Note: I'm not really planning to make this a long story only 6 or 7 chapters but I'll try to make this story as good as I can.

Feelings for a monster.

Chapter 3

The next evening.

Seras jolted up only to bang her head on the coffin.

"SON OF A BITCH!"

She was panting heavily and feeling sore all around her body because of what Alucard had done last night, she also felt very dizzy either to do with the bump or she needed blood.

"Master."

She opened the lid and climbed out of it, feeling to weak to walk she had to crawl to get to her masters coffin.

"Master, please can you get up I don't feel so good, i need some blood "

There was no reply.

"MASTER I'M SERIOUS I NEED BLOOD!"

Still no reply.

"Grr where is he?"

She rested her back and head on his coffin and waited.

"When I want blood I never get it but when I do have it I don't want it." She groaned to herself.

Then luck happened. One of the servants knocked on the door.

"Come in, Come in." Seras desperately called out.

The door opened and the servant gasped in shock of Seras appearance. She was quite pale and showed lots of bruises from Alucard hits and kicks. Seras had to look away from the servant as her eyes could only looked the persons neck and it was making her body cry out in hunger.

"Quickly, get me a bottle of Blood and find my master."

"Yes My lady."

The servant ran out the room while Seras waited for her blood.

She saw someone's shadow creep up on the open door.

"Master is that you?" She call out to the shadow.

No. It looked like a feminine form but taller then the servant that just popped in.

"Who's there?"

"Oh, I'm just a guest." Veronica showed herself at the open door where Seras was looking at. Seras eyes widened as she thought she saw Integra again but then she narrowed her eyes in anger.

"You, what are you doing here?"

"I was having a walk around the castle and seeing all the beautiful things in this place. Is this your room?"

Veronica walked around the room, not caring about Seras weak, beaten up state.

"What's your name?" Veronica asked.

"Seras, yours?"

"You can call me Veronica. This is your coffin I presume?" Tapping her long finger nails on the brown wooden coffin.

Seras only nodded.

The lady then noticed another coffin it was black and had an engraving on it, she knew straight away who it was and her icy blue eyes narrowed a bit before going back to normal.

"I see this is Vlad's coffin, so how is he?"

"Look I don't mean to be rude but could you please leave, I'd not like to speak about my master to a stranger."

"Oh really?" She glared down to Seras.

"Yes now go." Seras looked away not wanting to meet her gaze as it kept reminding her of Integra and it hurt her in a sad way.

Seras didn't see that Veronica was suddenly very close to her, face to face and it was frightening her as she felt her hunger come back.

"I don't feel like going." She grinned.

Seras eyes looked straight at her neck and her eye colour darken with bloodlust.

"You don't understand you need to leave or I'll hurt you."

Veronica whispered in her ear.

"Go on then."

With those words Seras couldn't control herself anymore so she grabbed her by the neck tightly.

"Go on." Veronica spat out.

Seras immediately bit into the woman's neck with no mercy but after two of three gulps something didn't taste right about her blood and she stopped and took her mouth out of Veronicas neck.

"You noticed it huh?" Veronica questioned Seras while putting a firm hand on her neck.

"Your not a vampire are you."

"No, but I can feed off blood." She grinned.

"What's going on here." A deep male voice echo in the room.

Both women look to see Alucard. He looked at the two woman noticed that Veronica had a bite mark on her neck and Seras had a blood stained mouth.

"Seras you stay in here, Veronica come with me."

Veronica walk to where Alucard was

"Where are you going with her master?" Seras glared at him.

He glared back at her looking very sinister.

"Silence! You will wait till I return and that's final." He slammed the door closed.

"I apologise for my fledglings behaviour, she had no right to do that to you."

"No need for apology my lord she just needs to kept under a tighter leash."

Alucard just laughed.

He walked her to her room and stopped outside it, noticing that her wound had not healed he suggested helping her.

"I could always lick that wound of yours, after all vampire saliva heals wounds very quickly." He smiled at her.

"Oh, I err I don't want it to cause you any trouble sometimes vampires don't like my blood."

Interesting He thought.

"I'm Sure I'll find it delicious." He purred.

Alucard face came near her neck until she moved her head so that her face was facing his and just how she wanted it her lips came down to his.

Alucard eyes widened at surprise and when he looked at her he could only see Integra again.

Dammit this woman is messing with my mind I know it. She's not Integra.

'Do you really think so Vlad, does Integra not please you, is there someone else?' Veronica and Integra's voice both mixed together in his head.

Alucard immediately pushed Veronica off him, panting of air he didn't need. He didn't look at her at first but when he hear only Veronicas voice call to him he look back at her. She looked very confused while playing with a strand of her long blonde hair.

"If your angry, I'm sorry about that little accident it won't happen again." she said.

Alucard raised an eye brow at the woman then grinned.

"No need for apology."

