Chapter 2 Oops

John's POV

"Lets do some shots" I said as me and Randy collapsed down on the couch. There wasn't much on so we decided to just sit and talk while getting shit faced. It seemed like a good idea.

"I doubt you could keep up with me Cena" Randy chuckled pulling open some of the shots and lining them up.

"We'll see about that Orton"

The shots were downed, the liquid burning my throat, we shot about four more in a row and the alcohol began to take effect almost instantly.

"I never said this before but I'm sorry for your loss" I slurred to him after the fifth shot.

"Thanks" Randy said quietly "But lets not mourn anymore, she's gone and thats that"

"You know what we should do Rand"

"Whats that John?" He flopped back beside me the alcohol had officially overtaken us and we were now its slaves. The bonus was I could no longer feel worry, I just lived for this moment.

"We should give a toast to Shawn Michales"

Randy laughed "Why are we toasting him?"

"Because he made some awesome girls, ain't no girl like a Michales girl"

Randy clapped his hand like a child "Your right! To Shawn!"

"To Shawn!" We clinked our shot glasses before taking more booze. "He really did make some good girls well except Iziah"

"Yeah we won't toast her, shes mean" Randy made a face "I still can't believe that she's Raven's twin"

"And I thought good things come in pairs"

"Not when it comes to those two, Raven was one of a kind"

"To Raven!"

"And her smexy body!"

We both laughed as he stood up drunkely "We need more booze Cena, your not pretty enough yet"

"Pretty enough for what?"

"I don't know but your not there yet" Randy hollered from the kitchen. At last he came back with more alcohol.

"Here darling drink more of that" Randy handed me a bottle of bourbon, it was a big bottle not one of those small ones. "And I'll have this one" He showed me another big bottle. He really needed to forget Raven. Soon we were guzzling down bourbon until our teeth were numb and the room itself was something to laugh at. We just sat there talking about everything and anything, soon it turned to sex which didn't surprise me one bit.

"Whats it like?"

"Whats what like Randy?"

"Sex with Jamie, that must be fun"

I cracked up laughing, sex with Jamie was more than fun. "Its more than fun Randy, alot more than fun"

"Does she even know what shes doing?"

"She has no clue, she makes it up as she goes along and thats what makes it so good"

Randy let out a burp before going on with his point "Its a pity you couldn't have sex with Raven, she knew what was she doing. So much that it drove me crazy just thinking about it"

"That made no sense dude"

"I know" Randy cracked up laughing "We should stop talking about sex"

"Why?"

He pointed at my jeans where a small tent had began to form, blushing I tried to hide it "Shut up"

"Don't hide it you can't help it" Randy gave me a small smile as he actually began to run his hands over it. The goosebumps that appeared on my arms was new to me, I never knew his touch could be so good.

"Randy" I let out deep sigh, the feelings sweeping through me were all foreign, I always thought it was only Jamie that could errupt feelings like these.

"I'm sorry" Randy withdrew his hand and my body missed it already.

We didn't say anything for a few minutes that line he crossed got to me. I wasn't sure what I wanted right now but my body wanted Randy's hands.

"Rand?"

"Yes?"

I didn't say anything but he answered me anyway which made me think maybe I did say something after all.

"I don't know why John" He gave a heavy sigh, his eyes not meeting mine. Softly I touched his face, my palm resting on his cheek. Pulling him forward I touched my lips to his in a sweet heaven breaking kiss. Randy didn't know what to do at first but soon his tongue swept across my lips. Eagerly I pried my lips apart and let the foreign visitor in. A deep groan filled the air and I realised it had come from me, I don't know why but I wanted more of his touch.

"Rand" His name rolled off my tongue easily "What are we doing?"

He said something that I didn't understand but it sounded like a good idea through all the alcohol. "Lets do it then"

Randy chuckled pulling me forward he kissed me again, his embrace warm like a beating heart. Pushing forward slightly I forced Randy onto his back until my body covered his. He let out a deep groan as I ground my body into his, all the pleasure points hit in one swoop.

