Author's Rant: Well . . . time for that lemon lol.

Warning: Male x Male sexual intercourse.

Happiness, True Utter Happiness

It was nearing that moment of truth; right where we approached the door that all too familiar nerve bursting with anxious fit was beginning to flutter the pit of my stomach. The closer I neared his bedroom, the very place where we shared our first memories, the more worried I began to feel. I wasn't sure if this step would bring us closer or be a mild relief of our stress.

No matter how close we came to that door, it still seemed distant. Almost like I was caught in a twilight daze, when I reached for the knob, my hand couldn't reach it. As I felt around and wandered over the door, it was because I knew my doubt was emerging that I couldn't push my way in.

I was beginning to doubt there would be any recovery from this . . . The tips of my claws lightly traced over the wooden surface until bending off midway, falling limp by my side. I didn't want this to be about just sex. Sure I wanted to be fucked hard enough to bend steel but . . . damn I'm getting freaked with this emotional shit.

Eyes closed as I stepped back from the door, bowing my head away. I want too but—

"Feeling regretful already?" I heard Sesshomaru say against my ear as he pulled my back to his chest. "That normally happens after sex."

"Just nervous," My voice dragged through the effects of my concern.

"My dear Inuyasha, nervous? I never thought I'd see the day."

"I know—wait," I twisted around in his arms to see a wink gape me and a kiss caressed my temple teasingly. "Fuck you," I chuckled lightly.

"Fuck indeed." He kissed me again. "Which I hope we can get to quite soon," the slow grinds against my ass wordlessly say he was ready to get to the gold.

I gave him the same enthusiastic scrub of my ass, even as I sighed shaking my head. "I'm ready, it's just," I chewed my bottom lip, thinking of the best way to word my issue. "Will this resolve all our troubles? I don't think fuckin' is gonna take away the problems all at once." Unless we screwed until we couldn't remember where we were but—damn get ya head out of the gutter man.

"No," Sesshomaru huskily murmured. "We could make love all night long but it won't forever delay our troubles." He turned me around to face him, tilting my chin up to meet his gaze. "There will always be worries, issues, problems . . . your reckless temper and foul language." I sniggered a little, then a soft kiss nestled my brow. "It won't be perfect, but I'll love to resolve them with you."

I don't know how babe did it, but he always knew what to say to take the edge off of any situation. Always strong, always confident. God I loved him so much.

He wrapped his strong arms around my waist, holding me so close my face burrowed deep into his neck. The spicy scent of his sexy cologne washed all over my aura. Gentle kisses fluttered over the tips of my canine ears, the sides of my face and the corners of my lips. My eyes drifted shut against the sensual touches litter me like peppered fire.

"So my love," Sesshomaru's deep voice rumbled against my hair, so sexily my knees buckled. "Have we solved those flutters or will we need to—"

I pulled my head back, head shaking fast. "Hell no, let's fuck." All this hot, emotional shit was making me horny. Courage and lovey dovey shit be damned, I wanted the smutty stuff now.

Lemon Scene Transferred to Adultfanfiction

After the endless hours of love making, slow sexing and break back fucking, me and Sesshomaru finally emerged from his bedroom, looking a hot raunchy mess. Splashes of white and silver were tangled, knotted and pulled in every which away, bodies were cramping in areas I didn't know could get like that and man we smelled like pure dicks and ass.

Sesshomaru ran us a bath and pretty much had to carry me to the bath like a bitch because I couldn't stand to walk on my sore thighs, legs, hips, ass, and everything attached from the waist down. It was while were butt ass naked in his Jacuzzi tub that I learned some very interesting details that flew right over my head from before.

"So wait, Bankotsu's who?"

"Rin's friend."

I paused with the soap in my hand. "And you two aren't fuckin'?" Sesshomaru cast me an evil glint as I raised my hands. "Hey man just askin'. Ole dude was the da' one who said see ya tonight," I mocked his surfer dude voice.

"He and Rin are study partners for the same subject as me. I tutor them occasionally when the help is needed."

I blinked. "Then what the fuck was he tryin' to prove?"

"How cowardly you were."

Blunt and to the point. That's my babe. "Okkk so what will he gain from us getting' together? He doesn't know me."

