So...yeah. More. Here's more.
Debated with myself again, not a lot of reviews telling me opinions, but I figure all the story alerts I got is opinion enough lol.
This is about as far as I've planned this fic out, so not sure when the next update will be, but as this is currently eating my brain it shouldn't be too long.
And yes, most chapters will be shorter than what I usually do, which also leads to less time in between updating hopefully.
In the meantime...enjoy.
Jimmy watched with narrow eyes as the green-eyed stranger made his younger brother laugh. The laugh wasn't what bothered Jimmy, people were allowed to make Cas laugh, were encouraged to since Cas didn't laugh enough. No, what bothered Jimmy was the blush that was accompanying the laugh.
No one but Jimmy was allowed to make his brother blush like that. Hell no one could since Castiel wasn't attracted to anyone but Jimmy.
Jimmy had to remind himself that going out there and peeing in a circle around his twin, in front of customers no less, was a Bad Idea.
He did, however go out there and toss his arm over Cas' shoulders, reminding Cas that Jimmy was here and no pretty Midwestern boy was gonna change that.
Cas smiled over at him, that small, private smile that was reserved just for Jimmy that made him tingle in interesting ways, "Jimmy this is Dean. He and his brother just moved to town."
"Heard that the best pies in the state were made here." Dean shot Jimmy the same smile that had been directed at Cas just moments before. Jimmy tightened his hold on Cas when he felt him stiffen against Jimmy's side.
So the guy was just a horn dog all around then.
Jimmy glared and he felt accomplished when that smile faltered and Cas leaned more into his side than before. Dean wasn't getting into either of the Novak's pants that easily. Or ever.
Jimmy pressed kiss to Cas' temple and headed back to his office, pleased that he'd managed to pee in a metaphorical circle around his brother at least.
Jimmy watched as Dean purchased one of their apple pies and nearly broke his pen in two when the bastard made his brother blush. Again.
Later that night, after closing, Jimmy fucked Cas deep and slow. He felt oddly triumphant and his usual possessive streak was out in full force as Cas gasped, "I'm yours, just yours, always yours," over and over as he rocked on his hands and knees with the force of Jimmy's thrusts.
Try as he might, this was something Dean Winchester would never have. Not as long as Jimmy was around to say something about it.
Jimmy and Cas had moved away from home as soon as they could. They didn't go too far, they still loved their parents and their friends, but they'd wanted a place where they could start fresh. Where no one knew them, where everyone just accepted them as that "touchy feely" without doubt or suspicion.
No one knew their past, no one questioned why they lived together or why they never dated and why they were always touching so much.
Here they lived in the two bedroom apartment above the bakery. No one knew they slept in only one of the rooms while the other was their office. Behind closed doors and lowered blinds they were allowed to act like an actual couple. They kissed and groped and fucked and no one was there to judge them about it and they were happy.
Sometimes Jimmy felt bad that Cas would never get to experience dating like Jimmy had. Would never be able to kiss in public or call Jimmy his boyfriend. They held hands sometimes, would sneak quick, chaste kisses in dark corners while no one was looking.
Only they knew though, that when Jimmy slapped Cas on the ass it was a promise for more later and not a joke. Only they knew that when Cas' head tilted and he got that gleam in his eyes he was thinking about all the things he'd like to do to Jimmy later that night.
Jimmy worried sometimes that Cas would leave him in order to discover what real relationships felt like. Just like Cas worried sometimes that Jimmy would decide that what they were doing was wrong and he'd leave Cas behind and never speak to him again.
Those moments were rare though because they both knew that they would only ever really need each other.
They were happy.
They had everything they needed.
"I still can't tell which one of you is which," Jimmy startled out of his contemplation of apples, Cas wanted apples for the pie he was making, Jimmy just couldn't remember which ones Castiel preferred. This was why Jimmy hardly ever did the food shopping alone.
He glared over at Dean, who had appeared beside him and resisted the urge to point out that only idiots couldn't tell the difference between Jimmy and Castiel.
They may have been identical but there were differences. Cas' eyes were bluer, his hair messier and voice deeper. While Jimmy usually wore jeans and t-shirts Cas would either wear slacks and t-shirts or jeans and button downs. Cas also had a scar on his thumb from when he'd been learning how to make sushi and had nearly sliced his finger off with the ultra-sharp knife.
Jimmy had a scar on his temple from when he'd really managed to piss Cas off and his twin had hit him with a frying pan. The make-up sex had been worth that one though.
"You get used to it." Jimmy said instead.
"Right." Jimmy went back to his contemplation of apples, trying his best to ignore Dean.
Dean and Sam, they'd been in town for about a month now and Dean had pretty much become one of their best customers at the bakery. Jimmy couldn't hate him for that, but he could hate how Dean was always making eyes at Cas or flirting with him, no matter how obviously Cas turned him down.
Jimmy liked Sam though, the kid was nice and Cas was contemplating hiring him on as an extra hand since Sam needed a job through the summer before his college courses started.
Jimmy could get behind that one, Dean though, he could not get behind. He hated Dean, Dean sensed this but never asked why or questioned it, just wisely left Jimmy alone.
Jimmy's phone buzzed and he pulled it from his pocket, unable to restrain the grin that broke out across his face when he saw it was a text from Cas reminding him what kind of apples he wanted. Only Cas knew that Jimmy forgot that kind of thing and only Cas would remember to remind him.
"You and your brother are awfully close." Dean commented when Jimmy slipped his phone back into his pocket.
"We're twins, of course we are." Jimmy went about selecting Cas' apples, careful with them so they wouldn't bruise since only Jimmy knew how much Cas hated bruised apples.
"I just mean you seem closer than most."
Jimmy rolled his eyes and put his bag of apples in the cart and snapped out, "Not all of us are as emotionally stunted as you are Winchester."
As he walked away he couldn't help himself as another grin spread across his face at the shocked look Dean was left behind with.
Later that night Jimmy wrapped around Castiel from behind, arm going over his twin's waist, hand resting heavy on Cas' stomach while Castiel used Jimmy's other arm as a pillow. They were both content to be as they were, too fucked out and sated to care that it was too hot in the room to be as close as they were.
Jimmy's thumb absently stroked the soft skin of Cas' lower belly, Cas hummed his appreciation as his eyes slipped closed. Jimmy pressed a kiss to the back of his twin's neck and whispered, "You ever think about what we're doing? Ever think that it's wrong?"
He felt Cas shift a little, head turning to look at Jimmy over his bare shoulder, brows furrowed. Jimmy knew that look, knew Cas was wondering if this was it. If this was that moment where Jimmy decided he couldn't do this anymore, that it was wrong and he would leave his twin behind.
Jimmy tightened his hold around Cas' waist, "I'm not going to leave you Cas. I'm just curious."
Cas relaxed against him again and muttered, "Sometimes. I find it hard to care though. If I were with anyone else, they wouldn't understand me like you do. I would be…lonely."
Jimmy hummed in agreement. No one would be able to understand Jimmy as well as Castiel did. No one would be able to fill up those empty spaces inside of him as well, no one would ever make him feel as complete as Cas did. There was no way he would ever be able to leave Cas, leave this.
Jimmy chuckled suddenly, burying his face against the curve of Cas' shoulder, "God, mom would freak if she ever found out."
Cas snorted and pressed his ass back against Jimmy, wiggling his hips a little, signaling he was ready for more again, which Jimmy was all for.
"Good thing we moved away then isn't it?" Castiel murmured as they rolled, coming together again like puzzle pieces.