This is a continuum on my Jayfeather and Poppyfrost one before...a little more drama and a little more awkward. Jayfeather and Poppyfrost get a tiny bit dirty, if you catch my drift, but nothing that bad. This is part two of the dream I had before, but my personal favorite. This one has some better Cinderheart moments. Believe me she gets pissed...

PS Please don't leave any harsh comments as I am quite sensative and easily offended about my writing.

Jayfeather:

Poppyfrost is curled up against me as we lie on the lakeshore, watching the stars. The lake is beautiful. The sky is beautiful. Poppyfrost is beautiful. I can't even see her, but I know. I can tell.

I rasp my tongue over her ear and she looks up, startled by the sudden showing of affection. "Jayfeather?" she murmurs.

"Yes, my gorgeous?" I hope she doesn't ask how I know she's gorgeous. She walks my dreams.

"Isn't our love forbidden? With you being a medicine cat and all?" I smile and press my nose into her sweet smelling fur, letting her scent wash over me. Nothing could keep me from her. Not even if StarClan themselves came down and fought me.

"All the better for a relationship. I think I love you more because of that." I lick her face, her neck, her pelt. She nuzzles closer into my fur, her breath warming my soft underbelly.

"Oh, Jayfeather.....oh, Jayfeather, I love you so much!" She licks my face right back. I let myself relax into her fur, simply letting myself drift into the ecstasy of love.

Poppyfrost:

I am curled up in the curve of his body, pressed up against his heart. Which is beating. I don't know how I could've just realized how beautiful he is. How much I love him. I will spend the rest of my life with him. I have to. I need to!

"Jayfeather...." I lick his soft chest fur, nuzzle my face into his body. He draws his tongue over my cheeks.

"Yes, Poppyfrost?" He entwines his tail with mine, presses his face into the curve of my neck, rasps my ears over until they're slick. But I don't care. I'm so close to him. I never thought this would happen.

"I love you so much....will you promise me something?" He moans in my ear. "Don't hook up with Cinderheart." He perks up in confusion.

"Ahem." A fluffy gray cat steps out of the shadows by the trees, sillhouetted black against the night sky.

"Poppyfrost, how could you do this to me?" Right as I am licking his chest fur, right as he is nuzzling into me, my sister steps out. Cinderheart.

Cinderheart:

I didn't know they were this serious. I didn't know he loved her that much. I didn't know I loved him that much. I didn't know how bad it felt to be heartbroken.

Until now.

"Poppyfrost, you knew I loved him! You knew everything! And this is what you go and do? You go ahead and make some love with him?" Her pretty tortoiseshell pelt is bristling. Jayfeather steps in front of her, a murderous look in his sightless eyes.

"Cinderheart, our relationship was my idea. I didn't know you loved me, but I knew I loved Poppyfrost. It isn't right to go and accuse Poppyfrost for us making love. I love her more than anything in this world. And there's nothing you can do to stop me from doing just that."

His beautiful blue eyes and soft gray pelt both die down a little, the anger fading. I can tell he feels bad. I think Poppyfrost must be picking up the hint that their little "relationship" is in danger, and she licks his ear. He licks the fur on her face. And I sit there wishing I were dead. My own sister.

Later that night....

I walk back to camp with a broken heart. I was so sure Jayfeather and I would be perfect together. I even told Poppyfrost about my love. But what did she do? Took it up as a challenge. Got together. Broke my heart.

My tail drags in the dust. I wish I were dead. I wish Poppyfrost was dead. I wish I could evaporate her into a cloud of dust and let Jayfeather feel some real pain for once. The pain I feel. The pain I know.

Why me?