Jaspers POV (caution contains some strong language)

Alice had been gone way too long; I leaned out the window and took a deep breath. I could smell Edward and Emmett having a mock fight in the driveway. Bella was playing with Renesme in the room above. Carlisle and Esme were in their room, and I could smell a sickly perfume, Rosalie was probably trying to make herself look more beautiful. I sighed, Alice was no where to be seen or smelt, I was getting worried about her. Yes she may be a vampire with rock hard skin and incredible reflexes but she was my little angel, so small, almost fragile in a sense. She would have got moody with me if she could read my thoughts, lucky she wasn't Edward.

Speaking of Edward, was he so busy fighting with Emmett he couldn't hear my frantic thoughts as I scanned the horizon for any sign of Alice. An image of Alice lying broken jumped into my head, and I screamed in pain, I collapsed sobbing without tears onto the bedroom floor. There was complete silence, Edward and Emmett stopped fighting, Bella and Renesme stopped playing, Rosalie dropped her perfume bottles and Carlisle and Esme jumped up from the bed.

The door was shoved open by Emmett and splintered at the edges. They all ran into the room and scanned it for danger. There eyes swept over the room and onto me in unison. Renesme wandered forward and touched my hand, I knew everyone could feel my pain; Edward would be scanning my thoughts for a reason. I swore angrily in my head and Edward jumped back startled, that would teach the arrogant bastard to interfere with my privacy. There was complete silence as my family looked towards Edward for an answer. He shook his head gracefully.
"It's not my place to say, it's up to Jazz if he wants to tell us" he added.
"Jasper my dear, are you okay?" Esmes sweet voice filled my ears and I shook my head slightly.
"What's wr.."
"ALICE!" I interrupted Carlisle, I screamed her name loud enough to deafen a human, Rosalie winced. "She's been gone, so long and I want her back right now!" I was acting like a spoilt child but I didn't care, the sobs rocked my body again and Esme wrapped her delicate arms around me. She cradled me to her chest as the rest of my family looked on. I didn't need to look at there faces, they were in shock and feeling their emotions made mine harder to handle. Alice was the glue that held me together, before I met her I was a monster, I was like my master almost, I shuddered, I didn't want to be like Maria. She was one of the vampires that appeared in human horror books, a vicious blood-drinker, a ruthless carnivore. Alice had saved me, she made me like her and I had loved her from the second I laid eyes on her petite frame, her deep topaz eyes and the peaceful aura that spilled from her.
"I will look for her" Edward whispered into my ear and leapt out of the window, across the river and deep into the forest before my thoughts could register. I looked out and followed the movement of the tall pines as Edward breezed through them. I broke free of Esmes embrace and sat on the edge of the bed, our bed, she had to come back.

I can't live without her.

Authors Note!!

Lol, i know you guys must hate these things but i wanted to make it clear what the last three chapters meant for any of you that were confused.
The second and third chapter happened before the first

Im not sure when i will update next.

Bit of a writers block at the moment, and i was hoping to go back to my own creation soon but its quite a struggle to get my mind in gear at the moment Plus i shall need to re-read the saga again at somepoint to refresh my memory on names and such.

So until next time Byee