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Chapter 17

XXX – I'll Show You Mine - XXX

It was finally Saturday.

Which meant D-Day for Edward and me.

Hopefully.

After his confessions, I had to admit it was hard to keep my hands to myself. No amount of self love could have quelled the need I had for him. I could feel lust roll off of him in waves, the electricity between us so thick that the simplest touch set my body aflame.

We had gone to bed and spooned where I made sure to press my ass against his hard-on for good measure.

If I was going through this sorted kind of torture, so was he.

Being with him in the simplest way was blissful. Sex sometimes got in the way of true love. Where as in our case, it would only increase what we had.

That being said; I wanted it. Badly. Broke my new toy within two days of getting it shipped priority.

My girlie bits begged and pleaded with the purple toy but to no avail. It simply died.

The motor might have over-heated, I think. Maybe from all the abuse, but come on, that's its sole purpose, right?

I threw this one out – it didn't deserve a proper funeral.

I went to the spa Saturday morning and got the girlie bits primped and trimmed. Figured a cute haircut might be in order since there was the definite possibility that someone else's hands or face would be in close contact with them.

We opted for a little triangle shaped patch. It was as close to an arrow as I could get.

Now, if I could get a tattoo that said "You must be at least six inches to get in" I'd be all set.

Okay, maybe not . But the pretty triangle made my pussy all pretty. Alice would have been proud. Not that I would ever tell her about this shit. She had been trying to drag me to that spa forever but I kept saying no 'cause I was afraid that my Esthetician would let the cat out of the bag to Alice that he knew me. Well, he didn't know me per se but he sure as hell knew my vag or how to rip the hair off of it.

Anyways, Edward had said he was picking me up at three because he had an entire afternoon and evening planned for us. Should I reiterate about how much I wanted it to end with the both of us writhing and panting against each other?

Didn't think so.

I made sure to wear some pretty lacy black underwear that I knew would make him lose whatever restraint he was holding on to. I then slipped on my red wrap dress and hoped to God he knew how to unwrap it.

Or at least get it up over my hips to plunge his fingers into my…

Focus.

Yeah, hard, I know.

You said hard.

I rolled my eyes at myself as I walked into the bathroom and applied some light make-up. I then debated about what to do with my hair and decided to apply some mousse into it and let it dry naturally into some nice free flowing curls.

I stared at the reflection of the woman looking back at me and couldn't help but wonder what it was that he saw in me that would make and Adonis like him look at me like that.

I had seen it in his eyes, the lust and want for me was palpable in his every movement. The slightest touch of his finger tips on my skin made me have to change my drenched underwear on more than one occasion.

My entire body craved him; just as his craved mine.

Except his bulge was more pronounced.

Thank God for that.

It was only two thirty and I was already wet just thinking about him.

It was going to be a long afternoon.

After wearing a hole in my foyer floor from all of the pacing, the doorbell rang at exactly three o'clock alerting me that he was finally here.

"Hey beautiful." His velvety voice greeted me as I opened the door.

I made eye contact and couldn't help the smile that formed on my lips. I then made mistake of looking at him, appraising the complete package that was Edward Cullen.

Holy mother fucking hell did he ever look good.

I couldn't help but stare at him, his features were enhanced by the nicely fitted light blue v-neck shirt that hugged his pecks and shoulders in just the right way.

I then made the mistake of looking down his athletic frame.

Cause I could see it.

The bulge.

"Ehmm, yeah, you look... wow, Bella. Just yeah... ehmm... wow." He stuttered bringing me out of the staring contest I had going with his crotch.

I swallowed a moan. "You look... wow too, Edward."

"Ready to go, beautiful?"

I smiled, "As ready as I'll ever be."

I put on some shiny black ballet flats, grabbed my purse and sweater and walked out of the door, making sure to lock it before turning to Edward.

I held his hand as we walked side by side all the way to his car. The heat radiating off of his body made my loins quiver. I'd never known that such things were actually possible until I'd met Edward, but judging from the deteriorating state of my underwear, I knew I was in trouble.

I could only hope for his survival.

'Cause I was going to take him and I wasn't going to be gentle about it.

But in the mean time, I needed to earn his trust.

And now you're talking like he's prey.

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Whatever makes you sleep at night.

Edward opened the car door for me but stepped back and quickly made his way to the driver's side before I could kiss him or fondle him. You'd think he was doing it on purpose.

He probably saw that crazed look in your eyes. Perve.

I swallowed a moan as the car filled with his scent when he sat down in the seat next to mine.

My brain might not survive being this close to this man without being able to touch him.

No, but your pussy will.

