A/N: Hello beautiful people! I hope each and every one of you had a beautiful holiday and I wish you all the best in this New Year! I think there will only be a couple more chapters left in this story, but I do have many ideas for new stories! Yay! Finchel is gonna get a little dirty this chapter guys! Review! It makes me smile.
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
"Babe, you're here every day anyway, what's the difference?" Finn said, anger building in his tone. "Exactly. What's the difference? Babe." Rachel said, mocking the way Finn always called her sweet pet names even when they were arguing. Finn groaned and let out a deep frustrated sigh right after. "Because it would be easier! You never sleep there!" He said, making hand gestures, as if they'd help him get his point across. "That's not true. I slept there on Thursday." She responded matter-of-factly. "Not because you, or I, wanted you to." He said, recalling the events of that night.
They had a few people over to Finn's house, and neither had noticed that had invited both Artie and Mike, along with Tina. Rachel decided to take Tina back to her place to watch movies to avoid a melt down. She promised Finn she'd come back, but when Tina fell asleep, what was she supposed to do? Wake her up and tell her to leave? So she called Finn and he made her feel insanely guilty for making him sleep by himself until she's promised she'd make it up to him the next night.
"I don't want you sleeping anywhere else but next to me." He continued, brushing over her cheek with his thumb, and his tone softened. "I can't sleep without you." Rachel sighed; there he went, making her melt once again. But she couldn't give in. "I want you to sleep with me always, too. But…." She trailed off. "But what, Rachel? What is holding you back? I am always begging for you and suddenly you have no interest. I don't know how much clearer I can make this. I. Want. You. Here. Always." Finn said, anger creeping back into his tone, his voice raising. "I'm not gonna ask again, but if you don't want this, you need to tell me. I can't keep playing these games, babe. I love you but I can't make you love me back." He finished, and stood up, walking back to the bedroom.
Rachel pulled her knees up to her chest and sank back into the couch cushions, letting the tears fall. She wanted to live with Finn. She loved him more than he knew. Much more. But things would change if she moved in. They always did. She needed to talk to him. Rachel knew that if she lost Finn, she'd lose herself. She was so much more attached to him than he thought she was. She needed him. She loved him more than she loved anything. She knew Finn wasn't a mind reader, but she thought he could feel her love the way she felt his.
She wiped her face the best she could and walked back to the bedroom, trying her hardest to keep it together. Finn was lying back in the pillows watching some basketball game that she knew he didn't really care about. He didn't even turn when she walked in the door. Rachel saw the look on his face and she knew she'd hurt him. The tears began to fall again as she sat herself on the bed. "Finn.." Rachel said through her tears. He just looked at her. "Don't interrupt me." She warned before she started, and he nodded. "Finn, you know that I love you back. Can you just trust me when I tell you that I love you more than anything in this world? You aren't begging for me. You have me. As long as you want me, I am yours." She said, trying to take deep breaths so her sobs didn't get the best of her speech.
"I want you just as much, if not more, than you want me." Finn was about to say something but Rachel put a finger to his lips. "Not finished." She continued, not moving her finger. He grabbed her hand but held it to his mouth, looking at her intently.
"But I can't do that to you." She said, looking down at her crossed legs. Rachel looked up and she could tell how confused he was by the look on his face. He wanted to talk, but she had asked him not to. "If I move in here, I trap you. I don't want that. I trapped Jason, and he-." Finn couldn't hold it in any longer. "I'm not him Rachel. Don't compare me to him." He said, placing his hands on her thighs.
"I'm not trying to compare you to him! I am just trying to make you see that once I move in here you have nowhere else to go and when I come home from work you're gonna be in this bed with someone who isn't me and I can't do that again, Finn! Especially not with you. I won't do it!" She was yelling now and she wasn't even trying to hold her tears back.
"That's what this is about? Jason?" He said, pulling Rachel's body into his lap. She nodded. "And that's why you're pushing me away? Because you don't want to suffocate me?" He said, in a voice just above a whisper, a voice he was certain only him and her could hear.
