Feelings for a Monster
Chapter 2
'You ain't done enough for me, you are disgusting me.'- Too Bad By Michael Jackson
She's not Integra. Seras thought to herself.
And even thought I might feel a bit jealous there was something about her that was not good, like danger.
She didn't know where to go so she when to the only place that gave her comfort.
The library.
She climbed to the upper part and found a sofa so she ended up laying there, trying to stop her self from crying as she knew that would be a weak thing to do.
I won't be able to tell Alucard as he'd never listen and lecture me on how useless i am.
Alucard stared at where he thought he fledgling was.
How foolish of me to think she'd actually come. She's nothing but a disappointment; I can't believe I actually took her with me.
The no life king sat back in his throne and the beautiful woman he just met sat down beside him.
"My lord wasn't your fledgling going to join you for dinner with all of us tonight?"
"She couldn't make it." He replied coldly.
"Oh, I hope she is ok."
"Tell me, what is your name?"
"It's Veronica Falke.
Alucard grinned.
"Interesting, doesn't Veronica mean true image?"
Veronica looked a little shocked but smiled at him.
"Yes my lord I'm quite surprised that you knew the meaning of that name its quite rare for people to know that."
"You tend to pick up a thing or two when you live as long as I have my dear."
Veronica nodded on agreement.
All through the dinner Alucard and Veronica where talking to each other and seemed to have a nice time, however Alucard was unsure about this woman, she seemed too interested in him. She looked too innocent to the eye and he'd wanted to find out who's under the innocent woman, if he wanted too he could find by force.
"Lady Falke, would you care to say in my home for a few more days, I'd like to get to know you some more."
The woman smiled.
"I'd love to."
"Excellent." He grinned.
When dinner was over Alucard said goodbye to his guests.
He bowed at Veronica
"I must take my leave now Lady Falke but I will see you again."
"I can't wait my lord. And please call me Veronica."
He kissed her hand again then left.
The lady Veronica grinned while her blue eyes turned red with shades of pink and black.
"I really can't wait to see you again, Vlad." She chuckled darkly.
Seras was having a few thoughts about what happened in the past with Hellsing, she wiped the tears that where forming in her eyes and held her head in her hands.
"Things where a more easier back then. What's wrong with me I shouldn't be crying, master says it d-"
"Doesn't help you with anything." He cut in while fading into the room.
Seras quickly looked at him, fear hiding in her eyes.
"G-good evening master."
Alucard looked down at her with interest in his eyes.
Why is she in this attractive dress when she didn't come to the dinner? Unless if it was her I saw run away.
"Why did you run away Police Girl?"
Seras blushed as she found out he saw her.
"I couldn't go. Master who was that woman with you?"
Alucard glared at the girl, making her wish she never questioned him.
"That's none of your business Police Girl."
She turned her face away from him.
"Did she remind you of Integra?"
He wasn't pleased with what she just said but he didn't bother to shout at her as what she said was only the truth.
"At first yes, was it the same with you?"
"Yes, that's why I ran off."
"What? You think you saw her ghost." He suddenly started to laugh.
"No it wasn't that."
"Then what?" He asked in between his laughter.
"…"
He stops laughing.
"Then what about her made you ran off."
"…"
"Tell me Police Girl." His patience was wearing thin.
"She may look like Integra but she felt like danger to me, then when she was with you i need to run." She hung her head down at the last part.
"Like a coward." He snarled at her.
She maybe right but somehow i don't think I'm getting the full story.
He invaded her thoughts a he saw a flash of an image of him and Integra back when she was in a wheelchair on the balcony. And when he kissed Veronicas hand.
Jealousy? What a stupid idiot.
"I've asked her to stay in the castle for a few more days so you'll have to deal with seeing her around. Now go to sleep Seras." The master ordered his fledgling.
Her eyes widened.
"Master you let her stay here, why, she could be a threat."
"Dont be stupid, if I suspect that she's hiding something I have my ways of obtaining that information from her."
She gulped before continuing.
"What sort of ways?"
"That is none of your concern, anyway you should know a monster like me is capable of any types of 'force of persuasion.' Now go to your coffin Seras."