"Fuck."

I turned to him and met his gaze. His eyes were darker, lids heavy and his tongue which peeked out to lick his bottom lip seemed to be teasing my resolve; whatever little I had left.

"Did you say something?" I managed to breathe though the air in the car that seemed stifling and thick all around us.

"Bella, we need to go and be around other people right now." He growled through a labored breath.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Don't offer him road head.

Shut up.

"You're probably right."

"Say something to distract me. Please Bella, before I do something I'd regret."

"I doubt you would do anything regretful, baby."

"That is not the kind of thing I want you to say right now, Bella."

I smiled to myself, proud of the fact that I could have that effect on this beautiful man.

'Cause yeah, Edward was beautiful. Not just in looks but the whole package. He was somewhat a bit shy at times, even after talking dirty to me, which somehow made him sexier than if her were cocky while saying the same things.

I let my eyes rake over his body as he drove towards the pier on the other side of town. I knew what we would be doing and was happy he had made an effort to make this day good for us. Both of us were in desperate need of more but being mature adults kept us from just giving in to our needs.

For now.

I would have gladly spent the day in bed exploring various parts of each other's bodies and I'm pretty sure Edward wouldn't have minded in the least.

Soon.

And there goes the last shred of these underwear.

And they were pretty too.

Dammit.

"So, ehmm, I guess we're going for a walk?"

He chuckled, "There's a restaurant that I love near the pier, but before that, there is something I want to show you."

"That sounds nice. Are you gonna tell me what it is?"

"Nope. But I know you'll like it."

"And how do you know that?"

"Hmmm, because I know you, beautiful. I know what makes you tic. And I know you'll love this."

"Well, Dr. Cullen, show me the way."

"Bella, don't call me that right now."

I looked at his crotch and noticed the bulge straining against his zipper and let out a small whimper.

'No' to road head.

Right.

I cleared my throat, "Is that so? I'll just have to put that in the vault for future use."

He groaned, "Jesus Christ, Bella."

I giggled, "It's just Bella, sweetheart."

"Thank Christ we're finally here."

The car came to a stop; we then took a right towards the docks where the parking area was located. Edward parked the car near some stairs and pocketed his keys before taking my hand in his, bringing it to his lips and placing a soft kiss on my knuckles.

"Are you up for that little walk down the pier, beautiful?"

I stared at his face, noticing the shallow laugh lines around his eyes that crinkled when he smiled, "As long as it's not a marathon I think I'll manage."

"Let's go then."

Edward got out of the car and came around to my side to open the door for me. He then extended his hand for me to take it and helped me out of the car.

Such a gentleman.

Our hands immediately intertwined, palm to palm. So simple yet fitting was how our fingers just seemed to melt together as if on instinct.

I followed his lead as we walked side by side enjoying the cool autumn breeze near the water. There were a few families doing as we did, sightseeing and enjoying the beautiful weather.

Edward and I discussed our week and the small things that had happened at work. Our conversation flowed in spite of the unresolved sexual tension that seemed to loom over us. After the Tanya and fire alarm cock blocking debacle, we had just opted to take those things as signs that taking our relationship to another level would have to wait. Why temp fate, apparently, she had plans for us that included waiting for Saturday. The next two days had been busy for both of us which had meant that we had been speaking on the phone or Facebooking. Seeing him today, like this, was all I wanted. I didn't care about fancy dinners or expensive outings; all I wanted was Edward's presence.

And I had it.

So I couldn't have had a better date.

The fact that he had even thought of bringing me to my favorite spot overlooking the bay which had a breathtaking view all the way to Bainbridge Island, was beyond anything I could have dreamed of. Edward truly knew me. He knew how much I would enjoy watching the fall colors of the far away trees reflectively dancing over the bay. Nobody had ever paid so much attention to me before which made me feel doubly blessed to have Edward in my life.

"I love this." I murmured as I looked over the view. The day was clear and as opposed to every other day in Seattle, today seemed to be one of those rare cloudless ones.

Edward wrapped his arms around me from behind and perched his chin over my shoulder. I could feel his breath tickling my cheek every time he exhaled. "I love you, Bella."

I smiled and turned my head to the side, giving him a chaste kiss on the cheek. The need for each other was still very apparent since every movement we made seemed to be in sync with each other. Like magnets; whenever Edward moved I moved. Whether it was conscious or not, I didn't know or did I care.

It just served to prove another point in the whole 'were has he been all my life' debacle.

We stood there for a while, him behind me, my back to his chest as we watched the waves ripple over the water. We spoke little, just enjoying the company and the surroundings. There were people and families with small children walking around, also enjoying the beautiful fall day.

