Chapter 6 Its become too much

John's POV

Letting out a deep sigh I flopped down on my hotel bed. Another night done and dusted, sadly I had to work with that idiot Alberto Del Homo, I mean Rio. Although I could relish in the fact that he was now sporting a great black eye. To be fair, I had warned him against saying shit about my wife but no he just had to make his perverted comments so I punched him. I wasn't going to stop but Randy decided that I should, feeling his arms wrapped around me made me stumble and for a moment I forgot about everything. Confusing even more because up until I slept with Randy it was only Jamie that could do that to me. At least I could be alone tonight, tonight I could just go to sleep and pretend that nothing was on my mind. I could pretend that I wasn't harboring same sex tendencies towards my best friend, I could pretend that I wasn't hardcore craving his touch. I got off the bed and got ready for sleep, another sick thought entered my head, maybe I could have both. I knew that there was no way in hell I could have both Jamie and Randy, eventually I would have to make a choice. Hopefully if I just stayed away from Randy long enough the desire to touch him all over would just go away. The door opened just as I had snuggled down in the blankets.

"Cena? Are you sleeping?"

I wasn't going to answer but as always my mouth betrayed me "What do you want Randy?"

"Thank God your still awake" He flipped on a switch, the bright light hurting my eyes "My room has been taken over so I thought I'd share with you"

"Oh did you now"

He looked at me in confusion "Why you so hostile?"

Because I don't know if I can share a bed with you without getting hard. "I was trying to sleep"

"Sor-ry" Randy flipped the light off. I thought he was going to leave instead he shuffled around for what seemed like hours. At last he got into the bed beside me. I could feel his body heat against my bare back and it instantly went to my boxers. Now I just had to remember not to roll over. A soft hand glided across my shoulders "Are you ok John? You seem to be really angry at nothing"

I wasn't angry, I was confused and frustrated. Ok and maybe a little angry. His hand felt so good, so soft and loving. I kept the pleasured sigh to myself. Barely.

"I'm fine" I breathed out closing my eyes in delight.

Soft kisses floated over my neck and shoulders, that soft groan escaped my lips before I could stop it. "Randy what are you doing?"

He pushed his body further into mine, that hard shaft pressing into my lower back.

"Does it feel good?" He breathed in my air. Fear lept into my system, fear that I could no longer control all these crazy feelings. I couldn't answer and he kept kissing my neck. "Does it feel good Johnny?"

"Yes" I breathed "Oh God yes"

I could feel that Viper smile come out, he knew he had broken me but I didn't care, I just wanted more of his touch. He rolled me over and I was pinned under his weight. We just looked at each other, icy blue hitting sky blue. His hand cupped my face as he embraced me again, his lips so warm and juicy. Like I was on auto, I reached for his skin. The muscles on his ripped arms contracted under my touch, it only encouraged me to go further. I know, I'm a happily married man who is straight but right now with Randy felt so right it couldn't be wrong. His tongue swept into my mouth like a skilled serpant looking for its victim. I groaned again as he moved ontop of me. The clothed hardness rubbing and grinding. He reached between us, his hand wrapping around me. I let out the loudest groan when his thumb rubbed that special spot, this was killing me, I wanted, no I needed more of him. Snapping into dominant mode I flipped until he was pinned beneath me. Waiting for my next move he gazed upon me intently. I sure as hell hoped he didn't want to stop because I knew for a damn fact that I wasn't going to stop. I was so horny that sex with Randy was going to happen, one way or another. Lightly I kissed his jawline, taking in that perfect form. Strange pride floated into my system when he moaned, it was special that I could make the Viper into nervous jelly. I kept kissing down that strong chisled body. I licked and kissed my way down to the hem of his boxers, I didn't fail to notice they were black. As I worshipped him with my tongue I made a few mental notes, it was hard not too.

"John" He got out, almost desperate. "Take them off, need you to suck me."

Kissing the cloth, he let out that moan again. "Need or want Randy?"

He just let out another strangled gasp as I groped him through the silky material. "Need or want Rand?"

"Both!" He bucked his hips trying to get more.

