Chapter 6

Bella

The pain was unbearable. It felt like I should be turned in to soot, every part of my body should be black. I knew I wasn't. I tried to keep in my screams, but sometimes I slipped and screamed as hard as I possibly could. It seamed like years before the pain moved to just my forte. I opened my eyes and I saw everything. I mean everything. Dust mites, every colour in the spectrum and some I had never seen before. Everything was so bright, crisp and new. I needed to get up and see my babies. As soon as I decided to stand up I was standing by the hospital bed.

Nathan stud on the other side with a big grin on his face. I smile back at him. "Bella" his voice was like bells and he had a lisp which made his sound the age he looked. If you know what I mean like he had just got his braces put on.

"What is it?" I asked him. My voice startled me, as it sounded like wind chimes. I could smell a mixture of melted chocolate, Vanilla and flowers. It was wonderful, my new stronger scenes.

"I bet you wanna know what you look like now. And if you want my opinion you look gooodd." We both laughed then.

"Go on. I've got nothing to lose." He left the room and came back with a mirror that was bigger than him. "Where did you get a mirror that size?"

"Matt's room. He's the one who dressed you and chooses my clothes."

"Oh. Okay" I looked in the mirror. In the mirror stud a girl with brown with natural streaks of a reddish brown of waves, which went down to just below her shoulder blades. Her skin was chalky white and flawless. She was wearing a light blue denim dress. Black tights, blue ballet pumps and her jearllwary matched the outfit perfectly. .com/new_born_bella/set?id=30281535

I only noticed all this in the background. The girl's eyes were a scarlet red. It took a while for me to realise that the girl in the mirror was me. I stud there in shock, until Nathan asked me. "So. What do you think?"

"My eyes there very red."

"They will change colour in a few months. The animal blood changes the colour of our eyes."

"Why is my throat still burning?"

"Cause your thirsty. You need to hunt. Come on." He said beckoning me to the window.

"My babies are they ok?"

"There doing amazingly. They really want there mummy. So lets go hunt. So not to keep them waiting for any longer then needed."

I nodded and followed Nathan and jumped out the window. The jump was the best feeling ever. These brand new eyes picked up every thing my old eyes couldn't off seen at the speed I was at. We ran into the forest at the speed of light.

Hours later I was so full of blood, I swear I could hear it slosh in my tummy as I ran. My first hunting trip went by without a slip up and the pain in my throat was dimmed but not totally gone. Nathan said it was because I was a new born and it never truly goes away. When we where about four miles away from the house I asked about my babies. "So what are they like my babies?"

"There the cutesiest things ever. And every special."

"Special?"

"Yer. Renesmee and Anthony are gifted. Renesmee can project her thoughts to someone else by one touch and Anthony has a mental shield like you."

"What about Carlie?" Nathan smiled when I said her name.

"Nothing of yet. None of them can speak yet. We think she has got a gift tough. We think this because she reacts sesivetly to things and knows what action will cheer the person up." I nodded as we where in sight of the house. So it was now time to meet my babies. I was nervous. Why was I nervous there my babies? Then I heard a high pitched giggle and all my nerves had gone. I was ready to meet my babies.

I walked into the house and Matt stud in the hall. He looked at me and smiled. "You're looking good Bella." He told me.

"You okay?" Matt asked me. I nodded. "Okay come on then." He led me in to the living room. Nathan and Jake were sitting on the floor crossed legged. I could see the triplets had grown and developed a lot from a few days ago. They looked a few months old not a few days old. They where lying on the floor playing with spoons. I ran up to them and picked them all up into one big cuddle.

At moment an image was put into my mind it was of my human face covered in sweat. There was a smile on my face. The image was gone. So that was Reneesmee's gift. I looked down at my babies. They where the most beautiful things in my life. The mixture of there father and my self made them even better then I would have thought. When I was pregnant I imagined my baby as a miny Edward, but the mixture of both of us made them perfect. Reneemee had Charlie's curls and Anthony and Carlie both had straight hair.

"Have you got middle names for them?" Jake asked me.

"Reneemees' is Rose, Carlie's is Alice and Anthony's is Edward." I replied. Jake smiled.

"They suite there names. May I hold Nessie." He asked. Nessie? I was confused. "Renessmee."

"Oh of course." I handed him renessmee. I turned around and Matt had his arms out. I gave Anthony to him and cradled Carlie to my chest. I could feel her heart and it was very relaxing.

"There growing slower that Matt did. We think there going to look about 16 when there fully grown. As girls stop growing at about that age. I think Anthony will also look about that age as he is growing at the same rate as the girls." Nathan told me. I nodded. I didn't want to think about it as I was in a personal heaven. The only thing that would have made this moment better was if Edward was here to share the moment

I looked at jake. The look on his face was like a blind man seeing the sun for the first time. The look remided me of a look I had seen on Edwards face sometimes when he was looked at me. I realised something was up. I realised I was shaking. Then Carlie was took out my arms. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? YOU MUTT! MY BABY! YOU GIT!" I had gotten up and had Jacob my the neck of this shirt and was pushing him to the back door through the kitchen. He was shaking as I was pushing him.

"Bell it's not what you think. I couldn't help it." He told me.

"What couldn't you help!"

"imprinting on Nessie"

"Come again. What printing?"

"Imprinting. It's how wolves find our soul mate."

"Soul mate! She's only a baby. How can you know that she's not even four days old. She is my baby and you have some sick hold on her."

"Bella I only want what's best for her. Weather that's a protector, friend, bother or something different. At the minute she wants and needs a protector so that's want I'll be." He put his hand on my shoulder and I took in deep breath. A sickly bitter smell hit me.

"Urr jake you stink. When was the last time you washed."

"This morning and you can talk you smell bad too."

"I do not. Don't think I'm okay with you imprinting on Renesmee because I'm not. There is nothing I can do about it. I turned round and walked back into the house.

Over the next few years, the triplets grew as we accepted. Renesmee was a lot like Alice in her personality. She was bubbly and happy. She loved shopping; luckily Matt enjoyed shopping with her so I didn't have to go. Anthony and Carlie where very a like. They where a lot like me in some ways and like Edward in other ways. Nathan started teaching Carlie how to play the piano when she was six months old. In a fortnight she could play it fluently. She could listen to a song and play it on the piano perfectly. Anthony was into music to he could play a lot of interments.

My children where what I lived for. I mostly forgot about Edward a part from in the night when the where asleep. When the pain would creep up on me. It was getting worse as time goes by and as the triplets grew more impendent. As they didn't need me as much. Even after what he said to me I still loved him, with all my heart. What would make my life perfect would be if Edward would come back.

Nathan, Matt and Jacob had become family to the four of us. I had talked to Charlie and Renee on the phone I told them that I am staying with friends and I will not be going back to Forks. I run there at night sometimes and check on Charlie and my old friends. Everything seams good for them. Charlie had got him self a girlfriend and they were living together now. My friends where all back from collage and had there own places now. Life was normal for them. I did miss my old life in Forks, but I wouldn't trade my life now for anything.