"You're…pregnant?"
"I'm sorry Beck!"
I broke down crying again. I really hope he wasn't going to make me go to school like this. Please don't make him do this to me.
"Sorry for what, babe?"
"Getting pregnant *sniffle* in the first place."
He sat there with his arms around me for a good 20 minutes before he said anything else.
"Jade, I assume you don't want to go to school today?"
I shook my head, closing my eyes a little bit.
"Not really."
"Then we'll stay home. Okay? I love you, beautiful."
He pulled back the covers on the little bed in his RV and laid down, motioning me to lay next to him. I did as he requested, snuggling up against his chest, his chin resting on the top of my head.
"I love you. We'll figure it out. Okay?"
I nodded my head the slightest bit. I loved him with everything I had. He means the world to me. I wouldn't trade the world for him.
"Beck?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you want to keep the baby?"
"We're going to do what we think is best for us and the baby. Sound fair?"
"I'm, I, I'm not ready to give up a little living creature that will one day be ours!"
I started violently crying again. Damn hormones.
"Let it out." Beck said quietly kissing the top of my head.
It was going on 6:30 in the morning and Beck's mom was leaving for work. I forgot I parked my car right in back of hers, so there was a delicate knocking on the door.
"Beck, can you come here please?"
"I'll be right back." He whispered to me, kissing the top of my head again and moving to the door.
"Yeah, mom?"
"There's a car in the way of mine. Is Jade here?"
"Yeah, she is. Sorry, I'll move it."
"Thanks darling."
Beck walked back over to me and I handed him my keys. I snuggled more under the covers and realized his mom had no idea what's going on. Great… Another person to hate me and call me a slut.
"I'll be back. I love you. Don't forget that."
"Love you too."
He walked out and was gone for about 10 minutes. I heard him say "bye" to his mom and she pulled out of the driveway. I didn't hear a car door shut after that. Where did he go?
20 minutes go by… Beck's still not home. Then, after about 5 minutes, the door to the RV opened up.
"Hey, sorry I was gone so long."
I rolled over and saw him standing there with a cup and my keys.
"Where'd you go? I'm cold. Come here."
I held out my arms almost like a two year old. I'm becoming more pathetic, why!
"I went get you coffee. I thought you could use it." He has such a cute smile. I smiled back at him.
"You're the best. Not because you got me coffee, because you're sticking with me."
He walked over to me and I sat up in the bed. He set the coffee on the small table, leaned back to me, grabbed my hands and kissed me. I love him. All my problems go away when he kisses me. I broke the kiss and pulled him back over into the bed and snuggled in his chest. We fell asleep, me forgetting about my coffee. I have something better.
