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Edward POV: Chapter 9
While I saw Bella go upstairs with Alice, I couldn't help but think on where to go celebrate. We could go anywhere, apparently. Maybe I should go tell her we could go to some boat trip. Oh! I just remembered I forgot to tell her we aren't going till after school ends tomorrow. Since it's Monday. We might have to take the day off. Or we could do it today. So confusing.
I quickly cleaned up and went upstairs to tell Bella.
I knocked quietly.
"Hey Bella, I just remembered to ask you-," I cut off when I saw Bella's hair. I t was brown. Then a picture came to my mind.
"L-Luna?" It couldn't be, could it?
Bella, or I think it's Bella, stood up quickly.
Alice didn't look really shocked so did she know?
"Bella? Why is your hair brown? You look like Luna!" I gasped. She was Luna! She kept a huge secret from me! How could she? I thought she trusted me!
"I-I can explain…" Bella/Luna stuttered.
"You kept a secret from me. A huge one. Why didn't you tell me?" I suddenly felt anger flare up in me. I felt untrustworthy.
"I was going to tell you! I just didn't know how!" She yelled, anger finally coming from her voice.
"I thought you trusted me. I thought I trusted you. I was wrong." My voice sounding cold and empty. I turned on my heels and slammed the door behind me. I was so angry that whoever she is didn't tell me. I felt completely heartbroken.
Bella POV:
When Edward stomped out that door, I completely broke down and started crying like crazy. Alice tried to comfort me and blamed that it was her fault that Edward found out this way. Part of me wanted to yell at her that it was her fault but I know she didn't mean to. I just shook my head.
"He's mad, really mad. He won't forgive me." I started crying even harder with what I just said.
"No he won't, Bella. Don't worry he'll snap out of it. He's just angry at the moment but I promise you that he will forgive you and everything will be back to normal." Alice reassured me. I buried my face in my hands and didn't say anything after that.
"Bella, please stop crying. You are completely overreacting." I knew Alice was right. Maybe I really was overreacting. This would all just be a dream. I really hate right now being a singer and all I really wanted was to have a normal life.
"Maybe you are right Alice. I'm probably just overreacting." I really hope I was. I don't want Edward to stay mad at me forever. It was just be plain torture.
"Here, let me go talk to Edward. Let me try to knock some sense into his head." Alice grinned. I laughed nervously. I just nodded, didn't really feel like talking at all anymore. I just laid down on Alice's bed and tried to fall asleep, hoping this was all a big scary nightmare.
Alice POV:
I felt really bad for Bella. I keep thinking it's all my fault that this happened. I went over to Edward's room and just went in without knocking. He probably wouldn't care with this situation going on. Edward was sitting on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands.
"So, you figured it out?" I crossed my arms over my chest and stared at him. He lifted his head up and staring right back at me.
"I can't believe her. She didn't tell me. Do you realize this is something that I should know?" He got up angrily and paced around the room.
"Edward snap out of it. Bella was meaning to tell you but she didn't know how. She thought you would hate her for it!" I was really starting to get angry myself, from my own brother's stupidity.
"Hate her? Why would I ever hate her? I love her!" he almost yelled.
"Well it sure doesn't seem like it!" I snapped back. "She's going through a hard time right now and your not making it any better!"
"What am I supposed to do, then? She's a pop star for heaven's sake!" he started pacing around the room even faster.
"Maybe you should realize that being mad is plainly stupid. If you really love her then you would understand what she's going through. Think it over, please." I pleaded. He looked at me then sighed.
"Fine, I will." He sat back down and I he looked really sad.
"My advice to you is that you shouldn't ignore her or continue to be mad at her. Things would turn out terribly if you did." Then I just left him in his own misery.
Edward POV:
After that big talk over with Alice, I realized that I was just overreacting about Bella being Luna. I mean isn't that what I always wanted. To be able to meet Luna in real life.
I fell in love with Luna.
I sighed in frustration. Bella must be going through a hard time but I didn't know what to say to her. I didn't know what to do.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I screamed in my head.
Okay Edward, calm down. I encouraged myself to calm down. I took big deep breaths and finally got my mind in order.
I would apologize to Bella and beg for her forgiveness. I must have hurt her deeply and I really regretted for being so mean to her. I really love her and all I just did was hurt her. I felt so terrible.
I would have to get this over with so I went to Alice's room, probably knowing that she would still be in there.
I knocked on the door gently.
"Who is it?" A voice said that sounded so sad, and I automatically knew it was Bella. It made me heart feel dead.
"It's me Edward. May I come in?" I said softly, as to hoping not to be able to scare her. I heard her try to wipe her eyes and sniffed.
