Ponyboy and Lucy sat in the living room studying for an upcoming test. Ponyboy was having a hard time concentrating. He would look at his book and up again at Lucy. He watched as she bit on the end of her pencil. It was strange that he was starring but he couldn't help it. Lucy felt his gaze on her so she looked up from her book and smiled at him. He smiled back, then she looked back down at her book. She licked her lips to moisten them. For some reason Ponyboy felt a weird tingle in the pit of his stomache.

"You seem distracted". Lucy said closing her English book. "I'm just thinking!" he said. "About what?" Lucy asked moving closer to Ponyboy. "It's nothing" Ponyboy told her. Lucy didn't know if she should worry or let it go. She decided not to say anything else. Lucy got up off the couch and to the kitchen to get a drink. On the couch Ponyboy watched her get up. He watched how her hips swayed side to side in her floral skirt. This caused many thoughts to run through his head. They were inapropreate but he was a teenage boy. Without thinking he walked up to Lucy, wrapping his arms around her waist. He pushed her hair to the side and began to place butterfly kisses all over her neck.

"Wait! Ponyboy what are you-"

Ponyboy placed a finger to her mouth.

"Shhhh" he quietly told his girlfriend. She turned, so that she was facing him. Ponyboy cupped her face in his hands, crashing his lips to her's. The kiss was sweet but soon turned into something more, need. Ponyboy lead Lucy to his bedroom, all without breaking the kiss.

Ponyboy thanked god he was homealone. He wouldn't have want his brothers walking in, in a time like this. Once inside the room Ponyboy gently pushed Lucy onto the bed and climbed on top of her. Ponyboy trailed his hand down and into Lucy's skirt. She gasped when she felt his hand there. For some strange reason she didn't stop him. The excitement in Ponyboy's pants seemed to grow, once he felt how wet Lucy was. Slowly he began to rub her clit, making Lucy moan in pleasure. This continued untill Ponyboy felt Lucy convulsing against him. With a smile Ponyboy pulled his hand from under her skirt. He straddled Lucy and pulled off his shirt. His pants were next to follow, leaving him in only his boxers. He helped Lucy strip out of her clothes also. Ponyboy looked down at his clothesless body. He was still self concious about his scars, but Lucy didn't care, she traced them with her fingers and Ponyboy took a deep breath, "Are you sure you want to do this?" Ponyboy asked. He didn't want Lucy to do something she didn't want to.

"I'm sure," Lucy said placing a hand on Ponyboy's cheek. She loved Ponyboy and would do anything for him. He was her world. Ponyboy wiggled out of his boxers, then pulled down Lucy's underwear down.

"Are you ready?" He asked searching Lucy's eyes for any sign that she wanted to stop. Lucy nodded her head yes, but kept her eyes closed, waiting for the pain she knew that was sure to come. Ponyboy positioned himself at Lucy's entrance, he kept his eyes on her as he entered her. Lucy whimpered, so Ponyboy stayed still to let her get comfortable with his size. Lucy felt the worst pain in her entire life, her vaginal area was stinging and it burned. A couple of tears fell from her eyes, but Ponyboy kissed them away, reasurring her it will be okay. Lucy bucked her hips upward, when the pain had turned into pleasure. Ponyboy took that as a signal to move, he set a slow place, entering in and out. The feeling in the pit of his core began to increase, it was better then sitting in his bedroom alone masturebating to some random magazine. Ponyboy pulled Lucy closer to him, as if they weren't close enough. Thrust after thrust caused the pleasure for both Ponyboy and Lucy to increase. The only sound in the room was their panting, moaning, and the creaking of the bed. Soon enough Lucy was at the peak of her climax. Lucy arched her back letting the pleasure take over her body, a few thrust later Ponyboy followed, he ejected all his seed into her. Ponyboy fell against Lucy then rolled over and pulled Lucy to rest on his chest. He pulled the covers over their nude, sweat covered bodies.

"I love you," Ponyboy told Lucy. Lucy smiled up at him.

"I love you too," she said kissing his lips one more time before sleep over took both of them.

Lucy's (pov) 2 weeks later

"He finally did it!" Alicia said happily. I furrowed my brows in confusion.

"What?"

"Deven kissed me on our date last night."

Deven and Alicia were taking it slow, i knew this was a big step in their relationship. "Thats really great, i'm really happy for you," i told her. Then my mouth felt dry and i felt like i was going to vomit. I ran into one of the stall and watched as the contents of my breakfast seeped into the bowl. I wipped my mouth with the back of my hand. I stood up to find ALicia near the sinks.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, i'm fine," i said cupping some water into my mouth and spiting it back out.

"This isn't the first time," Alicia stated.

"It's the third time this week," i admitted.

"Are you pregnant?"

"I don't know, i mean it could be possible, Ponyboy and i never used protection."

The bell rang letting us know we were now late for 3rd period.

"You should take a test, just to be sure," she said giving me a piece of gum.

"Thanks," i said taking the gum.

The rest of the day went by in a blur, i avoided Ponyboy at all cost. I went to a cvs store, scrolling down the asiles for a pregancy test. I finally found it in the family planning aisle. I took the cheapest one and went to the register. A lady with long black hair rang me up, when she saw what i was buying she gave me a mixed look, filled with disgust and saddness. I ignored the look, paid for my item and went home.

"I'm home!" i called opening the door. I looked around the house, in the kitchen i found a sticky note.

Lucy, i went down to the bakery to check up on somethings, Lucas is at soccer practice, and Camille is at a friend's house. I left some money on the counter if you want to buy something to eat, love mom.

Leaving the note on the table i went up the spiral staircase and into my room. My phone began to buzz, one new message, i clicked it. Lucy call me as soon as you get this- Ponyboy.

I turned off my phone, i walked over to my bathroom to take the stupid test. Waiting three minutes caused many questions to spiral in my head. What if i'm pregnant? Could i keep? Could i get an abortion? Would Ponyboy stay with me? Would my parents kick me out? How can i take care of a child? God, i wish i could go back in time. I looked at the test, the little pink plus sign starred back at me, taunting me, I'm pregnant!

Ponyboy's (pov)

"Ponyboy we got some pizza, you want some?" Soda called out.

"I'm not hungry," i yelled. I dialed Lucy's number, listening when it went straight to voicemail. I needed to hear her voice before i did this. She ignored me all day at school today, and she doesn't answer when i call her. I picked up a pen and paper and started to write.

I'm sorry but i can't do this anymore. I'm sorry for the pain i've caused. I hope one day you can forgive me. -Ponyboy.

I picked up the bottle of asprin and dumped the entire bottle of pills into my hand and swallowed them. It felt good, it felt like i was falling, i looked over to a picture of me and Lucy. That was the last thing i remembered before the darkness over took me.

Lucy's (pov)

After hours of sobbing, i decided i was going to Ponyboy's house. I raced over to Ponyboy's, i pounded on the door. Sodapop answered, "Hey Lucy!" he studied my face, looking at my red rimed eyes. "Are you okay?"

"No, is Ponyboy home?"

"Yeah, i think he's sleeping, he han't come out of his room." Sodapop said letting me in. I walked into Ponyboy's room to find him slumped over his bed. I tapped his shoulder,

"Ponyboy wake up, we need to talk," he didn't respond, "Ponyboy i'm serious, wake up!" I turned him over then i saw a bottle of pills and a piece of paper fell to the ground. I picked up the paper and read it.

"Sodapop call 911!" i yelled. Oh god, please don't do this to me!

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