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"Shannon Brian Moore get the hell away from me."I screamed at Shannon as he tried to talk to me tried to explain what had happened to me just wanting to hold me. I didn't want to hear it I didn't want to touch him to feel his soft lips pressed to mine. I hated him and everything we ever where. Shannon looked hurt his eyes held all his pain they swirled with a wide range of emotion's Love was only one of them."Becky I-"Shannon said and I cut him off."Stop it Shannon I don't want to here it not your lie's your excuse's."I said as I left his room slamming the door behind me and walking down the hotel hallway trying to escape to the comfort of my room just to get away. As I walked past Matt and Jeff they just looked at me not saying a word there eyes searching for what was wrong I didn't want to tell them to hurt them the way I had been hurt I didn't want them to lose there best friend over me possibly over reacting."Hey , Becky wait up."Matt said as Jeff walked away towards Shannon's room."I guess he didn't take the news well."Matt said pulling me into a hug I shook my head I never got a chance to tell him what was wrong why I had been sick he was to busy sucking velvet sky's face off."I never told him."I said getting out of my brother's hug and walking into my hotel room Matt silently following behind."What Happened."Matt questioned and I laughed bitterly."Why don't you ask Velvet."I hissed out bitterly letting all the anger flow into my voice and Matt just stared at me wide eyed and then frustration passed behind his eyes he looked ready to kill and I shook my head."Mattie violence wont solve anything."I said using my nickname for him I haven't used it since I was fifteen a smile played on his lips and I laughed."You haven't called me that in a long time Becky."Matt said and I nodded."About thirteen years."I said and he laughed."You where keeping count."He said and I shrugged as Jeff walked in the door he wasn't happy."Why didn't you let Shannon explain."Jeff yelled and the frustration in his voice was clear in my 28 years of life I have only ever herd Jeff yell twice and both time's it was not towards me."So I should have let him explain sucking off a slut's face."I yelled equally frustrated and Matt stepped in-between us glaring dagger's at Jeff and he seemed to back down a little."I'm sorry Beck's."Jeff said calling me an old time nickname he had given me after Shannon and I started Dating. I smiled and hugged him."Its ok Jeffers. What was his excuse?"I questioned wanting to know why he had done this to me."She forced herself on him."Jeff said and I laughed It wasn't to hard to believe she was always tarting around anyway."Will you just listen to him please Beck's he is so messed up right now knowing that you hate him he can't handle it."Jeff whispered and I nodded as Matt just stared he didn't know weather to be mad or not. Me and Shannon had been together for a long time six and a half years to be exact and if I didn't let him tell me what happened then all of that would go down the drain. I silently walked to Shannon's hotel room I herd him angrily muttering to himself and I knocked softly on his door."Shan."I whispered as the he yanked the door open almost pulling it off the hinge's just to make sure I was really standing there he pulled me into his arm's and I felt safe and protected I never wanted to leave them."I'm sorry so sorry."He whispered into my hair as I herd his voice crack and he moved and rested his forehead against mine. I saw the tears falling freely from his eyes as he stared deeply into mine silently asking for forgiveness."I can't lose you I never want to lose you."Shannon whispered closing his eye's as if trying to remember the closeness of our body's the way they moulded together perfectly like he had told me on so many occasion's how he always thought we where made for each other soul mates placed on the earth to find the other."I don't think I could ever give you up."I whispered as he closed the small space between us and pressed his soft lips to mine I loved the feeling of the kiss the spark was still there it had never faded it was still as strong as the love I held for him and I don't think it would ever go away."I'm pregnant Shannon."I whispered as he pulled his lips away just resting them on top of mine he seem to be frozen and my world stopped.