Finn had a shower as soon as he got home, a cold one. He punched the tiles on the wall, he wanted this to be all in his imagination. Rachel did something to him, just like she said he did to her. If Finn imagined the future he saw Quinn walking down the aisle smiling at him, but then he looks around and sees Rachel to the side, looking at her feet, crying. What was he thinking! Are you stupid! His fiancé was in the next room and he was thinking about her sister.

Quinn waddled in the bathroom, "baby what are you doing? It's one in the morning." She mumbled.

"Quinn I need some alone time please!" Finn requested.

"What's going on? Where were you tonight!" Quinn asked.

"Wait you mean Rachel didn't ask?"

"Let's go… you asked Quinn if she wanted to come right?" Finn stopped for a moment.

"Yeah she's tired." Rachel shrugged and walked towards the door.

Quinn interrupted Finn's thoughts, "Ask me what!"

"Nothing just please leave."

Quinn walked over to the shower door and opened it, "Are you crying baby?"

"No would you just please leave!" Finn slammed the shower door.

"So you whine when I don't care about you but when I do! UGH!" Quinn half stormed out even though she was half asleep.

Now Finn was pushing away Quinn. He needed to fix this, he had to set it straight with Rachel.

Finn was woken by Quinn standing over him whispering his name, "Finn, I'm going out with Mom and Dad's gonna be at work all day and all this week."

"fine." Finn mumbled, he could tell Quinn was still pissed at him about last night.

Quinn left and slammed the door behind her waking Finn right up. Finn got up and had another shower. He stood there for ages, thinking about the whole issue. What Rachel said last night kept circling through his mind, "If you can do this than you and Quinn have issues, and if you really love her you'll fix them." Did Finn truly love Quinn? If he did then why would he make out with another woman?

'Knock, knock' Rachel was at the door.

"Finn I made breakfast, we need to talk." She said through the door.

Finn got dressed and went down stairs, Rachel had spreads and toast all set out, she had made coffee for him too.

"This is a sorry breakfast." Rachel said.

Finn looked at his feet and walked over to sit down.

"I'm really sorry Finn. I shouldn't have flirted and-"

"Rachel don't." Finn held up his hand, "I don't know how to deal with this." Finn pointed between them.

"Just don't talk or I'm might do something I'm gonna regret hugely." Finn told Rachel without looking at her.

"I just want you to know…" Rachel started.

Finn looked up her and urged for her to continue.

"I just want you to know, even though I've only known you for a few days there is this strong connection between us. It sounds crazy but I really like you. I want to get to know you and even date you but I cant, and it kills me inside knowing I can't have a man I have really strong feelings for. It kills me even more knowing I will have to watch another girl walk down the aisle to see him waiting at the end, and it kills me because its my sister who he's marrying and I cant do a fucking thing about it!" tears fell over Rachel's face, she closed her eyes tight hoping the pain would go away, put no luck.

Finn looked Rachel directly in the eyes and didn't hesitate, her words hit him hard. There was a girl right in front of him that really liked him and he couldn't act on it!

"Rachel what you said last night about me doing something to you, well you do something to me too. Part of me wants to kiss you right now but the other part tells me I love Quinn and that part is right. I love Quinn and I'm going to marry her. We can't hang around each other anymore. Take all the chances you can get to hang out with your Mom or Quinn-"

"Why because you're afraid you'll do the unthinkable with me if we're alone?" Rachel sniffled.

"I'm going up stairs." Finn headed for the stair case.

Rachel ran over to him before he could leave, she grabbed his arm and pulled him in close to her. She started kissing the back of his neck.

"Let me know what it feels like." She whispered in his ear, pleading.

She wrapped her arms around him and kept kissing the back of his neck until she reached his cheek. Rachel tried to turn Finn around but he wouldn't budge.

"Rachel stop it…" Finn said under his breath.

Rachel didn't stop she kept kissing his neck and cheek.

"I want to know what it feels like, I want to know what it feels like to be close to you." She whispered time and time again, "Let me have you."

Finn turned around and let their lips meet. Rachel pulled him in closer, with their lips only lightly touching. Finn started to really kiss her back, Rachel lightly touched Finn lips with her tongue, he granted no entry. She pulled at his shirt to pull him closer even though he was as close as he could be.

"I want this so bad." Rachel whispered against Finn's lips.

"I- I do too." Finn whispered, surprising him and Rachel.

Rachel jumped on Finn, he supported her on his hips. She started to kiss him hard, and he kissed back harder. Fin started to walk up stairs when Rachel stopped him.

"The living room." She whispered between kisses.

Finn walked her to the living room and lyed Rachel down on the couch. He hovered over her kissing all the way down her neck and up again. Finn kept thinking it through in his mind every kiss made it even more wrong! Rachel pulled at his shirt, he broke their kiss to pull it off. Finn very slowly unbuttoned her blouse revealing her small white lace bra. Finn wanted this really badly and so did she, he knew he should've jumped off her right then but he was so drawn in. Her touch her, her kiss, her everything was incredible. She was drawing him in with every little move. Finn kissed along Rachel's jaw line and moaned against her skin, Rachel arched her back in pleasure. Finn brought his mouth to her lips again and Rachel moaned into his mouth but then she broke their hot kiss and looked Finn directly in the eyes.

"This isn't just some fling for me. I really want this." She whispered to against his lips.

Finn didn't know what to say, he just kissed Rachel. He kissed her and she kissed him, somehow Finn felt at home he felt it was right, but it wasn't right at all.

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