He left without telling her goodbye and he felt really sorry but it was for the best. Something definitely goes wrong, he thought, but what was it?

He took his phone out while walking toward the car. He dialed her number but before he had a chance to hear her voice, a sharp pain hit his abdomen. He dropped his phone as he looked down. Blood oozed from his shirt and soon he drop to his knee when second bullet hit the same spot.

'Elena' he called her name in whisper before his world went black.

Chapter 5

"Goddammit! Why does she have to care about him?" Stefan was beyond angry after their argument. He was pacing in the living room, thinking of something to get Elena back.

How could Elena, his girlfriend, defending his brother like Damon was the only person she cared in the world.

Who does she think I am? I'm her boyfriend! Why did she really want him back? his mind screamed. He really wanted to break something and he did as he found Damon's favorite bourbon on the table.

At that moment, he just really wanted Damon disappear from this world. Things were better when Damon wasn't there, just him and Elena, he thought.

His brain was full of plan to get Elena back when his phone was ringing and he got an idea. Soon he took his phone but it rang before he got a chance to dial the number. He picked it up without thinking twice as it was the person that he was about to dial.

"Hello Stefan..." she said in her style.

"Katherine.."

"Bonnie, please.. I need your help.."

"No, Elena, let him go, no one wants him here anyway. His existence is just trouble for everyone"

"No, you're mistaken. Everything he's done in the past was for Katherine, when he really wanted to find her but..but now he's changed, I know he's changed, he didn't kill people anymore.."

Elena was sad, heartsick, that people saw Damon as a monster, as a cold blooded murderer. They didn't see what Damon had been trough for the last hundred years. What made him to be him. Why can't they see that he tried, he tried so hard to change. He didn't kill people anymore, in fact, he help to save the town from crisis.

"Exactly, to release Katherine which was really not in the tomb costs my gram's life, he killed her, Elena, and now, when everything starts back to normal, you want him back... I'm sorry, but I will gladly not having him in this town"

Elena stepped back, she had no idea what to do anymore, realizing Bonnie wouldn't help her to find him.

She tried so hard to hold the tears and spoke very quietly.

"I asked you as my best friend, to help me this time... Please, I don't know who else that I can ask for help"

Bonnie leaned on the wall, she actually couldn't stand to watch her best friend sad. She knew something else had happened that made her so sad, it mustn't just Damon.

She was really at war with herself, well, Elena was her best friend and she'd do anything to help her but when Elena asked her to find Damon, it was the hardest thing to do. Bonnie still couldn't forget the way her gram's died, it was because of him and she'd swore that she'd do anything to keep him out of this town. On the other hand Elena was like a sister to her, yet her bf was also a vampire that happened to be Damon's brother. Well, Stefan was the good one but she remembered when he was on human blood. It was also Damon who help this town safe.

"Why do you want to get him back, Elena? Why don't you just let him go? He's not worth it.."

Bonnie sat next to her, circled her hand on her shoulder as Elena kept her gaze on the floor.

She still had no idea why'd she just ask her that, but maybe, maybe she could try to understand after hearing the answer.

Elena, on the other hand, doubted whether she'd tell the truth to her with the consequence that Bonnie wouldn't help her at all but she had to tell it anyway. Bonnie was her best friend, she'd know if she hide something from her.

"The night before he's gone, he came to my room. He gave my necklace back, but he pulled it back.. I just knew that something wasn't right. He seemed...so sad, so lost" she said as she took her hand and moved her gaze to Bonnie.

"He said that he loved me, he said that he was selfish for telling me that, he also said that he didn't deserved me but Stefan did...and..and then he compelled me to forget them, at least he thought he did"

"What happened next?"

"He was just gone" she was sobbing and still continued. "I...I really want to tell him that he's not selfish, I just want to comfort him for a moment, telling him that he's not alone.."

"You have feelings for him..." Elena looked up to meet Bonnie's face. "It's all written on your face.."

"I don't know, Bonnie, I just want him back here..."

"but what about Stefan?"

Elena brought her hand to cover her mouth, she had no idea where was herself right now. She was really upset with Stefan after their argument before, but her heart couldn't lie, she just wanted Damon to be there, to hold her and comfort her. She really had no idea how to explain this to Bonnie.

"I don't know, Bonnie, I don't know..." she shook her head in despair.

Bonnie nodded and smiled for her. This was ridiculous, now she'd help to find this monster for her best friend who just told her that he meant the world, well, literally.

"I'm going to help you, Elena.."

"Really? You sure? Oh god.." She started smiling.

"Yes, Elena.. well, this is the stupidest thing that I'm about to do...but I'll help you find him"

Bonnie nodded, assuring her that she really would help her to find Damon.

"Yes, hmm, why don't we get ready.."

Elena was so happy that she'd cry even more, she just hugged her best friend like she was the only hope.

"Sure, I have no idea how to thank you"

"You just did..."

10 minutes later after everything was set...

Bonnie sat on the floor with legs crossed and Elena sat next to her with same position. Elena couldn't hide her fear as Bonnie held Damon's diary next to her.

"Don't be scared, this thing won't kill you.."

"I know.."

"Ready..?"

"Yeah"

Elena's POV

"Don't be scared, this thing won't kill you.."

"I know.."

"Ready?"

"Yeah"

I was so happy that finally Bonnie can understand. I knew she still wasn't over with her gram's death, but it wasn't entirely his fault. I took a part of that too.

This was it, I really need to find him and I would tell him what I've felt too. My last argument with Stefan last night was something that still bothered me, but I just needed to see Damon right now, to know that he was okay as I got this strange feelings I've felt for the whole day. I was hoping that he really was good 'cauze I had no idea what would I do if something happened to him.

God, why my heart beats faster when I think of him?

Bonnie started chanting, she spoke in different language that I didn't understand at all.

In the middle of the ritual, I suddenly felt his presence, as if he was there.

'Elena'

Damon? Did he really just call me?

I'm coming, Just wait for me, Damon.

Without thinking twice I let go of my hand from Bonnie's and ran down the stairs. I didn't really care if I broke her spell since Damon was calling for me. He was here and he was looking for me, I wouldn't disappoint him this time.

Finally he came back, I knew it, I knew he wouldn't leave without telling me. I opened the door excitedly and shocked for what I've found.

"Elena.."

"Sheriff Forbes.."

to be continue...

Do you think the Stefan in TVD would do something like that? :D or he's still the good brother, but in this story he might be, well. a little bit different, I'm sorry for Stefan's worshipers, may I add, as I do not own TVD, I just love TVD!

Why Stefan try to reach Katherine when he has Elena?

why is Sheriff Forbes is in Elena's house?

Who shot him at least two times with wooden bullets?

How about Damon, did he alive or ... barely? Stay still 'till the next chapter...

The 5th chapter! Finally.. I'm so happy that you still follow my story and update them as story alert, but beyond that I'm so excited after read the reviews. It made me want to write more and more.. Well, I got some ideas though, but still, I still need your comment, reviews, etc.. anyway I might think about any idea that you give and combine them... ;)

Thank you for reading and giving me feedback and stay alert for the next one!

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