"Come in." She replied sadly. Her voice was also sounding really nervous, probably thinking I was still mad at her. I can never stay mad at her for too long.
I opened the door slowly and saw Bella sitting on the edge of Alice's bed. She looked up at me with her deep brown eyes and I couldn't help but feel good.
I took a deep breath and finally let out my apology.
"I really do apologize, Bella. I overreacted and I didn't mean to yell at you. I was just feeling upset at that moment and I do hope that you will be able to for-." I got cut off when I felt Bella's lips on mine. I didn't realize that Bella walked over to me while I was apologizing.
I kissed her back and I finally realized that I could never live without Bella.
When we came up for air, I heard her whisper near my ear, "I am the one who is sorry."
I looked down at her. She had still wet tears in the corner of her eyes that were a bit puffy from crying so much.
"No I am truly sorry. I was just angry that you never told me your secret. I thought that I was untrustworthy for you." I sighed. I hugged her very tightly and never wanting to let go.
She sighed also.
"Now that were all forgiven, I think I owe you an explanation." Bella looked at me then she just grabbed my hand to steer my toward the bed to sit down.
She took a deep breath then started her story.
"Now you already know, I'm Luna, the singer. It's my real name but I couldn't just walk around acting like everything's normal. So I changed my name to Bella whenever I went out in public. I wanted to go to a normal school and be able to have a normal life so I disguised myself to be able to go without people being suspicious. My mom let me but she said that she would only let me go if I still do the recordings and sing. I couldn't help but agree, but when I met you guys, I kind of started to regret it. Since I started making friends with you and your family I didn't want to have to leave to be able to go on tours and stuff. I didn't want to make you guys all sad."
I felt really bad for Bella having to go through all this. She continued to explain her story.
"Then I started liking you, Edward," She stopped briefly to smile at me. "I was nervous to tell you about my secret cause sooner or later you have to find out. If I did tell you I thought you would hate me and never talk to me ever again."
I deeply regretted for getting mad at Bella. I felt totally guilty.
"I was happy with the life that I have now. Hanging out with you guys, I felt like I really did have a normal life." She finished. I came to hug her and I kept apologizing to her over and over again.
"Don't worry Edward. It's my fault actually." Bella said selflessly. I wasn't going to let her take the blame.
"No it's my fault and don't you try to take the blame." I warned her softly. She laughed.
"Well now were done with apologies, lets go celebrate." I smiled. She nodded.
I steered her toward the door and I walked to my car in the garage.
While we were getting in the car, Alice popped up.
"Have fun! Don't do things that's not appropriate!" I had to roll my eyes at that. Bella was laughing a little. She had a wonderful laugh.
"So where to?" Bella asked me when we started heading to no place in mind.
"Well want to just do something simple, seeing as that you look like Luna." I raised my eyebrows at her brown hair. She groaned.
"I completely forgot about that. I'm sorry Edward." She looked apologetically at me.
I chuckled.
"No need to worry. We can just celebrate something simple. It's okay." It really didn't mind. As long as I get to be able to spend some time with her.
"How about we go get some ice cream!" Bella exclaimed suddenly. I laughed at her eagerness.
"Sure, what flavor?" I asked, heading toward the ice cream shop.
"Vanilla!" She smiled at me.
"Yes ma'm," I said sarcastically. I pulled over and went in myself to go get some ice cream for us.
"You stay here Bella! You can't get caught or else it would be bad." I told her.
"Ai ai captain!" She soluted me, and I couldn't help but laugh again.
I got us some ice cream and the ice cream worker would just stare at me and give me some seductive moves. I scoffed. How dare she? I already have a girlfriend. Girlfriend. That felt good to say.
"How may I help you?" She said, battering eyelashes. I tried to hide my laugh.
"Two ice cream cones please. One vanilla and chocolate." I replied, smiling at her. She blushed and I had to really try not to laugh.
"Okay, that would be 4.50." I handed her the money and I waited to get the ice cream. When she handed them over, she gave me a receipt. I laughed when I got outside to check the back of it. Her phone number was written clearly.
When I saw Bella, she was looking completely cheerful. I smiled.
"Here's your ice cream, m'lady." I gave it to her.
"Why thank you, kind sir." She giggled and started to lick her ice cream. I watched her the whole time.
"Edward your staring is making me feel self conscious." She blushed.
"Don't worry your beautiful." I stroked her cheek which made her blush even more.
So we enjoyed the rest of the day by eating our delicious ice cream and waited to be able to have some even more fun with Bella.
Ha. I'm done. I can't believe I typed all this the next day. I'm so proud of myself. (:
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