Rachel hesitated, and then nodded again. "Listen to me." He began, lifting Rachel's chin with his finger, "I will not ever do that to you. There is no one out there more perfect than you. No one. And there is no way in hell you could suffocate me with your love. I breathe that shit, babe." He said, earning a small chuckle from Rachel. "The only person I want in this bed with me is you. Ever. Okay?" He asked, looking at her with an intent look once again. "Okay." She agreed.
Finn closed the space between them and Rachel opened her mouth to let him in immediately. She breathed him in. He felt so good. His arms encircled her tiny frame, and she pushed at his grasp a little to adjust her legs to straddle his lap. He could taste the tears on her lips and it made him kiss her harder. She had one hand on his neck, the other tangled in his hair, while his hands rested on her ass, pulling her to him. Rachel's mouth traveled to his neck and he took the chance to flip them over. Rachel giggled and locked her feet together around his body, as his mouth placed wet kisses down her throat.
Rachel grabbed the hem of his shirt and slid it up his body slowly, tracing the soft skin of his midsection. When she couldn't push it up any more he sat up on his knees and ripped the shirt off, then pulled Rachel's off. He wasted no time and unhooked her bra and threw it in the same general direction as the other articles of clothing. Rachel was almost shocked at the sense of urgency behind his actions but she reciprocated them with rough kisses and the way her nails dug into his back.
He alternated between biting and sucking on the small birth mark on her rib cage while she pulled at his hair. Rachel's breath hitched in her throat when he pulled her yoga pants and panties down without moving his mouth. Finn paused throwing her pants of the bed, and she unbuttoned his pants and pulled them and his boxers down in one swift motion, exposing his erection to her.
She put her hand on his shoulders, and let hers hands trail down his body, placing one slow kiss on his abdomen, never breaking eye contact. Finn pushed her on her back softly then attacked her body with his mouth once more. He finished on her stomach, satisfied with the mark he'd left and kissed all the way down until he'd reached his destination. He put a hand between her thighs, separating them smirking at the way she could barely breathe. He kissed each thigh before slipping a finger in her body. "Finn." Rachel moaned. "What, baby? Tell me what you want." He said, quickening his strokes. "More." She breathed out.
Finn slipped his finger out of her and replaced it with his mouth. She sucked in a breath and gripped the sheets. He slid his tongue up her center and she said his name again, gripping his hair. He does it again and she whimpered. He blew on her, licked, and sucked. She let go and he kissed back up her body. He kissed her and put most of his weight on her body. Rachel could feel him hard against her thigh.
"Baby, I want you." She breathed between kisses. Finn sat up a little and angled himself correctly before sliding into her. She screamed out in pleasure and he slammed into her, keeping his forceful way. He bit down on her shoulder and she moaned his name into his ear. Finn felt her tighten around him and he came hard into her body. Rachel's eyes closed as he collapsed onto her body.
Finn was just about to pull out but she stopped him. "Just stay. Stay with me." She said, tears brimming her eyes. "I'm right here. Baby, I promise I'm not going anywhere." He said, kissing her softly on the lips. He pulled out and laid down next to her, grabbing her hand in his. "I'm right here." He repeated.
Rachel snuggled into his side, kissing his chest. He lifted his arm to accommodate her and kissed the top of her head. "Baby," Rachel said, tracing circles on his stomach. "What's wrong?" Finn said, looking her in the eyes. "Nothing. Nothing, I just.. I want to move in." She said sheepishly. "If you still want me to, of course." She hesitated. "Of course I still want you to." He said, excitement lacing his voice. "As soon as possible!"
Finn rolled over so he was on top of her once again, and placed quick kisses all of her face. "I. Love. You. So. Much." He said playfully, punctuating each with a kiss on various places all over her body.
Rachel giggled and put a hand on either side of his face to stop his mouth from exploring. "I love you." She said, kissing him soft and slow on his lips.
There it is! I can't believe how hard that was to right… LOL. Short chapter, but I might have another one up sooner rather than later. ;) REVIEW!