I'll have to be cautious with this woman if she can mess with my mind that's not a good sign. She may not even be a vampire as it takes very few to be able to master illusions.

"Now if you excuses me I need to have a talk with Seras." He walked off.

"Wait don't go!" She called out before running towards him.

Alucard turned around to her.

Now what?

"Just leave the girl for now, give her sometime to think about what she did. Why don't you and me have a talk to get to know about each other more."

Alucard grinned and tilted her chin up to meet his gaze.

"I'm afraid I must decline that offer for now, don't worry we'll get better acquainted later."

I'll make sure of it.

He disappeared and Veronica glared at the place where Alucard once stood. Suddenly her hair lengthened down to her hips and her skin turned into an oily black colour before midnight black feathers surrounded her form and she vanished.


'Don't, don't let me go, don't make me hold on when your not. Don't, don't turn away, what can i say so you won't?'-Don't let me go by The click Five.

Thankfully The servant was able to bring Seras a bottle of blood, unfortunetly it didn't satisfy her but it just enough to sustain her hunger for a bit.

"That Veronica got what she deserved and she even allowed me to do it so it's her own fault."

"Is that so?" Alucard voice appeared as well as his form.

"Master i stand by what I said and what I said before."

"And what was that?"

"She could be hiding something that may cause a threat to us."

"I'll find out what she is up to, maybe soon."

"What do you mean."

"I'll meet her later tonight or perhaps tomorrow night and I'm going to make her tell me who she really is and what she's doing here."

Seras looked confused.

"But you invited her to stay here."

"True, but even if I invited her or not she would have stayed in the castle somehow. I will not let someone cause trouble in my home so i decided to invite her here, find out what she's up to then stop her.

"Let me come with you."

"NO!"

Seras flinched at his loud, harsh voice.

"W-why not?"

"You're enough trouble already, your inner self is still craving for blood it could come out any moment, its also a danger to you as well as any other person."

"How?"

"You body can start to take control over your mind, it could cause you to slit your wrist's and make you drink your own blood which would not do any good but your body will be only focusing on survival and it wouldn't care who it was killing or hurting. "

Alucard took off his black coat and began unbuttoning his shirt which got Seras worried.

"Master what are you doing."

"Something I should have done a while back."

Alucards shirt was now fully open and Seras blushed a little looking at his chest.

"Come here Police Girl." He said in a stern voice.

"Err Mast-"

"Get over here Police Girl!" He commanded.

With not much of a choice she walked over to him, panicking on what he might do next was the only thing on her mind.

Once she was near him he snaked an arm around her waist and pushed her body to his so that they were firmly touching. His other hand tilted her head up and pushed her head towards his neck, she panicked more as she knew what he wanted.

"Drink Police Girl."

"No!" She tried to get herself away from him but his hands where too strong so she had to stay in the same spot but that didn't stop her from struggling

"Do as I say Police Girl."

"NO DON'T MAKE ME DO THIS PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE STOP! I'M NOT READY!"

"Your better off without me Seras, i can't do anything else for you if your not prepared to listen to me."

"Being like you is...tough, at times i feel i cant take it anymore but something pushes me to go on. I know i don't drink much blood and i have very little experience being a vampire but I died being innocent since the day you turned me. I'm a monster just like you."

Alucard growled and grasped her chin to make her look at his fiery gaze.

"Your nothing like me, you could never be a monster with that humanity still in you, why do you stay with me Seras is there something you still need from me that I can give you, tell me, I'll give it to you and you can get out of my life."

Seras eyes widened as she could not believe what he was saying.

"You want me gone." Tears forming in her eyes.

"Stop the water work's, this is what I'm talking about your emotions they are always getting in the way, take my blood Seras and become what i want you to be, someone who is without emotion, who only craves to rule the night and fests on blood."

Seras just let her tears fall from her eyes.

"You always think that emotions show weakness but they don't, I think you show no emotions is because you've forgotten them, being alone for so long it has caused you to forget most of them. Or maybe your scared, frightened to show them for a reason beyond my understanding, prehaps you don't want poeple to think your weak.

His eyes widened with shock. He wasn't angry with her but he couldn't show any sign facial expression, action, not even one word all he did was stare at her.

After a while Seras felt a bit guilty for what she said.

"I'm sorry for what I said master. But that's what I think."

All he did was walk away from her, she though she had hurt him so she ran to him and cling on his arm.

"I'm sorry mas-"

He roughly shook her off him, she tried as best she could not to let go and she also thought of that dream. She ended up falling to the floor as Alucard smacked her across the face.

There was a minute of silence between both of them before Alucard said his final words to her and left.

"Its time to let go Seras Victoria."


TBC

I got inspiration of Veronicas spooky description from kuroshitsuji so that may give you a big clue on what she is. For those who had seen kuroshitsuji I'm not fully copying Sebastian's form I'm making some stuff of my own. For those who haven't watched it i recommend you do.

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