Chapter 5: the moment you've been waiting for!!!!!!!

Greetings from Poland Diary!!



I can't even begin to describe how happy and fulfilled I am feeling right now! Tommy flew home yesterday. Now finally everyone can be assured and stop bothering me about it! Just kidding diary. Yeah so I know your wondering what me and Tommy were talking about a couple dayz ago when I unsuspectedly ended my entry. Well..let me tell you, it was a mature conversation that was very uncharacteristic of us. No yelling, or low blows, just honest conversation, like two adults. I'll start where we left off. 

 So I'm sitting there in the airport waiting area before my flight to Poland and then I look up. Walking towards me is Tommy with his leather jacket, black shades, and slicked hair. (that familiar chill runs up my spine…) At first I try to hide...but then I remind myself of the new, mature Jude that I am, and I sit up straight and look him in the eye as he approaches me. I can tell that he is a little shocked by my boldness but we both keep our composure. I continue to follow him with my eyes as he sits right next to me in the waiting area.



Tommy: Hello Ms. Harrison



Jude: Hey there yourself Mr. Quincy. You know everyone's gone sick worrying about you back home?



Tommy: I'm big boy. I can handle my self. Worry, not necessary.



Jude; well, I think I know some people who will happy to hear that! (Jude looks down and bites her lower lip. Then she looks back up at Tommy) I saw you at my concert the other night.



Tommy: I figured you wouldn't notice me in the huge crowd.



Jude: You, Tommy Quincy, can never go unnoticed by me, even in a crowd.



(Tommy smiles)



Tommy: You were…great. More than great. Indescribable. Watching you up there on stage…I was so proud of you. The songs were amazing and you rocked em'. Mostly I was proud because I new you did it without me. Seeing how much you grew musically…I thought to my self," she must have become some woman to make music like that."



Jude: Well I have changed Tommy…partially because of you. You let me go. I asked you for space and you respected that. But what I still don't understand is why you are here now.



Tommy: I was sitting at table at an industry party with Suzan. I looked at her, and I wished every bone in my body that she was you. When she magically didn't turn into you I suddenly couldn't breathe. I had to get out of there. So I left. I realized I was wasting my time with her. You are who I want to be with. And if that means waiting ten years until your ready, I'll wait. Cause Harrison you're IT. You're the real deal. Your worth waiting for. Why waste my time and emotional energy on someone when I know someone else has the key to my heart? But again, I want you to decide when and if it happens because I know how important your growth as a musician and person is to you. That's why I waited after the concert to tell you…just incase you did see me.



(Jude's eyes begin to water)



Jude: what can a girl say to that Tommy? You have said everything a girl could ever want to hear from a guy: love and respect. (she breaths deeply) I've missed you so much. Being away from you has made me realize that I don't need you like I did before anymore. But it also has made me realize that I want you more than ever before.



(Tommy leans in to Jude and they do that nose nuzzle thing)



Tommy: you ready to go for it again then?



Jude: No, cause It's not the same. I'm ready for something new….with you.



Tommy: your not gonna change your mind again on me Harrison?



Jude: I Couldn't if I wanted to…my heart wouldn't let me.



Tommy: good….cause I gotta catch my flight (he stands up)



Jude: what your not even gonna stay with me one night in Poland??



Tommy: No. you started this journey with out me. So you should finish it without me. I'll be waiting for you at home.



Jude: Who are you and what have you done with little Tommy Q?



Tommy: the space was good for both of us. I've changed too. Now I can finally put little Tommy Q behind me and be the Tom Quincy I wanna be…with you.



(Jude looks up at Tommy with her big wide eyes and mouths: I love you)



Tommy: (with his eyes he says I love you. Then he says out loud) more than words Jude. More than words.



(Jude jumps up and hugs Tommy. They squeeze each other with all the love, and longing that they had over the past year, and the same love and longing they new the future weeks would evoke. They stood like this in the middle of the waiting area for 5 mins. Forgetting the world around lost in each other's love. They didn't care to notice all the people snapping pictures with their cameras and camera phones because this is the moment they've waited 5 years for. Heck it's the moment we've ALL been waiting for. The moment when they realized that their love transcended the fame, the industry, and time. Tommy then loosens the embrace and kisses Jude…{insert imagination}...They relish in this moment because the next 2 weeks of Jude's tour will be agony for both of them.)



Tommy: before I leave I wanted to give you something (he takes a little black box from his coat pocket) I'm prepared this time.



Jude: and before you even kneel on the ground, the answer is YES!!!!!

(Will looks up and his mouth drops. Woe when did this happen???)



Tommy: way to ruin tradition Harrison



Jude: ehmm better get used to calling me quincy! And uh you kissed tradition goodbye when you decided to be with me. she says with a smirk



Tommy: no need to wait. been dying to say it since that time in the rain…on your birthday…but really I only want you to wear this ring when YOU are ready to.



Jude: okay I will.



Random person with a camera: did she say yes??



(Jude takes the box from Tommy. She opens it gasps and puts the ring on her ring finger.)



Jude: Of course I said yes

(she says this then grabs tommy a smiles at the person with the camera who Cameras flash like noo other. Jude and tommy can barely see who they are smiling at but they don't care. They can smile like this forver.)



Jude: Sadie's gonna be so mad that she has to read about this in the tabs before hearing from me.( she says through her teeth while keep her smile pastered on her face)



Tommy: Hey you grabbed me and screamed to the public.



Jude: but could ya blame me??



Announcer: Flight 567 is now boarding



Tommy: that's my flight.



Jude: Miss me till it hurts. Okay?



Tommy: as long as you do too.



Jude: oh you know I will Mr. Quincy



Tommy: au revoir madam Quincey!



(Tommy walks away towards his flight backward looking at Jude. they wave to each other. Then he bumps into this lady. Jude laughs and Tommy turns around and gets on the plane. Camera's still flashing, Jude walks back to her seat with her big grin still plastered on her face. Then Jo walks over with her jaw practically on the ground. She saw the whole thing when she finished with customs)



Jo: was that?....



Jude nods



Jo: did he just…..?



Jude nods and holds up her left hand



Jo: so your…?!!!!!!



Jude: looks like your coming home with me after the tour to be in a wedding!!!!!



Jo: AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Okay so who needs to take their foot off the gas now??



Jude: that would be me: Mrs. Quincy!!!!



Jo: oh jude I'm so happy for you love!



Announcer: Flight 576 to Poland is now boarding

So yeah diary, Tommy and I are engaged!!! I'm so happy with life right now. I'm excited to be Mrs. Tommy Q and continue to make great music!! Oh will they be in for a surprise at my final concert at home!!! Better let party planner Sadie know that not only will this be a , I'm-BACK!-LOOK-AT-ME-NOW!! kind of party, but she'll have to add to the title " AND-I'M-GETTING-MARRIED-TO-TOMMY-FOR-REAL-THIS-TIME!!!

After my concert tonight, I have 2 more in Poland over the next week. Then I will spend the last couple of dayz traveling back to Canada; last stop in the tour, first stop of the rest of my life. What a way to end my fist international tour eh?



Until Next time



3 A hopelessly in-love, newly engaged, rockstar