It's time for chapter 4 people… Thanks for reading and reviewing! I love it when I wake up in the morning with reviews; it makes me want to write more. So far its 11 lets try 5 new reviews on this chapter if I get 5 I will up date sooner who am I kidding I will update either way

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CONVERSATIONS AND THOUGHTS

It was late when she asked Sirius her question's about Remus, and lucky for her he was more then a little drunk.

Sirius, "Why does he look so tired?"

"Who?"

"Remus."

"Oh, well he has a problem that occurs once a month, so he is always more tired around that time."

"Hum," was all she said while waiting for him to expand, when he didn't she asked, "What's the problem?"

"That's not up to me to tell."

"Oh, ok," she muttered thinking she would needle it out of him later and thought of another question.

"What does he do for a living?"

"Well, he is a researcher of sorts, he taught Defense Against the Dark Arts at Hogwarts for a year.Nowhears a question for you. What's with all the questions about Remus?"

"Just wondering," she answered back quickly.

"Are you sure you are not harboring a secret crush on my best mate?" He asked with a grin.

"NO!" I said shocked for his benefit. I almost made myself believe I did not like him by that no. "So," I asked after he had a couple of more drinks.

"What is his problem?"

"Tonks, I am drunk not stupid. I told you already that it is not for me to tell you. That's his business and when and if he wants to tell you, he will."

"Fine, don't tell me!" I said in a huff, and let out a sigh.

"I guess I will be going home now."

I let myself out the front door and made my way to an apparition point and went home where I curled up with a pint of muggle ice cream thinking about what my cousin had said. It was the first time he had gotten snippy with me and it hurt a bit, but about halfway through the ice cream I knew that he had been right, it was not his business to tell. I finished the ice cream and went to bed and dreamed of Remus.

Sirius sat on the sofa drinking his malt whiskey thinking about Tonks' questions. She seemed mighty curious about his best chum. All of those questions had definitely added to his suspicions about her having a crush on Remus, even if she did deny it. It was a bit of shock at first, even the thought of his baby cousin having a crush on someone his age. His first thought was to crush her hopes about the man in question, but she was a Black at heart after all and his warning would have fallen on deaf ears. After all, she was the stubborn sort like him. If she could dig through his best mates defenses and crack the wall around his heart that had formed when Lily and his girlfriend died. Then he would stand back and congratulate her and have a nice long talk with his mate about how he had better not hurt his cousin. Yes, he thought, this should be interesting to watch, after all, it's not every day that two people like them got a crush on the opposite sex.

The man that was being thought about sat in the library trying to finish a book. The key word hear is trying. His thoughts kept wondering to a pink haired witch who was simply adorable. It was getting harder and harder to resist her mouth. It looked like it would be so sweet to kiss. However, his past kept him from doing just that. He would not kiss her, because, if he did, he would want to do it again, and before he would know it he would be in a relationship that would lead to nothing but death.

After all, every time he let women in, they would only get hurt. Lily was the first he had let in to his heart and she had cared about him despite his problem. She had been sweet and had often covered for him when the full moon would occur and help him catch up in his classes. To say the least, he had a small crush on her in school but it quickly grew into a friendship that had lasted longer. He had only had her for five years. When she died a hollow had formed in his heart and that hollow had never been filled again

The only other women he had ever loved had been killed by GrayBack. His sweet Trisiana was taken by that evil creature. He had failed one duty; the night she died, he was to have proposed to her. She was the only women besides Lily and his mother who had understood his condition and had looked beyond it to the man he was and accepted him, fur and all. Her death had tore his heart in two and it was only staying together now with proverbial scotch type.

Another death of a woman he loved would tear it to shreds. He was not willing to take that chance with his heart or Tonk's life. His track record was lousy with women and it would stay that way. He put down his book and started to daydream about kissing Tonks. After all, a daydream would not hurt anybody, because nobody but him would know what he was dreaming about. He closed his eyes and let his imagination take flight. Not knowing that in a flat not far away Tonk's was dreaming about him kissing her as well.

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