She did as she was told.
"Goodnight master." Knowing she wouldn't get a reply.
After she left Alucard was thinking again why he brought Seras in his home.
I could have just left her in England, she may have been happier without me. Did I just want a companion with me till I got bored with it, was that why I bought her here? She's always with me even thought I don't notice it at times. But one day she'll leave me, all fledglings leave there masters and I'll hold no hesitations on letting her go.
Alucard teleported out of the library and into his room where Seras was as well. Once he phased into the room he spotted Seras coffin open and the curtains weren't closed.
Stupid girl He thought.
Alucard closed the black curtains and looked at Seras sleeping form. She was curled up into a ball and was only wearing a light purple, silk nightgown. He sighed knowing that she'll be cold and looked at the double bed in the corner where there laid a crimson blanket, he used that and put it over Seras body. He could hear her slightly moan from the cosy warmth of the blanket.
Like a child.
(Dream)
"Seras, wake up."
The girl slowly opened her eyes to see her master standing over her.
"Master!" She shouted happily but her voice was all high pitched.
"What happened to my voice, I sound like a little girl again."
"That because you are." Alucard said.
"What!"
Seras noticed that her master was suddenly much taller and she looked at herself and saw she was so small, no younger than 6 or 7 years old.
"You're also holding on my leg Seras."
She found out he was right but something made her not want to let go, like she was afraid he would disappear forever.
"Let go Seras."
"No."
She felt his leg shake, like he was trying to get her off him but she held his leg tighter.
"No master I won't let go."
"Why do this?"
"I don't know, I just don't want to let go."
Alucard sighed.
"You better wake up the night is arriving."
(End of dream)
Seras woke up feeling upset about the dream she had. She didn't want to leave her master, did he want her leave him, na its just a dream, it can't mean anything.
She noticed that she was covered in a crimson blanket that felt like warm and silky on her skin.
"I don't remember putting this over me; did master do th- no he wouldn't.
She sat up and looked at his closed coffin.
"I wonder if he's still asleep."
She silently approached her master's coffin and slowly opened it.
He wasn't there.
"If I was sleeping It would be quite rude to disturbed me Police Girl."
Seras let out a squeak in surprise and turned to where her master was.
Most of the dark was covering this appearance but the moonlight catch part of his muscular body.
"Sorry Master."
He rolled his eyes, morphed into some new clothes and grabbed her arm.
"Come we are going out hunting."
"Master do we have to?"
"YES THATS AN ORDER!" He dragged her along with him.
They arrived outside a club full of loud music coming from the inside. They went thought a back door.
"I want you to take your pick and do not fail me Seras because you'll get punished if you do." His words sounded harsh at the last part.
"Yes master."
"Now go." His presence vanished.
Seras gulped then took a deep breath.
"But why a club?" She questioned herself and she suddenly remembered that she was still in her light blue dress from last night.
"Damn he didn't give me a few minutes to get ready. There's no way I can do this looking so classy."
She then thought to herself if she cuts the dress from slightly above the knee then the dress may blend in. She broke the small glass window on the back door and used a sharp shard to cut the material.
I have hundreds of these in my room so it not like I'm going to miss this one.
Seras was able to cut it neatly as she could and after that she ruffled her hair a bit then made her way into the main part of the club.
Most of the people where dancing to the beat of the music while others where sitting on the long couches talking and laughing. It was tricky to tell who was drunk and who was sober.
Seras decided to join the packed dance floor to find a partner to dance with and feed from. She was pushed quite a lot by the rocking bodies around her, then unexpectedly a pair a hands grabbed her hips.
I guess this is my partner.
She managed to turn around and saw who she'd be dancing with. It was a guy who look about his early twenties. short dark brown hair and green eyes (i'll let you use your imagination on what the rest of guy looks like)
He pulled her close to him and started swaying his hips next to hers. Seras knew that to get what she wanted she'd have to take charge so she went near his neck and licked his skin to get a bit more of his attention, after that she felt one of his hands wander up her waist and the other grabbed her butt to push her lower part more to his. Seras then looked into his eyes and saw pure lust and a slight grin, they started at each other for a moment until Alucard voice popped in her head.