"Do you want children?" Edward asked out of the blue as we watched a small boy walking hand in hand with his obviously pregnant mother. They seemed to be having a conversation pertaining to the change of color in the trees and how the baby would come when all of the leaves would be on the ground. It was a sweet exchange that made me smile.

"I do, actually." I answered with a simple smile. The mother and child met up with a man who I could only assume was the boy's father. The man quickly scooped up the small boy and tickled his side before kissing his cheek and pulling the woman to his side with his other arm and kissing her cheek as well. The whole exchange probably lasted a mere five minutes but seeing sent shivers up and down my spine.

"I've always wanted a son. Aw heck, a daughter too. I'd have a dozen if they were as sweet as you, Bella." I felt his mouth turn into a smile.

I smiled, "That was almost as sweet as it was cheesy, Edward." I pulled myself away from his embrace to face him, "I'll have a dozen babies with you if they're all blessed with your pretty lashes and green eyes."

"Oh, you think I have pretty lashes?"

"Yup, Edward Cullen, you have pretty lashes and pretty green eyes. Oh, and let's not forget the soft, pretty pink lips." I teased as I pressed my hand to the side of his face.

Edward looked me in the eyes with a sly smile gracing his lips, "And you, Miss Swan, have the deepest brown eyes I've ever seen. I could get lost in your soul just by looking into them."

Gah, I think I died.

I thought he was going to tease me as I had done him, but no, he went and made me want him even more. As if I didn't already want him enough. As if I wasn't suffering enough.

"What time are the reservations?"

"We should go there now."

I nodded earnestly, "Yes we should."

Edward leaned down and captured my lips with his, suckling on the top one as I did with his bottom one. It was a sensual kiss, but not overtly sloppy given where we were standing.

Edward broke the kiss, making me whimper 'cause I wanted more, so much more. But if his kissing skills were any indication as to his other skills, we were in for a long evening.

He leaned down and placed a few chaste kisses on my lips before taking my hand into his, twinning our fingers together and leading me towards the lineup of buildings not far from where we had parked.

We ended up eating at this cute little bistro that served the best Italian food I had ever had. It wasn't anything fancy, but the food was to die for. We ate quietly; nerves seemed to make their appearance as the evening progressed. We both knew what we wanted and needed, it was just a matter of time.

Edward paid the bill and led me to the car, opened the passenger door for me and ran over to the driver's side. I wasn't sure I could ever get used to being treated in such a nice way. Seriously, nobody had ever done such a simple thing for me. Ever.

"Ehmm, yeah, so you do you... ehmm, shit. Bella, do you want to come over to my house."

I took a deep breath, "Yes." Whether it came out as a whimper or a moan, I'm not sure.

"Fuck."

"Yes."

Shit. I said that out loud. I felt the telltale blush heating and spreading over my body.

"Just so you know. I've changed some things since, ehmm, since she left." Edward cleared his throat nervously and added, "Got a new bed too."

Oh God. Oh my God. Holy fucking hell, this was happening.

"Good to know." I added coolly.

We turned into a long and narrow driveway. I could see lights up ahead and a huge, beautifully landscaped front yard with colorful mature trees spread out all over the property. The house itself seemed to be older, but very well maintained.

"It was my grandfather's house." Edward explained as he parked the car in front of the beautifully detailed wood garage door.

"It's beautiful."

Edward chuckled beside me. "Not as beautiful as you, sweetheart."

I stifled a giggle.

"I know, I have to stop with the cheesy lines."

"Please, don't." I turned to him and smiled, "I love the cheesiness. I love the fact that you can tell me these things and I don't want you to stop. I love you Edward."

"Bella, I know why we're here, hell; I've wanted this for longer than I can even tell you but we don't have to do anything you don't want to."

I smiled and nodded in understanding, "How about we take it as it comes."

Fuck, I said comes.

I closed my eyes letting my smile grow, not even able to suppress it. Or the giggle that followed.

Smooth, Swan.

Edward chuckled, "Alrighty then."

Edward opened the car door for me and led me to the house where he unlocked and opened the door, letting me walk in first and closing and locking the door behind us.

The inside of the house was cozy and very well decorated. There was a large staircase leading to the second floor in front of the foyer.

To the right was a large formal living room that had a fireplace and included an area at the far end with a beautiful grand piano. I knew Edward played and made a mental note to ask him to play for me.

To the left was a hallway and I could see the makings of a huge kitchen at the end of it.

