Chapter 2

Hello again Diary,

Wow so much has happened since our last chat in Germany yesterday. Last night Jo, God I love that girl, and I had an intense talk. It's been a long time since I had a girlfriend who wasn't stabbing me in the back, fighting with me over my boyfriend, or locking me up in a basement! She kinda reminds me of Sadie, without the mothering part. She's hard-working, she knows what she wants and how to get it. Thank God she's rubbing off on me! She's helped me cope with being away from home. Yeah so I went Jessica Simpson and made my new best friend my personal assistant. So what? It's been a year and a half and it works so Don't Judge me! you cut up piece of tree bark wrapped in leather!!!...okay sorry that was a little uncalled for. Forgive me?

Anywayz….. So last night we had this intense convo about a certain someone and I saw a side of her that I've never seen before. I thought to my self "Momma Sadie? When did you arrive? How's world instant star going?" So this is what happened:



Jo: hey rock star!



Jude: good show tonight, eh



Jo: eh? jude, can you sound a bit more Canadian? You've been here a year and half now and haven't picked any of the British lingo?



Jude: what? Am I not Fetch enough for ya? (grabs her stomach and laughs hysterically)



Jo: Okay jude, that's it! I'm done with you! I can't be friends with someone, hell work for someone who gets their British vocabulary from an American MOVIE!!! (means girls if you didn't get it) Jo tries to keep a straight face but then ends up crying from the laughter.



Jude: (chuckles as she says) We gotta stop this! I'm gonna have withdrawal issues at the end of the summer!


Jo: enough with that! That is 5 weeks away!!



Jude: your right, your right. Okay so…something weird happened while I was on stage tonight. For some reason I had this amazing energy that I haven't had in a while. I felt... unstoppable up there!



Jo: well…uh they kinda love you here jude if you haven't already noticed.



Jude: yeah….but it was different…kind of a familiar feeling. And then I had this sudden urge to play "white lines" from like a while ago.



Jo: oh no not the quincy song



Jude: I told you about that? Well now you wont wanna here the next thing that happened..



Jo: try me



Jude: alrighty you asked for it…..So I was in the middle of white lines, singing from my soul when I look into the audience, and guess who I see staring at me ?



Jo: okay now you've gone MAD!!



Jude: no Jo! I'm not. He was standing there in the middle of the crowd with MY LOOK all over his face. The one he always saves for me when no one is watching. It was comforting…not so much alluring anymore. she says as though she is trying to convince herself



Jo: come here let me check your forehead, you might have a fever. You've been on the road for weeks now, with very little rest.


Jude: Jo, really the patronizing must stop. Don't worry I'm not gonna fly home and beg him to take me back. I'm in a different place now...It was just a nice...old feeling.



Jo: okay and…………..then what?



Jude: He stayed for the entire show, never once shifting his gaze. I was expecting him to be waiting for me in my dressing room like old times after the show…but he wasn't and I was slightly relieved….no I was extremely relieved. I wasn't ready so see him face to face again. I really hurt him ya know?



Jo: wait so tommy Q. left his little girlfriend in the middle of the summer, flies all the way to Germany just to come and stare at you and then not say anything?? Are you sure it was him?



Jude: Jo I'm not crazy or bonkers or whatever you blokes call it!



Jo: see I knew you had it in you.she says with a smirk



Jude: Plus Sadie texted me today and said that He and Suzan were fighting..



Jo: Jude things are so good with you and Will right now. Things don't have to fall apart with you and him just because Tommy and "Susie" are having a falling out!



Jude: seriously Jo, or should I say Sadie, this has nothing to do with me and Will. We are fine and we're just having fun, nothing that serious. Take your foot off the gas lady!! I haven't even thought of Tommy since I last texted him on my way to catch my plane to London, telling him I needed room to grow for myself. He has respected that. I don't expect him to wait around for me and he shouldn't think I'm waiting around for him. If we are meant to be together its not right now. I know that, you know that, he knows that, heck the world knows it!



Jo; My, my Ms. Harrison. Looks like I have grown on you! You are definitely not the Jude that I met a year ago.



Jude: I told you JO!!! Gotta have a little faith in me love. Besides Tommy will always have a place in my heart. I just have to keep that part under lock and key for right baby you know…..



Both:they yell together at the top of their lungs: "IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MUSIC" then they laugh into each other's arms

Well dairy, I must say that Mr. Frow's visit did take me for a loop, but I still got my composure. Don't be so surprised! I told you there was a new Jude in town. When I get home I'll have to take off the lock and key and see if i've really changed….



Until next time



3 rockstar