So So So So Sorry It took so long for me to update. And This is a really long update so it took me forever to type it! Okay you I know there are more of you guys reading. I need more reviews! I am really disappointed that I've only gotten a total of about 100 people reading my story! So if you want me to continue. Review so that I at least feel like more that 100 people are reading! In this chapter I have a special guest. The person is played by LittleRedOne a.k.a Kelly. Haha. Thanks so much Kelly. You help me a lot with these stories. I know you already know that since I've told you that. But the fast that she followed me to the story and still reviews is amazing! Thanks soooooo much Kelly! Cuz a lot of people didn't follow me and I don't like that. It actually hurt me.

Okay so here it goes

My Deadly Secret!

Chapter 4: Hard, Cold, Cruel, Dangerous, Blood shot Eyed Stares

The doorbell rang. I sprang from the couch as fast as I could.

"Got It." I screamed to on one in particular.

I ran down the stairs, through the kitchen into the living room. I must have ran TOO fast though because I didn't see a wall that was right in front of my face. I hit the wall and fell to the floor. I just lay there in fits of laughter. I forgot all about my mission. GTD a..k.a get the door. Until the door bell ran again that is. I made it to the door in a flash. I opened the door. Before I could say anything I had been engulfed in huge bear hugs. Could hugs get any tighter?

"Can't breathe Hals."

"Sorry Mitchie," My light haired cousin said as she let go of me.

"Mom didn't say you were coming," I told mainly myself.

"I wanted to surprise you," Hals pointed out as if it were obvious.

"Of course."

Hals was obviously my cousin. But I haven't seen Hals in so long. For one particular reason. She's Megan's sister. Yeah the Megan that hates me now because I married Shane. The guy she was supposed to marry. Obviously she still hates me so Hals and I could never see each other.

I laughed.

"Well come on in you guys," I said towards my Aunt and Uncle.

They did so.

Before the door was fully closed the door bell rang again.

"Grandma Grandpa! Come on in." I said as I hugged my grandparents. They stepped into the small house. We walked into the living room.

About 5 minutes later the door bell rang and got up to go get it. I reached the door soon. But not without tripping twice. I opened the door. I just stood at the door for a second. Staring. Wide eyed. Mouth open. As I stared at a boy who could be no older that 20 and Megan.

Megan.

Megan.

Megan.

What

Was

Megan

Doing

Here?

Megan.

I sucked in a deep breath.

"Umm," said the boy, "You must be Mitchie. Am I right?"

I nodded.

I wasn't capable of responding.

Everything was silent before some scene was knocked into me.

"Well who are you?"

"I'm Carlon. This is my wife-"

"Megan," I cut him off.

"You know her?"

"She's my cousin," I choked bitterly.

"Megan?"

Megan was silent she just stared at me cruelly. Almost dangerous.

"Megan?" He chided again.

Still nothing.

Just another hard, cruel, dangerous, blood shot eyed stare.

"MEGAN???" He was about to blow up.

"What?" she whispered.

"Do you know her?"

She closed her eyes and nodded.

"You guys can come in," I offered.

They slowly stepped in. Cautiously is seemed. As if the place was a ticking bomb and would erupt the second the stepped in. I led them to the living room. I walked up the steps.

"Mom everyone's here."

"Good."

My mom slowly walked down the stairs as my dad slowly lugged behind. My dad dreaded social events. Even ones with his family. Or close friends. We made our way out to the living room. Mom ushered everyone to the large dining room. In the dining room were four tables arranged in a big square. On the table were elegant chandelier cups. Along with glass plates with blue patterns. With silverware on top of a napkin. Very elegant over all for my mom. I' guessing she was trying to impress the new guests in our house. Or guest. We all sat down. Me next to Hals. Hals next to her parents. On the right of me were my parents. Next to my dad was Carlon and Megan. Next to Megan were my grandparents. My mom came out with the food and sat it on the table. After she sat down she exchanged glances with everyone and then raised her voice above the little volume in the open room, "Dig in."

We all picked up our plates and got our food. We all started to eat but before long Edward started to bark.

"Oops I forgot to feed him. I'll be back in a sec. Okay mom?"

"Okay kiddo."

I got up and started for the stairs. But before I got up I heard Carlon ask my mother where the bathroom was. My mother told him. He started walking up the stairs but I was already in my room. Edward started barking and jumping up and down. I started laughing.

"Ok Ok Edward. I'm coming" I bent down and got his doggy bowl. I filled it to the rim with food. He barked his 'Thanks.' As he ate I sat next to him petting him. After e finished his food I got up and I went to door. I looked back at Edward. He was running in circles. I laughed. I sat my hand on the door knob and slowly twisted it. The door slowly opened as I walked out not looking where I was going. I bumped into Carlon.

"Oh sorry."

"Oh your Fine beautiful."

"Excuse me?"

"What?"

"Did you just call me beautiful?"

"Yeah," he said as if it wasn't a big deal.

"You cannot call me that."

"Oh yeah. Why?"

"Because your married."

"So are you," like what's your point? I could almost hear in his thoughts.

"It's wrong."

"Who said I was right?"

"What's your problem?"

"I don't have a problem," he said bitterly as he pushed my door open and pushed my through the threshold.

"Really?" I asked as I took a step back.

"Really," He clarified as he took a step forward.

"Well… well… I do."

"You do what?" He asked innocently as he pushed my back against the wall. Then pushed himself next to me.

"I have a problem," I choked.

"Really what is it?" he asked as he pushed himself harder to me. I was loosing air. And fast. I couldn't breath with him pushed so hard against me.

"I-I Ca-c-can't," I couldn't finish.

But he was going to make me.

"What? I didn't hear you."

I could tell I was getting paler, "I I c-ca-can't b-br-b-breath," I coked.

"What louder."

"I C-c-an't b-br- breath."

I tried to inhale but failed miserably. I coughed.

He snorted.

He pushed himself harder and this time pushed his lips onto mine. He kissed me roughly. His lips burnt mine. Nothing like Shane's lips. Shane's lips were cool and smoother. And Moist. His lips were hot really hot and rough and dry and ragged.

"Get off of me," I yelled to his lips.

He just pushed his lips harder. I kicked him in the leg. I heard him wince but he just pushed harder some more. I went a little higher and kicked him in- a- not-so – place-to –get-kicked. Now he was really mad. He pulled apart from me. I took a breath. But before I could let it out he grabbed my head and pushed it really hard against the wall. I screamed out in pain but he covered my mouth. Soon I started getting dizzy. So he grabbed my again. But this time walked with me to the closet door. On the door hung a big mirror. He grabbed my head and pushed it into the glass I screamed into his hand again. But through his hand you couldn't hear it. I could smell the blood that was gushing out of my head fast. Real fast. Soon I couldn't see very well. And before I knew it everything went black.

Okay guys so I know how I told you it was long. Yeah this isn't the whole chapter four. This is part one. I still have nine more pages in my notebook to write. So I decided to cut it off right here so that you could finally get an update.

REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY YOU GUYS THAT IT TOOK SO LONG REALLY I AM!!!

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