"Can I take your sweater?" I was so busy looking everywhere; I hadn't noticed that Edward was standing next to me and that he had taken off his jacket. I had also forgotten that I was even wearing a sweater since I had only put it on when we had gotten by the water.

"Yeah, here." I handed him my sweater and took off my shoes, placing them neatly by Edward's. "You have a very beautiful home."

"Thanks. It's all my mom's doing. She's an Interior Designer. She helped me get rid of anything that reminded me of my marriage. Thankfully, Tanya had always hated this house so she didn't put up a fight when I said I wanted to keep it."

"Well, she obviously has no taste." I stepped towards Edward, stalking him, smirk firmly in place, "If she did, she would have kept you all to herself." I continued and put my hands on his chest as Edward put his hands on my hips.

"But then I would be miserable without you, Isabella." Edward's eyes grew dark, the desire from earlier in the evening coming back full force.

I swallowed a moan. "And so would I, Edward."

Edward's lips crashed into mine before I had even finished what I was about to say. Needless to say, I quickly forgot about any witty comebacks or banter because we were finally alone together with no distractions.

And I was gonna get me some lovin'.

More than once if we're lucky.

Greedy much?

Fuck yeah!

I swept my tongue over his bottom lip begging for entrance to which he gave wholeheartedly. Our tongues danced together sinfully as his hands caressed my back and my hands fisted his sweater.

I sighed at the loss of contact when Edward broke the kiss but my girlie bits gushed when he started kissing and suckling at the hollow spot underneath my ear.

My hands traveled down to the hem of his shirt and found their way underneath where they were met with warm soft skin. I pulled up the offensive garment, hoping to see his beautifully sculpted, but not overly muscular chest once more. It felt like it had been ages since I had seen him in his underwear.

Let's not forget about the fact that I was finally going to get to know exactly what kind of trouser snake he was hiding in his boxer-briefs.

"Edward, take the shirt off, please." I pleaded as he kissed and sucked at my neck and collarbones while both his hands were doing a wonderful job at massaging my ass.

Edward pulled back from me and took it off in one fluid motion, then, without missing a beat, threw it on the ground and had his hands back in their rightful place within seconds.

I took advantage of the newly uncovered flesh and kissed him everywhere within reach.

But it wasn't enough.

I needed more.

I could feel my wetness practically dripping down my thighs. His hands had finally managed to pull up my dress and were now massaging the flesh underneath my lacy boy-shorts. I managed to push him into the sitting room where I practically mauled him when he fell in a sitting position on the sofa. I straddled his lap and began grinding myself against his erection.

This seemed to be something we both enjoyed, the grinding.

My dress was now gathered at the waist and Edward's hands were tentatively making smooth slow passes on my ribs, making me shiver. I needed more, more of him, more of everything.

My hands were everywhere; in his hair, on his shoulders. My fingers digging into his flesh as our mouths connected and devoured each other.

I felt Edward fiddle with the ties on the side of my dress and I thanked God I wouldn't have to stop kissing him for him to take it off of me.

And when he did and threw it on the ground with his shirt, I couldn't have been more grateful. His hands returned to their ministrations on my ribs but slowly moved up to cup my breasts, squeezing them tenderly. I shuddered and shivered under his touch.

My skin craved his every touch.

The girlie bits were swimming in their own juices, so close to the object of their desire. I knew for sure he was going to have a wet Bella spot on his pants but couldn't find it in me to give a shit.

"Edward," I panted into his ear as his mouth found my earlobe and suckled on it gently while his hands and fingers were doing naughty things to my straining nipples. "Do you... ehmm... should we... maybe," I swallowed, "Fuck, that feels so good."

Unfortunately for me, Edward pulled his face from my neck and looked into my eyes, "What was that, baby?"

I took a deep breath, "Should we go upstairs or something?" I shook my head. Maybe he didn't want to go upstairs. Maybe he wasn't as ready for this as I was. "Shit, I mean, aww... fuck."

Edward placed his hand on my cheek and pulled my face to his and kissed me sweetly, tenderly on the lips.

I loved that about him, he could be so sweet but forceful and commanding at the same time.

"Only if you want to, Bella."

"Oh, I want, Edward. I want so much, you have no idea how much I want."

We both looked down at our crotch where we were only separated by a few layers of material. His cock was ready to come forth and break through the constrictive fabric while my cooch had just decided to practically rub herself raw against the now drenched cotton underwear.

"Oh, sweetheart, I think I do know."

I giggled, "I can see that."

"Oh, you won't be giggling for long, baby girl." Edward lifted off of the couch, completely supporting me as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

Oh God, right there.