"No, but he does frequent a certain pornography shop downtown." Sesshomaru crooked his finger for me to get closer as he ran a soft towel over my chest. "There's a young man there he fancy's."

"Oh," Must be the guy with the red eyes and braided hair. Sure looked like Bankotsu's type but I doubt he'll be topping that guy. Thunder demons don't go down so easily.

"Inuyasha?"

"Hm?"

The rag paused over my stomach. "There's other things you need to fix besides our relationship."

I sighed. "Yeah, I know, I know." I dipped my head back into the water, soaking it half of it to the middle and lifting up to hand to Sesshomaru. "You think she'll forgive me?"

Sesshomaru squirted a palm of shampoo in his hand and combed it through my hair. "Hm, perhaps." He jerked his chin to his own hair and I grabbed it to do the same with his.

"You're not even gonna sugarcoat it with a yes, or definitely Yasha or something positive?" I chuckled, running my fingers through his hair.

"No."

"Fine. . . bastard."

"Brat."

My lip tilted. "Asshole." Scratch that. "Pussy."

"Devil seed."

"Jerk."

"Fool."

I laughed shaking my head as I leaned forward to press a short kiss to his lips. "You're gonna go with me?"

He kissed me back. "If you wish."

Another kiss commenced, longer and lingering between tongue and lip. "I'd like that," I purred teasingly as I felt his hand snake to my hard on.

"I'm sure you would."

"I love you." I chuckled as I started going under.

"I love you too." And he winked before the tips of my ears disappeared down below.

I sighed for possibly the tenth time as I stared worriedly at the large two story estate, neatly sculpted from one to the other and lusciously crafted with exotic green life.

My leather seat was my only savior and the clasp of my seatbelt my only excuse not to get out of the car. But I needed to do what I had to set things right.

It's just I was afraid of what she'd say. After what I said, I doubted Kagome would forgive me for being a coward. She only opened her heart to those she truly cared for and when double crossed, more than likely you weren't gonna get back in.

Sesshomaru reached down to grasp my hand and brought it to his lips. "Nervous?" He mumbled.

"Yeah," Sesshomaru placed another kiss to my fingers. "You think she'll even listen?"

Sesshomaru shrugged a shoulder. "Only one way to know."

He was right and sitting in the care like a wimp wasn't gonna get me anything. So with some built up courage, I leaned over to give babe a brief kiss before hoping out of his car and jogging to the front door of Kagura's pad.

The button down red shirt, Sess gave me was rolled at the sleeves and tucked in the only pair of pants I had left over his house. So I had to borrow one of his shirts and since we both had an issue with hair, we only wrung them out and dealt with coming out with thick plaits.

I looked over my shoulder to see him leaning against the door of his car with his hands in his pockets.

He winked and I smiled, taking a deep breath as I raised my hand to knock—

Ahh Kagura yes. Right there baby!

Right there Love?

Yes, yes, yes right there. That's it!

Say my name baby.

Kagura, Oh yes Kaguraaaaa!

Oh

My

Motherfuckin'

God.

I gulped real long and hard as I whipped around to Sesshomaru and mouthed, wide eyed. "They fuckin'."

He blinked at me with a "What?"

I jerked my hips to mimic air style thrusts and his mouth formed a perfect O. I waited for what he wanted me to do as I pumped my shoulders, confused. He shrugged and gestured with his fist to knock anyway.

I gave a fangy grin, thinking the same thing he was thinking. Feeling a little playful, I cleared my throat suddenly not feeling as scared and raised my hand to—bang the living hell out of that bitch's door. I pressed my ear to the door, listening to them both cuss and fuss a mile a minute while, shuffling to clean up the mess they must've made. I heard air fresher being sprayed and soon footsteps coming toward the door.

Squaring off my shoulders, I cracked my neck on both sides and folded my arms just as Kagura came opening the door with the bed case of wild hair I'd ever seen. I'll admit ole girl looked smoking with her red eyes wild and hair all in a tangled flump, dressed in nothing but a bathrobe.

Kagura acted as if she wasn't just fuckin' Kagome's lights out as she cocked a hip on the frame of her door. She looked over my shoulder at Sesshomaru and greeted. "Sesshomaru."

"Kagura," He said back.

She turned to me. "Mutt."