Get on with it Police girl His tone of voice had annoyance.
"Let go some where more private." Seras said.
The man took her hand and led her to the back of the club where they wouldn't be disturbed.
She was pushed to a wall and the guy was in front of her so close that their bodies where touching.
Ok you can do this Seras She mentally told herself.
She made sure he was distracted so she let his hands wonder on her chest and butt before she bit his neck. Because the man was still in lust he found the bite quite pleasurable, actually it was turning him on even more and it worried Seras as he wasn't getting weaken but the blood loss. Quick thinking, She chose to knock him out and then feed on the rest of him.
After her feed she licked her lips it wasn't the best blood she tasted but it satisfied her hunger.
"Good Job Police Girl."
Seras looked to see her master phase thought a wall with a dead woman in his arms, He dumped the dry corpse on the floor and shot it in the head before it turned into a ghoul and he did the same to the man Seras drank. Alucard then approached her.
"Lets see what his blood tasted like." He stroked one finger on Seras chin where a drop a blood came from. Alucard put his finger in his mouth and waited for the taste. Once again he did not look happy with her and he spat on the floor.
"What dirty vile blood, was this the best you could chose Police Girl?"
"Since when does it matter about the taste?"
"Go get another one."
Seras stood her ground.
"No."
"Do as I say Police Girl."
"No I won't."
"I'm warning you Police Girl stop trying to get the other side of me."
"Or what, you'll hit me. go on then I'm waiting."
"Is that what you want?"
"Its a punishment for disobeying is it not?
"So you would like me to do it?"
"Well what else, say degrading things about me or will you just leave me?" Her voice lowered a little at the last part.
Alucard raised an eye brow and to her surprise his voice was much softer.
"It this what your little out burst is about, do you want me to leave you. Is that what you want because i can just give you my blood right now if you wish and you'll never see me again."
"No." She replied angrily
"Then what is it that you want?"
She paused for a moment before turning around so he couldn't see her crying, but he knew already.
"Stop your ridiculous emotions Police Girl they only show weakness as I've said before a hundred times."
"You keep thinking that I'm weak but I'm not."
Anger stared coming back to Alucard. He walked towards her and pushed her to a wall.
"You know nothing of what I think, if you think your not weak then prove it."
He kicked her in the stomach, punched her in the face and threw her hard to the floor.
"PROVE IT POLICE GIRL!"
The girl asked for this, she wanted to be punished so she got it. She slowly got up and tried to block the attacks coming from him.
He's too fast. I can't get an opening to attack.
Alucard did not stop and Seras got a few swift blows from him and fell to the floor again.
"Get up, your not even trying."
He waited a minute before grabbing her arm and pulled her up only to get a strike from her.
He spat out some blood and grinned.
"That's it fight me Police Girl."
They both fought for hours unfortunately the sun was coming soon so they had to end their fight but Seras was already exhausted and just when she tried to punch Alucard again she missed and lost her balance but Alucard caught her by the waist.
"That's enough Seras you did good. Lets some rest."
"No, we can still do this we got time." She tried to push his chest to make space but his grip was frim so she could move that much.
"I'm afraid we don't and even if we did you'd properly collapse."
She put a hand on Alucard shoulder for support as he teleported both of them to the castle and his room.
Seras let go of Alucard but he didn't let go of her.
"I can walk now master."
"With the amount of hits I gave you I'm surprised I didn't knock you out."
"But master..."
"No buts."
He walked her to her coffin and let go of her.
She got in and wrapped herself in the silk blanket he put on her the previous night.
"Master?"
Alucard he looked down at his fledgling.
"Why do you keep me?"
"Want do you mean?" He asked
"You could have left me, back in London, you could have chucked me out of your home but you haven't why do you keep me if I'm a burden to you."
It took him a minute before answering.
"I could ask you a similar question but for now get some sleep."
He closed her coffin and sighed.
She's such a complicated creature but also fascinating, if she just shows me that she can behave like a proper vampire then there maybe hope for her. Why she still chooses to be with me I have no clue.
TBC
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