Just a quick backstory this story takes place right after the season4 premiere so everything that happened in Season 1 through 3 has happened including everything in the season 4 premiere so as of right now Brooke and Lucas are broken up but Lucas still loves her. Brooke also still love Lucas but refuses to admit it because Peyton keeps getting in the way and being an annoying bitch.
For the record this will get very anti-Peyton and EXTREME anti Pucas so if you lke Peyton or LP then I suggest not reading.
"I can't do this anymore" Those words kept repeating themselves in Lukes head as he sat in his bed all alone. He was truly crushed he loved -no loves- Brooke with all his heart even if he didn't always show it he really did. Lucas was brought back to reality when he heard his door opening he prayed it was Brooke.
"Hey Luke"
"Oh hey" Lucas said dissapointed to see Peyton stadning in front of him. Not that he didn't like Peyton he did it's just he really hoped it would have been Brooke.
"Oh? really are you that dissapointed to see me" Peyton said with a slight laugh.
"No sorry it's just I was hoping you would be Brooke" He paused a moment looking down. "She broke up with me"
"Oh Luke I'm so sorry" Peyton said while sitting next to him and huggin him.
"It's ok Peyt I just I want her back and I wont stop until I get her back"
"Wow seriously but she just broke up with you and right after you almost lost your brother did she say why she broke up with you?" Peyton was upset Luke said he wanted Brooke back because all she wanted was Lucas to want her no matter who got hurt in the process.
"She said she didn't miss me anymore but that is my fault I should have called her when I was gone I should have told her about the kiss and I should have put her first more often im such an idiot"
"No Luke you're not an idiot listen to me you are a great guy and if Brooke cant see that then it's her problem not yours" Peyton was not only trying to comfort Luke but she was trying to convince him he deserved better.
"Thanks I know you are trying to help me but isnt this break girl code or something"
"Yeah well Brooke hates me so I dont really have a girl code now"
"Yeah I mean that kiss meant nothing but to her it means everything" Peyton's heart sank when he said the kiss meant nothing.
"Really nothing Luke it meant something" Peyton didnt even realize she said it outloud until Luke said "What? what do you mean it meant something you mean like you thought you were going to die and thats why?" Lucas was confused now he didnt know why Peyton was saying these things.
"No Luke please dont sit here and lie and act liek you felt nothing we I told you I loved you and kissed you it's always been me and you and I was too stupid to realize it and I lost you for a while to Brooke but now I know I have you back so please just tell the truth because I know you love me too" Just as Peyton finished the sentence she pulled herself on top of Lucas and started kissing him. Luke let it happen for a minute to see if Peyton was right but when he felt nothing he pushed her off.
"Oh god Luke im so sorry I dont know what came over" Peyton almost yelled she felt so ashamed she really thought Lucas did love her too.
"Look Peyton I really think you need to leave now"
"I am sorry" Peyton said as she ran out of Lucas' room.
Luke sat there for a minuter before picking up the phone he knew what he had to do.
"Hello?"
"Hey prettty girl" Luke needed to tell Brooke what happened he knew it might ruin any chance of them getting back together but he was NOT making the same mistake again.
"Luke we broke up please lets not make this more awkard then it needs to be"
"I know Im sorry look there is something I need to tell you but please before you get mad or hang up on me" He really wanted her to know evrything especially the part about him feeling nothing and only thinking about her.
"Ok I promise"
So Luke began to tell Broke eveything that just happened between him and Peyton.
"And then she said she loved me and she kissed me but-" Luke was cut off by the sound of crying on the other side of the phone.
"Why are you telling me think do you hate me so much that you have to rub in my fave that you are with the person you love and the one person I love is with my ex best friend?" Brooke was crying and as ever word came out of her mouth Luke could hear the pain in her voice and all he wanted to do was run to Rachel's house and hug her and tell her how much he loves her.
"No Brooke I swear its not like that you promised you wouldnt get mad and would listen to me I pushed her off of me and told her to leave and I felt NOTHING" Luke really wanted to put across the point that he did feel nothing.
"It doesnt matter Luke I told you it had nothing to do with her our breakup it had to do with you and me and I hate that ever since we first go together last year I feel like to you its always been about Peyton I know you love me Luke I do but sometimes love isnt enough"
"Then what else is there? Please I need to know what I can do to make this ok I need you back in my life Brooke" Lucas now had tears in his eyes he never cried over a girl before in his life but with Brook he would cry a river if thats what it took to get her back.
"Listen Lucas im really sorry about how everythingis right now but for now I think we just need some time apart so im going to go now bye Luke" with that Brooke hung up the phone.
"I love you Brooke" Lucas said even though he knew she already hung up the phone so he just layed back and drifted off to sleep.
The next day at school.
"I really dont wanna be here why couldnt we have just skipped?" Brooke whined in front of school she wasn't ready to see Lucas yet or Peyton especially them two together.
"Well fat ass lets go" Rachel said while practically pushing Brooke inside.
"Hey Brooke how are you?"
"Hey tutor wife" Brooke was so happy she still had Haley here and as her friend although she hadn't told her anything about Lucas or Peyton she figured Luke said something.
"So I am guessing you heard about me and Luke" just at the mention of his name Brooke felt a sharp pain in her heart.
"Yeah he told me you broke up with him and he said it was because you didnt miss him anymore?" Haley asked with a confused tone.
"Wow seriously he just does not get it I broke up with him because he doesnt put me first and I feel as though he doesnt love me as much as he used to and I think it has something to do with Peyton" Brooke's eyes were now starting to well up with tears she was just so heartbroken over everything.
"Oh honey" Haley said while putting her hand on Brooke shoulder in a comnforting way. "I know that is not true he is crazy about you remember he's the guy for you" Haley was now squinting her eyes and doing a terrible impression of Lucas which made Brooke smile and wipe her tears.
"Screw that shit" rachel almost yelled. "Lucas is an asshole and if he cant realize what he has while he has it then he can go fuck himself" Rachel did feel bad for Brooke but she hated Lucas for what he did to her and wasnt about to praise the guy.
"Ok on that note im leaving I have tutoring" "By Hales thank you" Brooke said and then turned to her loud mouth friend.
"Really Rach must you be so mean you know Haley is Lucas' best friend"
"I dont care he hurt you and he deserves everything I say and ten fold" Rachel then put her arm around Brooke and they walked towards their lockers.
*Meanwhile outside school Peyton walks up to Lucas*
"So im an asshole and Im so sorry"
"Its ok Peyton its just you know how much I love Brooke and you kissing me doesnt really help me get her back"
"I know I know and Im sorry so if you really truly want her back then Im here to help any way I can I mean she is still MY best friend even if Im not hers"
"Fine you really wanna help then stay away from me for the next couple of days because I will do anything to get back with Brooke" With that Lucas walked away and headed to class.
"What the hell just happened?" Peyton said to herself.
