Chapter 11 Broken Promises

John's POV

I could do nothing but pace in hopes that somehow it would bring Jamie home. I had never seen her so upset and angry and that girl had a lot to be angry at. I closed my eyes again willing the heart break to stay inside. I knew this would happen but still I had to test fate, if I could change it now I would but of course I hadn't developed that super power yet.

"Jam please come home. Please"

"I am home"

I turned and there she was, her face all puffy and red. I hated it when she cried, hated it more that it was me that had done it.

"Jam I am so sorry" I pleaded trying to take her in my arms, but she wasn't having it.

"Don't you dare touch me you ground hog" Jamie snapped, "You broke your promise"

"I know Jamie, believe me I am so sorry."

"Oh I bet you are" Jamie spat acidly, I had never known her to be so cruel, it was me that had unleashed that in her. My sweet caring Jamie was finally on the Iziah side of things. Izzy must be so fucking happy right now. Jamie suddenly stomped her foot angrily "Why is everyone breaking their promises to me? Storm promised me she'd take me shopping and she didn't, Harm promised me she'd get me that song and she hasn't, Raven promised me she'd be around forever and she's dead and you, you promised me that if you ever got Centon action, you'd let me watch"

I just looked at her, I was not expecting that, I was expecting her to be mad that I had cheated on her, with a man. Jamie was more mad that I didn't let her watch.

"Jamie do you not understand that I had an affair?"

If looks could kill I'd be dead already and Iziah would be tap dancing on my grave. "Yes I understand that and I don't care. Believe you me if it was any other woman I'd be pissed as hell, but since it was Randy I can overlook it but I'm not overlooking the fact that you said I could watch. You promised me John, you know how much that means to me and you just broke it like things you break" Jamie let more tears fall from her face as she started to go upstairs. More confused than ever I followed her up, hoping that somehow I could make her stay. She went straight to our room and grabbed a suitcase, her stuff being tossed haphazardly into it.

"Jamie please don't go!"

She wrenched out of my touch, "I refuse to stay with a man that breaks his promises, I refuse to stay with a man who gets hot centon action and can't even let his wife watch."

"Jamie I never meant it to end this way"

"Well it has, now pass me that book, the one that looks like your head"

"Jamie" It was all I could say as my heart broke into a million peices, "Please we can work this out Jamie"

"No. We can't" She gave me a sad look as she bolted up her suitcase, "So I'll just take my retarded self to my retarded sister's and live my retarded life and have a retarded ol' time"

I shook my head in angry confusion "Ok what the hell?"

She looked at me evenly "Oh come on! The reason you kept this from me is because you have a problem with my brain"

"No I don't!" "Yes you do!"

"No!"

"Yes!"

"I love him!" I yelled out making her stop again, her eyes bulging.

"What the hell did you just say?"

"I love him Jamie but I love you too"

She just shook her head "Well I don't love you anymore John"

"Please don't say that Jamie"

"My love for you went out the window the moment I realised that you wouldn't let me watch hot Centon action"

With that she grabbed her case and our son and was out the door. I now had no heart because Jamie had taken it when she walked out the door.