I do not own Katekyo Hitman Reborn.

This FanFic is like a drabbles of Squalo's thoughts and feelings. Chapter 1 was set before the whole trying to overthrow the 9th and ends in just before Xanxus spills the truth. Chapter 2 was when Xanxus tells the truth and Squalo hears it. Chapter 3 is about Squalo's thoughts after about a year has gone by and Xanxus still frozen. This Chapter is purely his feelings toward Xanxus and stuff that he won't ever say.

This is in Squalo's point of view and this is Squalo's point of view. The 'You' refers to Xanxus.

I Know You

Am I proud about knowing you,

Am I full of pride about knowing you,

Well I certainly won't be loud and boastful about it.

Like hell I'll even admit to you or even a tiny pebble,

About knowing you.

It would be too damn sappy,

I would have to die first before telling,

But of course no one would know since I would be dead.

No amount of dying or near death experiences would get me to say,

I fell for you and have no clue when I did at all,

Some people would ask how the hell could I even fall for a bastard like you,

But I have no damn idea at all and would more than likely kill the person asking the question.

I wouldn't tell you,

That I fucking love and care about you,

That I want to help you,

But everytime I had tried to help your sorry ass you shove me away like an asshole.

I will not tell you,

That I love everything about you and want to be forever by your fucking side .

I would not ever be so sappy, soft, or emotional.

Saying I love you,

It's overrated and used a lot,

And then there is that matter of our pride.

I'm prideful,

I won't say those three words first to you,

I also know even if hell freezes over or the world was going to end the next day,

You would not say those words to me because you are prideful too.

It would be too sappy,

The two of us are not sappy or emotional.

I'll keep my hair long for you until you are 10th,

I'll wait for you until you are free of that ice,

I'll go along and follow you until I die or get killed.

Oh fuck,

I'm sappy and love sick at least with you.

You and I know it,

But like hell I'll admit it out loud.

Please Review and Thank You.