Chapter 14 First contact

John's POV

One month. One month since my wife had found out my secret and left me. The worst part was I was meant to be playing injured so I was at home the entire time, going insane. I found myself thinking that only if I didn't love Jamie then this would be easier, I wouldn't be nursing a broken heart and feeling like I had lost half of myself. I knew it all along, I needed Jamie and she needed me. As much as I tried to stop it but I needed Randy too. Hence why I was going insane. The phone jumbled my thoughts, thinking it was Rand, I didn't get too excited. "Hey Rand"

"I wish I was shiny but sadly the oil has gone"

My heart flew into my throat, her voice so good to hear. "Jamie!"

"Thats me"

Usually she would giggle but her voice was all serious and even the over excited sentences had lost their lustre. "John I think we should talk, if you want too. If you don't then thats ok too" She started to babble about all sorts of weird shit meaning she was nervous. "Man you would think this would get easier over time"

"Jamie I do wanna talk to you, its all I've ever wanted"

"Well I'll drop Jadyn at Dad's and I'll see you soon I guess. Can you make me a hot drink? You know how I like my coffee"

When I hung up I couldn't help but smile, hopefully things are looking up. I know I shouldn't be so hopeful but Jamie was agreeing to talk to me and that was a start. The phone rung again, I was so happy I didn't even care if it was Iziah ringing to threaten me.

"Hello?"

"Hey John-boy, how you be?" Iziah said pleasantly, since this shit had happened Iziah had been nice, yeah I was a little creeped out.

"I'm good, Jamie is on her way to talk to me, I guess your hopes of us getting divorced are on edge"

Iziah sent through laughter that made me shiver in fear and that feeling of WTF "You should be thanking me John-boy"

"And why would I do that?"

"Bcause if it wasn't for me pushing the subject every six seconds Jamie wouldn't even be going to talk to you"

"You told her to talk to me? But you hate me"

"Of course I hate you, I hate you more than Jamie hates groundhogs but she loves you, I know that deep down so in order for her to be happy you have to fix your marriage and if you don't fix your marriage I'll be coming over there with Mr Blasty"

"Are you stoned?"

Iziah laughed again "What kind of stupid question is that?"

Finally I got away from Iziah and her stoned infuelled threats, I gave the house a quick clean up so Jamie didn't have another reason to be annoyed and hurt. I was just pouring her coffee when she came in. "Sorry I wasn't sure if I had to knock or what"

"Its your home Jamie, you don't have to knock"

Jamie didn't say anything, she just took a seat at the kitchen table. I bought her drink over and sat with her. She looked at me as though she didn't know what to say, thats a first.

"So how have you been?" Jamie asked purely to break the silence. I think even she knew how I was feeling.

"Heart broken without you" I touched her hand gently "I miss you as much as you miss Raven"

"I miss you too John"

We just looked at eachother, at least I knew that she missed me so hopefully that meant she still loved me. Even if it was just a little bit.

"Jamie I still love you"

"I love you too but you broke your promise John, thats not something you can just sweep over like a rug or the government. You really hurt me"

"I know and I'm sorry Jamie, you have no idea how sorry"

"Well I guess this is the end," Jamie looked at me sadly "So you know I really liked being your wife, I was so proud"

"Jamie you still can be my wife, I don't want you not to be my wife"

She looked at me confused for a moment, then she got what I said. That bright bubbly smile came out and it set my heart a flame. It always would.

"But I can't be John, see there is something I have to tell you. When I left you that night I went over to Punks and we wound up kissing"

"What!" The anger hit me like a thunderbolt, that asshole took advantage of my wife's upset confusion. "How could you!"

"He kissed me not the other way around" Jamie said sadly pushing her cup away. "Thats why I can't be your wife anymore"

"Because you love him now" I bit out evily, I could not believe this. This is why Iziah was being so nice because she knew that Jamie would never be mine again. Jamie got up sadly "Storm will send over some papers for you, I've just gotta wait 'til you've signed it." Jamie gave me a soft kiss on the cheek, tears flowing down her face again. "I've only ever loved you from day one"

As soon as she was again the objects began to fly, anger flew at me. Angry that Punk now had my wife, angry that I was now without her and angry because I knew how to fix it but now I had missed my chance. Through my anger I decided that it was now time to die, so I picked up the phone and dialled Iziah.

"Hey so when is Jamie getting her ass outta my house and back to you?" She answered cheerfully.

"Iziah she isn't coming home, she's with that douche Punk now" Suddenly all the anger flew out and before I would even finish Iziah would be on my doorstep with her gun. I could only hope she was quick about it. "Well you must be happy you bitch, Jamie is finally away from me and in the arms of someone else, you know you really are a backstabbing bitch, I cannot believe that I actually thought you were decent but no your just scum like the rest of them. Well as always Iziah you get your own way, congratu-fucking-lations, I hope you burn in hell when you go."

"Have you finished?" Iziah asked bored. That just pissed me off more.

"I haven't even started" I growled down the phone.

"Jamie isn't with Punk you douche, no one is ever gonna be with Punk again unless they like necrophillia" She giggled at her own statement before going on with her so called point. "Jamie only wants you, you idiot. Its killing her being away from you but you broke a promise and now you have to make it up to her"

"How can I do that with you whispering crap about me to her"

"Hey! The only things I've said about you since she's been here are nice things, like you loving her and you caring about her and how you gave her a fucking kidney just so she could live. How you've endured being related to me all this time because you love her so much." Iziah took a breath "Listen to me you big mouthed, big eared, square headed freakshow, you have twenty-four hours to fix your marriage or I'll be coming over there. And to proove that I'm not kidding, you now have twelve hours" She hung up on me and strangely I got a new feeling inside me. Hope. Maybe I hadn't lost my wife. I just needed one thing, Randy.