His hard-on bumped my clit slightly at the motion sending a jolt through my body. I put my arms firmly around his neck and kissed the skin on his collarbones, loving the feel of his strong arms holding me this way.

This position only made me think of the many ways he could take me like this.

But as I lost my train of thought into the dark abyss of the gutter, I felt myself being laid gently on a soft surface, presumably a bed.

Edward let go of me for a brief moment and then a small bedside lamp was turned on. Edward returned by my side sitting next to me, almost shyly now. As if we were teenagers rushing around before our parent's came home.

I furrowed my eyebrows and moved on my knees to look at him, "Edward, are you ok?"

He turned his head to face me, "Yeah, I just," He swallowed nervously, "It's been a while."

I nodded my head in understanding and put my hand on his shoulder, "Me too. We're doing this together, ok?"

He nodded and leaned forward to kiss my lips.

Our hands seemed to want to resume their actions from earlier in the evening and I found myself unfastening his pants and buckle as he took off my bra.

Next came the underwear and holy hell, there was a barracuda in there.

I licked my lips at the sight of Edward's straining cock. It was glorious in all of its veiny glory. I wanted to lick it.

So, I did.

I pushed Edward on his back onto the bed and kneeled down between his legs, kept eye contact with him as I descended on his cock and kissed it tentatively before licking the drops of pre-cum that had gathered at the tip. I felt him harden tenfold in my hand as I took him into my mouth, sucking him in as far as I could.

Edward hummed and moaned as I kept up with my motions, bobbing my head up and down and swirling my tongue around as I hollowed out my cheeks on my way up.

Edward threaded his hand into my hair, helping me set a rhythm to my motions but just as I started moaning at the feeling of power I had over this man's straining cock, he pulled me off of him. "Baby, I want to come inside the sweet pussy of yours, and I won't be able to do that if you keep doing," he motioned to my face and his erection that was now pointing at me, "that."

I couldn't help the giggle that escaped, "If I keep doing what, Edward?"

He groaned at my teasing tone and pulled me up and flipped us over until he was hovering over me, "You are such a tease, Miss Swan." he grinned devilishly, "I think it's my turn to show you what I mean."

And before I knew it, he had me spread open and had his tongue lapping at my juices. My hips lifted off of the bed uncontrollably as he lapped and licked at my clit, hitting all of the right places deliciously.

"Holy fucking Christ." His magical tongue did things to my girlie bits I could only wish to achieve with a plastic toy. "Holy shitballs, batman." I felt his finger tentatively teasing my opening before he inserted two fingers into me and sucked at my clit making me come undone hard and quickly under his touch.

He kissed the skin on my inner thighs softly, lovingly as I came down from my 'Edward's tongue' induced orgasm.

I wondered if I could have that thing made into a molded vibrating toy. They do make molded rubber pussies and dildos, why not his tongue?

"Was that enough teasing for you, baby girl?"

"Fuck yes."

Edward crawled up and kissed my lips firmly. I moaned as I tasted myself on him.

Tasting us mingled together made the girlie bits wake up and gush again, awaiting the next touch.

I could feel his cock pressed against my thigh and I desperately wanted it about four inches higher and centered so I spread my legs wide enough to pull Edward's ass higher, lining us up in the process.

"Are you sure about this, Bella?"

"Please, Edward." I actually begged for this man.

Edward lined himself up and pushed into me. Quick, hard and deep. I gasped at the feeling of fullness that overtook me. I swirled my hips underneath him, telling him without speaking that I was ok with this.

Edward's face hovered over mine as we studied each other's faces as we moved together. "God, you're beautiful." he whispered as I pulled him to me and kissed his lips.

Our shallow breathing being the only sound being heard around the room as I lost myself again, giving my body over to him wholeheartedly. "I love you so fucking much, Edward." I moaned as I came for the second time, milking him as he exploded inside of me.

"Fucking Christ, Bella. That was the best..." He breathed as he rolled off of me and laid down next to me, pulling my trembling body against his chest. "Fuck, I love you."

I smiled, "Would it sound trite if I said that that was the best I'd ever had?"

He chuckled and kissed my hair tenderly, "You'd totally be inflating my ego, baby."

I hummed and snuggled against him, "Amongst other things."

I fell asleep with Edward's arms holding me close to him, encircling me as if I were the most precious thing in the world.

A/N: Okay, so let me have it! The elusive lemon, finally! Was it worth the wait?

Anyways, as usual, thanks to my ladies Bobbie and Joey for their help... Yes, my lemon crop has finally come through... lol

Oh, and thanks to the Facebook girls for their help pimping this, I flove you hard! :o)