"Bitch." I greeted just as sweet. "Where's Kagome?"

"Busy," Her throaty voice grumbled. Flipping a tendril over her shoulder, she gave me a once over before saying. "What do you want?"

"I need to apologize."

"For?"

I sighed. Damn I knew this tramp was gonna give me a hard time. "For being a scaredy cat, pussy, asshole that was too afraid to admit he was in love with another man who happens to be Sesshomaru Espada whom I plan to spend the rest of my life with if he'll have me and . . . I want our friendship back. For real."

Kagura simply quirked a delicate brow and softly smirked, "Good boy."

"Kagura who's that?" I heard Kagome ask as she came from behind.

"Your boring ass ex," Kagura rolled her eyes as she shifted for Kagome to come. I watched as each pedicured nail cradled under my ex's chin and lifted her eyes up. "You have three minutes."

"Ok," Kagome bubbly promised. "I'll be back as fast as I can."

"You do that," They kissed. "And bring the whipped cream." She huskily whispered and smacked a flat hand to Mai Mai's ass.

When Kagura left us alone, Kagome was sporting a nice sized splash of red all over her face, which she failed to cover with her hands.

"Ahh, ya'll some freaky freaks eh?"

"Be quiet," she giggled, hiding her face from me. "You're such a pervert."

The playful moment was an easy ice breaker. It'd always been our special way to mend things before getting to the grit of the issue. It was as I gazed down at her and those maple sweet eyes began to darken that I felt so mad at myself for ever hurting her the way I had.

"Kagome," I licked my lips and shook my head. "I fucked up with cha and," I shook my head. "I'm sorry for messin' up."

She hugged her torso, thinking back to that day. "You hurt me when you called him that Inuyasha. If that was what you thought about him, it made me wonder what it was you thought about me and Kagura." She blew through her nose, "Why would you say something so cruel about him?"

"Because. . . I didn't know what I had then and I'd nearly lost it." I chuckled softly. "But he was willing to give me a second chance." Turning to my side, I looked around to see Sesshomaru offering me his small smile. "And I don't ever plan on fuckin' it up with 'em."

Kagome too, eased over to see the same longing, expression in Sesshomaru's eyes—the same look Kagura would always give her during those small moments they sweetly shared together. A look of pure love only a demon could give to those they truly treasured. "Yes," Kagome suddenly punched me in the chest. "And you better not ever mess it up, or I'll kick your butt. You hear me!"

"Yeah Mai, damn. Me and the whole damn neighborhood heard ya." We laughed a little bit before settling back in a calmer peace. "So, we cool?" I held out my balled fist.

Kagome looked skeptical for a quick second and shrugged, cocking a pouty lip up. "Like the other side of a pillow." Then she came up to me and gave the best hug I could've ever asked for.

And for the briefest second we eased back and gave each other the smallest kiss on the lips, before pulling away. Her hand reached for mine and I took a hold of it bringing her palm to my lips. "I love you Mai, Mai."

She smiled. "I love you too Yashee."

I stepped back, holding onto her hand until distance broke us apart and we were finally going our separate ways. I turned on my heel, meeting the understanding eyes of my babe and walked straight into his open arms, relief flooding my chest. I felt so happy, so content with myself for taking that step forward without fear and worry.

I was finally content. More so than I've ever been in a really long time.

"Inuyasha!"

I turned around to see Kagome standing in the doorway with her arm around Kagura's waist. "Yeah?"

"Are you happy?"

The chuckle in my stomach came forth husky and deeply sexy. I leaned up to give my babe a long lingering kiss, right in front of our friends. I cupped his cheek, and he caressed mine until I pulled away with the shittest grin on my face. I looked over at Kagome who had the biggest smile on her face and Kagura's ass rolling her eyes.

As I turned around in my babe's arms, I called back to my best friend, feeling happier than I've ever been. "Nah, I ain't just happy. I'm in love!" I tilted my head back. "In love with you." I whispered to Sesshomaru's face.

"And I you, Inuyasha." And we kissed for another heart stopping moment, melting in the other's embrace for all he was worth.

Happy? Oh no we weren't. Keh,we were so much more than that.

In love? Yes. That's where our happiness lied.

Being together. That's what made us truly happy.

TBC: ~Sniffles~