No I didn't forget about this, I got stuck but I have to think about it. Starfire might be a little out of character in the letter, but hat song had just the perfect words. Disclaimer: I own nothing! By the way I listened to songs and they helped me wright this.
"Hey you guys think their ok?" Beast Boy said turning to the remaining titans. "I sense negative energy from both rooms." Raven said as she floated away. "Chill, they'll be back to their old self later." Cyborg reassured him.
(Next day)
Barbara hummed happily to herself as she got ready to head over to the titan tower. So close but her dad stopped her, "Where are you going?" her dad asked. "Oh you know around town." Barbara said trying to escape her dad. "Well I got good news, that meeting I was here for ended. We're going home today, start packing," He said with a smile starting to form at his lips. "What?" she said her voice cracking. "Yup, isn't it great, we'll be back in good 'ol Gotham." He walking off to pack his things. She chased after him, "But daddy can't we stay a little longer?" "Sorry honey being commissioner I have to get back." He said looking straight ahead. "But, but what about the guy who's taking over for you?" she said desperately. "He got sick, it was such luck to us that the meeting ended. Why do you want to stay, don't you miss Gotham?" he asked with supposition. "Of course I do, I just was enjoying our vacation." she lied sadly.
He glanced at her with confusion but brushed it off, "Once you're done packing we leave, a cab will be waiting so hurry."
He stepped into his room and closed the door. Barbara was devastated, no it was too early she can't leave! She went to her room and silently sobbed onto her pillow. It wasn't fair. Sure she could always email or txt him, but would he reply? He never did the other times so why would he this time. She never got to tell him how she felt, and now she couldn't even tell him good bye. Not fair at all...
(Later)
She sat in the cab staring at Jump as it pulled away, By sparing her from heart ache, don't you know you'll end up hurting me? She saw the days go by in a flash, she let a single tear roll down maybe it was never meant to be. she rubbed it away before her father looked at her. Good bye? It can't end like this.
(Titans tower)
Robin's pacing around the tower was driving them all crazy. He waited for her, she would be back he knew it he just had to wait. Starfire stared at him slightly worried why was he not happy, she noticed that he had averted looking at her all day and it was starting to get rather annoying. The other titans were starting to get a head ache from his pacing.
"Dude like stop! Your getting me dizzy," Beast boy said shaking his head. Cyborg and Raven kept turning their heads to look at him. Right. Left. Right. Left. Right.
Raven grabbed Starfire's arm and took her to another room. "I've been sensing Robin's feelings, emotions through the days," she whispered seriously to her. Starfire didn't look at Raven, she solemnly gazed out the window instead. "Star I don't want you to be upset but I'm letting you know in head of time, it might work out between you two," Raven paused to see her friends expression it stayed the same, "Sorry." Raven told her and floated away to her own room.
(An hour later)
Beast Boy and Cyborg were playing video games but began to argue. Robin had stopped pacing to listen to them. "But we always play this game! You love this game!" Beast Boy argued with Cy on the old racing game they had. "Yeah, but this one is new! It's way better you just don't like it because you alway lose" Cyborg said in a mocking tone. The green shape shifter pouted, "Haven't you ever heard of 'New is always good but Old is way better?' " Robin zoned out their voices after that statement. He went to wait in his room, She's coming he kept repeating to himself in his mind.
"Friends," Starfire spoke solemn trying to get BB And Cy's attention. They stopped fighting and turned their attention to her. "What's up Star?" Beast Boy choked out. "Do you think Robin is happy being with me?" she asked still upset. Cyborg let go his choke hold on BB. "Duh you two are inseparable," BB said with a cough, "The guy is crazy for you." She turned to Cyborg for his opinion, he looked away. Beast Boy elbowed him. "Ha yeah," Cyborg muttered unsure. See Beast Boy spoke trying to convince her with a smile. Star smiled back walked to her room.
(The next day)
Cyborg lightly knocked on Star's door. He heard things moved around before Star opened the door with a smile on her face. "Can I come in?" She nodded her head and let him in, she closed the door. She was quiet and waited for him to speak. He looked around, looking like he was trying to avoid something. She watched him curiously as he began to stutter.