"Easy Rand" I chuckled pulling those annoying restraints down. Doing this drunk was alot different than doing it sober, being drunk I threw caution to the wind but now I knew what I was doing it was definately alot harder to comprehend. Still that burning desire stayed with me and it wouldn't vanish until I had squashed it. The moment I stuck him between my eager lips, Randy shuddered, shuddered in the utmost pleasure, pleasure I never knew exsisted inside him. Those large paws caressing my skull, just like I did to Jamie when she sucked me off. Now I knew what she felt, hopefully she enjoyed the touch as much as I did right now. I popped off before he could cum, he wasn't to cum until I had been buried deep inside him. Softly I trailed my hands up those arms until they were forced above him and our eyes moulded once more.

"I want you to ride me Rand"

"Want or need?" He smirked up at me, he groaned again as I ground my hips into him.

"Both. Now ride me" I demanded. For a split second shock resounded in those eyes. He was definately the more demanding of us two so for me to command was un-ordinary but somewhere inside him he liked it because in the blink of an eye I was forced onto my back and he was straddled over my hips.

"Lube?" Randy questioned, knowing him he had something to use, he always did.

"You got some?"

That smirk hit me again "Always" He lent over and grabbed some, I don't know and I don't care where it came from. In about thirty seconds I was going to hit the promised land. Generous amounts of liquid hit me, easing gently Randy slid me inside him. It felt so good, so tight and warm.

"Feels so good" I breathed again, to be honest it didn't seem any different to fucking Jamie. Both of them were tight and warm.

"Feels weird" Randy looked at me, slowly he started to move "Good weird, need more Johnny"

"Harder and faster" We said at the same time. Slow and gentle turned to hard, rough and fast. Pleasure points lighting up my core, hands clawing at skin, trying to hold on for dear life. Randy let out a growl, that body sinking down on me repeatedly. Wrapping a hand around his cock I stroked in time to him. I just let go of everything.

"John!" Randy shouted out "Fuck John!"

"Can't last Rand! Too good to stop!" I rasped out, sweat and enjoyment clouded me now.

"Don't hold on Johnny, let go!"

My body gave one last earth shattering shudder emptying myself inside that tight hole, new warmth spurted my torso. Watching me intently I flicked a finger across the head, the last ounce of him leaking onto my fingers. Without even thinking I put it to my lips,

"Fuck you taste good Rand"

"You too Cena" Randy lent down and kissed me softly as I slipped from within him. Before settling down we cleaned up. The most shocking thing of the night? Randy cuddled up to me, his arms draped like a tattooed blanket around me.

"So does this make you gay or straight or confused or what?" I asked in the darkness, I had to know the answers to all those burning questions. I shouldn't ask things because as always there are just some answers you don't wanna hear but still I had to know.

"Bi-sexual" Randy admitted quietly. Deep in that husky voice I heard relief, relief that I finally knew.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"You never asked or figured it out" Randy shrugged.

I rolled over and asked the one question that could possibly turn him venomous. "Did Raven know?"

Instead of punching me for mentioning her name he gave a sad smile "Yeah she knew, we had more in common than anyone realised"

I just looked at him confused making him smile again, his soft hand caressing my face. "She was bi-sexual too. We would secretly eye up guys in the locker room"

I had to laugh because I could actually see them doing that. His lips touched my forehead "But I was warned with bodily harm if I ever acted on what only she saw" He gave a sigh "John do you think that maybe, just maybe, that you could possibly be in love with me?"

I just looked at him, I knew there was a reason I didn't like the idea of him being with Raven. According to Jamie, when you hung out with Raven for long periods of time you get super smart. Now my best friend had seen right through my soul and into my heart.

"Randy, I'm married"

He pressed his lips to my forehead again "Its ok John. Believe me, I know what your feeling right now"

"Do you?"

"I've been in love with you from the moment I saw you. I never once acted on it because your straight and just when I thought I could love no one like I did you, I met Raven and I fell in love with her. Just like you are now I was torn between the man I love and the woman I love, luckily she knew and it was made easier to put those feelings away when I saw how much you loved Jam. Besides I was happy with Raven. Then she got sick and died. When she did, you were there for me and the love returned."

I kissed those plump lips with passion and fire that I thought only exsisted with Jamie. He was right, I was still in love with Jamie, I always would be but I loved him too.

"Randy I love you but" "But we can't do this because your married"

"I was going to say Jamie can never ever know about us"

"Us?" He questioned hopefully.

"I want you but please remember that I love her too, I want both of you"

"I'll take that" Randy gave me a smirk before settling down again. Feeling him pressed against me was one of the most wonderful pleasure I had ever known. Obviously this wasn't my best idea because the shit was gonna hit the fan when Jamie found out but I loved them both. I know I did.