AN: SOOOOOOO
The first chapter was suppose to be the epologue but I forgot to say that in it. sorry for like the confusion or whatever but this chapter is the actual chapter one but ill leave it as it is for now and maybe later on in the long run ill fix them all
CHAPTER TWO
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappear
Can I be your memory?
Memory- Sugarcult
Waking up was hard.
Knowing that each and every day was the same, over and over again. It made me wish I had died a long time ago. I sighed as I took a sip of my coffee, waiting for alice and rose to get here already. I knew alice had to go to the airport to get her brother (that I haven't met before) Carlisle and esme invited me to dinner tonight but I doubt Jacob would let me go, unless he went as well and we all knew that was never going to happen. He hated that I spent too much time with alice and rose. Sometimes emmett would join us, and I would always pay the price every night. I been with Jacob for god knows how long and I wanted it to be done and over with. I did not love him like I loved him before.
Did I ever really love him?
While thinking I heard alice and rose talking I looked up to see them walking towards me with someone behind them. looking back down at my coffee I tried to smile but I knew it didn't reach my eyes standing up ii hugged alice then rose. "Oh Bella! I want you to meet my brother Edward" I looked at the guy and I fell in love. He was beautiful, tall, nicely built with the most amazing topaz eyes and the most amazing bronze sex hair. Extending my hand I smiled "nice to finally meet you" he smiled and I could have sworn I just swooned "pleasure is all mines Bella" we all sat down and chit chatted for a while. "so when's the wedding bells?" groaning I folded my hands over my chest and looked out the window "I don't want a fucking wedding. I hate this. All of it. I want out" both rose and alice gasped loudly and I looked at them, their faces in shock "but-but I thought you loved whats his face?" alice screeched I shook my head no. "it's about time! so break it off" rose said rolling her eyes and taking a sip of her coffee. As soon as I was going to answer I felt eyes on me. I looked towards the door and froze. Jacob was standing there, angry and seething. "I got to go" I mumbled I looked at edward as I said this, then at both the girls. My eyes filled with tears and I kissed them both on their cheek, offering a small sad smile at edward. once I reached Jacob, he grabbed my arm roughly out the door, once the doors closed he started yelling calling me names and pressing his fingers into my temple pushing my head to the side. Tears fell as I noticed everyone was watching. I glanced at alice and rose who were both standing up and about to go to the door. I shook my head quickly no and averted my gaze.
"Get in the fucking car now" Jacob seethed as he went to his side. Getting into the car I sighed and prayed to god I wouldn't have to endure so much. We arrived at the house and Jacob slammed his door and walked right into the house. I stayed in the car for a while. Angry and upset. Getting out the car I slammed his door, glaring at the stupid red fucking door we had. Opening it I slammed it shut and walked passed him and up the stairs to the guest bedroom we had. Dropping all my things there I slammed that door and went to our bedroom and started getting all my clothes, slamming things in the process. I could hear Jacob yelling at me, telling me to stop being a kid but he just pissed me off. He walked up the stairs and saw that his drawers and closet were half empty. "where the fuck are your things?" he yelled angrily. Opening the guest bedroom door I glared at him "they are here. In my room, where I will be sleeping for the rest of my life!" I yelled and slammed the door locking it. I texted alice and told her if she had any plans today. She replied telling me jasper emmett and her brother were going to play live in a local bar. I decided right then and there to do whatever I wanted.
I dressed casually and grabbed my purse and headed down the stairs where Jacob was sitting talking to some bimbo. Grabbing my car keys I went to the fridge not talking to any of them or looking at them. I grabbed a water checked the mail and left. I slammed the front door loudly and skipped to my car.
I think I'm going to enjoy this more than anything…