"Um, I, How do I say this," he took in a breath and spoke, "Robin hasn't been in highest spirits lately, and I've seen him frustrated. After all the other night he threw out his radio, I saw it on the beach crashed." He said not meeting her gaze. She was a little shocked. "Why?" she asked timidly. "I think he's fighting with something inside himself, maybe even having thoughts to go back to Gotham." Cyborg said facing her. "How do you know?" she asked trying to hide her disappointment. "I talked to him, but I'll let you know he was having these thoughts before Batgirl came." He tried to say so she wouldn't blame it on Batgirl.
"I've too been having thoughts about returning." she said so quiet he barley heard her. "What!" shock all over his face. "To Tamaran that is." she cleared, though he knew what she meant.
(In robin's room at the exact same time)
She didn't show yetsterday maybe something happened? He checked his email since he had nothing else to do but wait. He had 1 message, it was from Barbara a day ago...
Hey if your reading this great, thanks for not deleting it and taking time to read it. I know you might not reply so this email might be useless but here it goes. This morning, without warning, my dad said we had to leave. So I took a minute and remembered the days here. And I wish I was there personally to say good bye, I'm sorry I couldn't go back.
I waited these days, and waited for you to make a move. It took to long I was starting to lose patience, I wondered if you felt it too. I ran out of time to say this, so I'm going to say it here. You see I've fallen for you all over again, I was scared of what you would say so I stayed quiet but I can't keep it in my head no more.
I Love You. (Robin froze but was it true? He reread that line 5 times before continuing)
I always have, always will. But I can't keep waiting, don't want to be your second choice either. Do you feel the same? I'm not talking about loving you like a brother, I love you like I have feelings for you.
The way you reacted these past days I thought you felt the same, it must of been me just dreaming.
If you loved me you would of left her for me. By sparing her of heart ache, don't you know you'll end up hurting me? So you might think it will get better. But better for who? Better for you, her,or me?
Last thought maybe I'll see ya around. I'll be back in Gotham if you want to find me though I doubt you even care.
~Barbara G.
Robin took a deep breath he wasn't going to let her be the one that got away. He loved star but not the same as when he loved Babs, and he owed her. Babs knew all his secrets and he knew all of hers. When the world let all their problems on him Babs would be the person he would run to for help, she was the reason he wasn't a mental mess right now. He was torn apart, time to say bye to Star. He packed his most important stuff in a blur and ran to tell the other titans.
When he got to the living room all where there minus Starfire. All looked depressed. They faced their leader. "Where's Starfire?" he demanded. "She's gone, left went back to Tamaran." BB said slowly. "She'll be back, she said she just needed a vacation from earth." Cyborg corrected.
"She left with out saying bye?" he said shocked that didn't seem like her at all. "No, she said bye to us, and gave us this letter to give to you." Raven said tossing a pink envelope to him. He caught it and read Starfire's letter silently.
Somebody told me you were unhappy. But you don't let it show. Somebody told me you still love me. But I don 't know. Somebody told me you were leaving. I didn't know.
Nobody told me you fell out of love from me. So I'm setting you free...
Just turn around and walk away. You don't have to live like this, but if you still love me don't keep me waiting for that final kiss. We can work through together or we can work through this appart. I just neeed to get this off my chest that you will always have my heart.
Let me be the one to break it up so you won't have to make excuses. We don't need to find a set up where someone wins and someone loses. We just have say our love was true but now has become a lie. So I'm telling you I love you one last time... I love you and good bye.
Love,
Kori P.S friends helped me on this.
He took a moment to understand. Even though he should be heart broken... he wasn't in fact he was relieved. He knew what was left to do. "Guys I'm lea..." he started. "We know," Raven stopped him. "We wish you the best," Cyborg entered. "We'll miss you, it was cool hanging out with you Rob, come back soon." Beast Boy said sadden.
Robin understood they knew, "I'll visit. Cy your in charge." He told them proper byes, "I'll see ya around." With that they don't know how he did it, but he was gone.
A/N: Any suggests on what he should say to Barbara? P.s like I said the song 'Let me be the one', and 'Before I let you go' helped me!:) I promise I'll try to update faster!
