywhere but here! I couldn't stand it here! Without warning, I began clawing into a tree, trying to relieve my pain in any way, but nothing helped. It was like my pain was suffocating me, pulling me under. I couldn't think, I couldn't breath. All there was in my world was pain- unceasing, unbearable, unyielding emotional pain.

"Leah calm down!" Sam interrupted, authoritative. It was like I no longer had any input into the matter, I was suddenly calm. Then Sam began again, "You are OK. Its really not that bad to be a werewolf," he said, serenely, like talking to a child about to get a shot. But beneath his words, I could feel a stream of doubt, like he himself didn't really believe what he was saying.

"Not that bad? NOT THAT BAD?" I was enraged, but yet, I was still helpless to do anything, I simply stood and screamed with my thoughts. Sam cowered at the tone of my voice. "Sam, I am a werewolf! A freak of nature and your telling me ITS NOT THAT BAD!!!" After my little outburst I closed my eyes and took some deep breaths to calm myself.

"Who else?" I said randomly.

"Who else what?" Sam asked confused. My thoughts were a jumbled chaos, he had no chance of gaining anything from them.

Without opening my eyes I answered, "Who else has joined the ranks of the mythical at LaPush?" Whoever they were, I felt extreme sympathy for them, no one should bear this fate.

Clearly glad that I was speaking normally again, Sam answered, "Jared, Paul, Embry, Jacob, and Quill are also werewolves..." as he spoke I saw a succession of pictures, of wolves whom I assumed were those he named.

To my dismay, there were no females. Not that I was surprised though, in the legends there had only ever been males... "Sam," I began, but he already knew by the trail of my thoughts what I would ask.

"No, there are no females and as far as we know there have never been..." he spoke in a very controlled voice, like he had other things on his mind. It seemed now, though, that he couldn't hide those thoughts from me. "When they find out.." the anxiousness I heard was unsettling, "Never mind don't worry..." he continued when he realized I knew what he thought.

"But they won't find out, will they? Please don't tell them.."I pleaded with the wolf before me. Sam might know, but I was going to do everything in my power to make sure that no one else knew about this...problem. The fewer people who knew, the better.

"Leah they will find out- whether I tell them or not," He spoke in a small voice, trying not to upset me. Before I could remark however, he continued. "There are a number of ways they could tell: because they will catch your scent .."

"What!" My scent? What the heck was he talking about?

"You will start noticing scents soon.. right now you are too new and frightened," Sam explained. "Or they might hear your thoughts when you phase..." he continued the list.

"If I have it my way, I won't be phasing at all." I said contemptuously; I may have been subjected with this curse, but I , for one, was NOT going to be using it. No one could force Leah Clearwater to be something she wasn't, I would make sure of it.

"Leah, do you remember when you phased earlier?" Sam asked me.

I thought it was a random question, but I answered anyway, "Yes..." it was kind of hard to forget.

Hearing what I attempted to edit out, Sam chuckled, "Yes it is indeed. Well, do you remember how you had no choice, it was like you had no control..." Sam continued.

"No....." I said, horrified as it dawned on my what that meant. If I had no control over phasing, then they would all find out. And if they all found out....

"Welcome to the pack, Leah." Sam said. I didn't know if he meant it as a joke, meaning that the entire pack hated being forced to change. The other side of me, the rational one, realized however, that was the unbearable truth: I was now part of the pack. Someone save me.

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