Sean sat beside Emma in a clinic and waited for some kind of doctor or someone to call them inside.

Sean snuck glances at Emma, the whole time she hasn't talked and was fidgetting with her hands. "You okay?" he softly asks her and her big brown eyes peered up to him.

"Fine" she mutters and he knew she was lying and slid his hand into hers.

He leaned in by her a bit whispering near her ear "You want me to come with you?" his hot breath ran down her neck and behind the soft spot of her ear which almost made her shiver.

They watch another for a moment and she slowly nods. He smiled a bit holding her hand tighter.

A man in a white coat and jeans with black hair and big glasses came out of a room with a chart and glanced around "Emma Nelson?" he asks for.

Emma gets up and Sean follows her into the room where the doctor greeted himself as Larry and took them to a white room. A chair was beside the door so Sean sat there and the doctor told Emma to sit on the couch like chair. He went to start checking her until leaning back and looking to her.

"Is this the first time you've uh... had some companionship?" he questions.

Emma bit her lip looking to Sean who just gave her a slight nod, the doctor sees it and checks off a box on his chart.

"What?" Emma asks "Why do you have to know that?" she was feeling so odd being here, she hated hospitals, clinics, funeral homes...anything where people were expecting you in privite and personal ways.

"You have very bad scar tissue" he admits and Emma looks down.

The doctor looks back at Sean then to Emma and gets up. "Here you go Miss.Nelson" he gave her a white coat "Go put this on and i'll meet you in the back room where I can start running tests"

She sucks in a breath but nods getting the clothing and left.

The doctor turns to Sean "Mr. Cameron isn't it?" he asks and Sean nods standing from his seat.

Sean was feeling a bit nervous and afraid for Emma so seriously looked to the doctor "Is she okay? Please...tell me if she's okay or not, I need to know" he confirms.

The doctor breaths and nods looking to Sean "I can tell she's been raped" he confirms and Sean's jaw clenched and swallowed hard. He let a long breath out looking around and trying to remain calm as he gave a forcing nod.

"I can tell you care for this girl" the doctor says "which I hope you will treat her with much respect and care needing"

Sean blinked at him, he's never stopped doing that "I know..." he admits and the doctor brings him over to the chart he was writting on.

"When someone is raped it isn't so clear to tell, but I didn't even touch Miss.Nelson yet and she flinches...first sign" he confirms then points to an X ray they took before they came in "This is her pelvis... it's almost painful for her to walk... a rape is not suppose to be this bad. Her cells divided as you can see and well... she took a hard beating"

Sean took this all in and then noticed he had tears swelling in her eyes "So in the end? What? Is she sick? STD? Is she-"

"She's pregnent" nods the doctor "for sure, no doubt"

Sean's eyes stared forward, even when the doctor left him, he couldn't believe this. He felt so sick to his stomach and wanted to cry his eyes out. He was such a stupid baby. How could Jay do this? Emma didn't do anything to that bastard!

"It's all my fault" whispers Sean, Emma didn't even know Jay until Sean started to hang out with him.

Sean stormed passed the room Emma was in with the doctor and recieving the news, she finally bursted into tears and he was hugging her. But Sean ended up outside and leaned on the railing to fall on his knees and start puking.

It just kept coming out, all the nerves in his system has never been hit so hard.

He gagged and spat the rest of it out and sat back on his ass to rub down his face and sniff. He looked up and wondered sinful thoughts "Your not real" he cursed to God and shook his head violently and laughs getting up.

He breaths pacing back and forth and finally pulls his arms back to throw his fist hard into the wall of the clinic.

Back inside:

"I'm so sorry" the doctor told Emma who caught her breath from all the crying and was sitting down, trying hard not to faint.

"What do I do?" she cried "My parents can't even handle me" she had tears streaming down again as she covered her face in her hands.

The doctor gave her a slip of paper "Theres many decisions... you don't even have to have the child, some people rely on abortion" he explains "And you could always have the baby and put it up for adoption... or keep it" he confirms and Emma looks up with a look.

"Keep it?" she repeats.

Silence, the doctor couldn't say anything further, it wasn't his place so Emma gets the gester and gets up taking the paper and her coat while she left and slowly walked outside seeing Sean out there.

"hi..." she whispers coming up behind.

He turns and her mouth actually hangs a bit from seeing his eyes puffy, obviously from crying and she knew that look, the look in his eyes. He was pissed off, and sad at the same time also being deep in thought.

"Sean, don't" Emma looks away

"Don't?" Sean walks in front of her "Jay's baby...it-it's in you" he points at her stomach and she looks back at him.

"It's not like it's my fault Sean!" she started to cry and broke down, he regretted what he said and took her in his arms as she balled her eyes out into his chest.

"I know...I'm sorry, it's just... god Emma, you should say something" he confirms "That asshole needs to pay" he says.

He decided to leave it at that not wanting to upset her any more. He drove them home and ended up in bed trying to sleep but couldn't. He was facing her and carressing her hair, both awake and staring in anothers eyes.

"Keep it" Emma finally speaks and Sean gave a confused look "...it's what the doctor optioned...keeping it" she confirms and looks down "I don't want to abort it"

"There is a choice to adopt it after you have it" Sean reminds sitting up, she stayed laying down.

"I know..." she drifts and Sean was watching her stomach as she was breathing and it lifted and fell. To think she was going to get fat one day...she always felt like one day she'd have Sean's baby, but never, ever...Jay Hogarts. Emma then stood up.

"What?" Sean sat on the side of the bed looking up to her, she paced a bit bitting her lower lip "Emma, what?"

Emma stops and stands in front of him "Sean..." she looks down and then into his soft blue eyes "I...I want to keep it. I'm against giving up...and I don't want to punish the baby for it's father's doings"

Sean's throat throbbed by her calling Jay 'father'. It just seemed so wrong.

"Emma, you won't punish it...it will grow up with a great family" he said.

"Yeah..." she nods agreeing with him and he shakes his head with her until she stops and tilted her head to the side a bit and Sean knew every motion of hers.

"What's going on in that head of yours?" he teased putting hands on her hips, her heart skipped watching him and he swayed his hand around her lower stomach where the baby was.

To think there was a baby in her...

"The family?" she says "It-it could be us" his mouth fell and she stepped back dropping his hands off her "I mean, no... you don't have to. I can grow it up...take care of it. I can do it" she said.

Sean picked his mouth up "And whos going to play Daddy? Who going to teach you the ways of how to even let it survive? Where are you going to live... I can keep going Emma" he points out.

"God Sean, your not part of this okay?!" she yells and his heart snapped.

Wow...that really hurt. But so did Sean's words of not wanting the kid to stay with her...or maybe not, who knows! She doesn't and he doesn't. All she knows is that she wanted to keep this baby. Spike didn't give up having her but Manny gave up.

Liberty gave it up to adoption and she regretted it tons.

Emma didn't want to give up, she wants to keep it...and her heart was breaking feeling as if Sean didn't want to be part of it.

"I have to go" Emma grabs her jacket and before Sean could even protest she was at the door and shut it when he chased after her. Too late.

"Damnit!" cursed Sean throwing a cup and smashing it against the wall.

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