"John"

My name had never sounded so good, it gave me a goal now. I had to hear it again until it lost all meaning. Wanting to take this further I pulled his t-shirt up, that delicious mid section on display for my eyes only. Kissing down his jaw line I travelled my lips down his throat until I hit his nipples. He let out that deep groan again. Running my tongue over his left nipple it hardened under my soft touch. His hips rocketed upwards pulling out deep groans from both of us. I kissed my way up to his mouth again needing to feel his tongue again. Now it was his turn to force me onto my back, his mouth not leaving mine for a moment. I needed to feel him, every inch of him. Wondering my hands down his mid section I found that hard shaft.

"John" Randy groaned into my mouth as I stroked him. I had no clue what I was doing but I made it up as I went along. Whatever I did Randy seemed to enjoy and craved more. He kissed down my throat his hands pulling my shirt up. It landed on the floor in a careless heap. Randy's tongue explored its way down to my navel, the sexual tension mounting with each move he made. With a little bit of help he pried my jeans off.

"God your pretty Cena"

I couldn't help but giggle as he kissed my navel again. Randy kissed lower and lower until his lips were at the tip of me. I wasn't sure how much more I could take. Slipping the head between his lips he took me into his mouth, his forehead knocking against my belly.

"Oh God Rand" My toes kept curling and un curling at the skill of his lips. "Randy need you in me" That desire burnt hotter and there was no way it could be stopped, I needed this badly before I went insane with craving. Randy pulled off me and looked into my glassed over eyes.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes" I hadn't been so sure of anything in my entire life. I needed him inside me as far as he could go. Grabbing some lube he puckered up my virginal hole, just feeling his fingers made me crave him. He lined himself up with my hole and pushed inside slowly allowing me time to breathe and relax. I was being ripped apart at the foreign visitor but somewhere through the pain was the most intense pleasure that I had ever felt.

"So tight John, so good" Randy purred as he moved within me. The intense pleasure kept coming in waves, reaching between our bodies I stroked myself in time to his rhythm.

"Randy!" I went all rigid as I exploded all over myself and him, new warmth spread throughout my core and the only thing I could think of was the passion we had just shared.

Bright sunshine poured over the lounge lighting everything up. I stirred first a bolt of pain blasting through my skull. Groaning I moved the heavy weight off my torso. I blinked a few times wondering if the image before me was real. Randy was naked and lying on top of me. Looking down I saw I was naked too. Getting up slowly I made it to the bathroom, last night pounding in my head. Before I could stop it the vomit flew out of me, luckily I was over the toilet. Last night kept replaying and I kept vomiting, last night wasn't real and it didn't happen.

"John?"

Just hearing his voice made me throw up again. I just kept thinking about what I did to Jamie not only did I have an affair I had an affair with another man.

"John are you alright?" Randy asked softly coming up behind me. His touch just as gentle as last night.

I didn't say anything as the vomit finally stopped.

"John about last night"

"I don't wanna talk about it Randy"

He gave an almighty sigh "We have to talk about it eventually"

"No" I finally looked at him "We have to bury it deep down so it can never bother us again"

He grabbed my arm and made me look into his deep blue eyes "Ok but for what its worth I'm sorry"

I shook outta his grip and went past him to my clothes, I was so confused and guilty I had no idea which emotion was stronger at this point.

"I gotta go Randy"

"Have a safe trip home"

His words were tight and somewhat mechanical, he was feeling the same way as me at the crossed line of last night.

I made it home in record time in desperate need of a shower and clean images. When I got in I checked on Jadyn who was soundly sleeping in his cot. I just looked at my baby boy for a moment, he was the light of my life. Leaving him I checked in on Jamie, she too was sleeping soundly, curled up in our bed her features relaxed as sweet dreams took her. Just looking at my wife everything became clear, I loved Jamie with all my heart and last night with Randy was merely a drunken mistake, one that could never happen again because I couldn't handle it if I lost Jamie or my son.