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I know I probably shouldn't have started to write a new fic now as I have to still complete I'M WHAT but this plot bunny just wouldn't leave me alone and let me sleep, please read and review!

WARNINGS: M/M SLASH, mature content, not suitable for children, implied Mpreg

Summary: Edward and Jacob had been dating before Bella came to Forks and when Bella comes Edward breaks up with Jacob who is shunned by the pack and his father, New Moon didn't happen, Jacob runs away and just wants to forget that there was an Edward Cullen in his life but he finds out two months later that he'll always have a reminder of his life with Edward with him, Lucy Charlotte Black, his and Edward's daughter. Story starts when Lucy is four years old...

Remeber the two R's!

Lost And Found

CHAPTER – 7

Jacob stopped pacing his apartment as he heard the knock on his door and opened the door finding Rosalie carrying his daughter. He knew what that meant, Lucy didn't like to be carried unless she was distraught. He didn't ask what happened but took Lucy in his warm arms instead and his daughter leaned into him, snuggling close and burying her face in the crook of his neck, he also knew that she must have her thumb stuck into her mouth. He walked over to the couch and sat down as he rubbed soothing circles on his daughter's back.

"What happened?" he asked to Rosalie in a quiet voice.

Rosalie looked nervous and Jacob looked surprised that the blond vampire was expressing her distress for once. Rosalie decided not to beat around the bush as she told him, "Edward knows about Lucy, he heard you when you called"

Jacob's eyebrows shot up in shock before he gritted his teeth and controlled himself for the sake of his daughter who was already quite overwrought. He held her tight in his arms as he tried to get a hold of the things around him. His life seemed to be changing drastically in just a few days and he was winded. He did not want Edward knowing about Lucy but he deep down he knew that Edward was bound to find out sometime. He had just hoped he would be with the human girl and leave them alone.

"Daddy" Lucy's quiet voice reached his ears and he looked down to find his daughter staring into his eyes.

"Yes baby…" He answered although he was now quite scared to tell Lucy about her other parent.

"Was that man really my daddy?" Lucy asked as tears made their way down her cheeks, she sniffed and said "Is he going to take me away from you?"

"No Lucy, no" Jacob said as he tightened his hold on her and rubbed away the tears cascading down her cheeks, "I will never allow anyone to take you away from me, ever"

Lucy seemed to be content after his declaration and slept in his arms as he held her for hours before taking her to her room and laying her on her bed. He kissed her head and whispered "I love you sweet" before shutting the door and walking back to the hall where Rosalie was still waiting.

"What did he do?" Jacob asked as he sat on the couch keeping his voice for the sake of Lucy.

Rosalie then explained what had happened in detail and Jacob snorted when he heard about what Edward had said, "Like hell he'll get me back, I can never forgive him for what he did to me, ever!" he exclaimed.

Rosalie nodded to let him know that she supported him, "You can't keep him away from Lucy though, Lucy deserves to know him"

"NO" Jacob said at once as his eyes turned cold and hard.

Rosalie clucked her tongue, "You know him better than I do, he would play dirty if you refused to let him into his daughter's life"

"MINE, MY daughter's life!" Jacob half whispered and half screeched.

"Lucy is his daughter too Jacob!" Rosalie stood up crossing her arms in front of her chest and glaring resolutely at the shifter as if drilling him to believe what she had said.

"I carried her for nine months, I gave birth to her, I was the one who went through the morning sickness, the mood swings, the agony" Jacob shouted not being able to control himself anymore, "He did nothing, he abandoned me, he abandoned us, he has no right to claim Lucy as his"

Rosalie sighed and uncrossed her arms as she said "I know very well what he did to you but he didn't know Jacob, you didn't let us tell him…maybe maybe…."

"Rosalie don't, don't say it, he wouldn't have cared, all he cared about then was getting to be with her!"

"HOW DO YOU KNOW IT?" Rosalie said again as she tried to make Jacob see her point.

"I just do" Jacob said and he truly believed it. Edward's words still rang clear in his ears and made his chest tighten everytime he revisited those horrible memories when his heart had been shattered by the person he had loved so much.

"What about Lucy?" Rosalie tried again.

"Lucy will be better off without ever knowing him" Jacob said in a firm voice.

"It's not you're decision to make Jacob!" Jacob opened his mouth to speak but then noticed his scent and turned and there stood Edward leaning casually against the doorway.

"For once you're right Rosalie, it's not his decision to make"

"What are you doing here?" Rosalie asked as Jacob was too shocked to speak.

Edward shrugged and let himself in as Jasper and Alice followed him in looking around the flat and the pictures of Lucy when they were interrupted by Jacob screeching "GET OUT!"

Edward sent a meaningful look at Jasper who instantly used his power to set up a tranquil atmosphere making Jacob lean back against the couch and relax his posture although he was still gritting his teeth. "GET OUT CULLEN, I SWEAR I'LL RIP YOUR HEAD OFF IF YOU DON'T GET OUT THIS INSTANT"

Edward masked his expression into one of apathy although he was hurting inside, "Did you really think you could hide her forever Jake?" he knew he should be kneeling on the ground and apologizing and he was sorry, unimaginably, incredibly and utterly sorry but he was angry that Jacob had hidden his daughter from him and he was even more angered by the fact that Jacob decided to keep him away from his own daughter, his daughter when he wanted nothing more than to love and cherish his child. He ignored the way Jacob gritted his teeth when he called him Jake.

Edward cleared his throat and met Jacob's angry glare and dug his nails into his flesh to stop himself from flinching and running away. He was done with running away, he was done with feeling like a monster who didn't deserve happiness, he was done with brooding. He wanted his wolf back and defiance and guilt were not going to help him in any way. He was the one who made the mistake of leaving him and now he had to man up and face it. "You can't keep her away from me Jake" Edward said in a determined tone.

"I BLOODY WELL WILL" Jacob said with equal determination in his voice.

Edward bristled and the mask of indifference slipped away as he said "She is MY daughter, I have a right to know her Jake"

"You have no bloody right after what you did to me and stop calling me that!" Jacob said his voice filled with venom.

Edward sighed and rubbed his temples, he did not want to fight his mate, he merely wanted to show him that he wasn't going to sit by and let Jacob keep Lucy to himself. "For what it's worth I am sorry Jacob, I'm sorry for everything I said and did, I'm sorry for not being here for you, I love you Jake…so much…I want to be a part of my daughter's life…Lucy deserves to know her father Jacob"

"Lucy has only one father and that is me!" Jacob said and Jasper sent him an incredulous look.

"Oh and how on earth did you get pregnant by yourself, enlighten me Jake!" Edward taunted and moved closer to Jacob who was laying on the couch under Jasper's influence. He easily ignored the growl's that Jacob emitted as he neared him and shook his head as he said "I am the one who put that child in you Jake, Lucy is mine too"

Jacob bit his lip fighting off the blush that the vampire's proclamation had elicited in him and kicked himself mentally before saying "Lucy doesn't want to see you, you scared her today"

Edward looked guilty and sighed wearily again before he heard Jacob's voice saying "You're not getting to see her when she doesn't want to, she's better off with me than she'll ever be with you" Jacob finished and this time Edward did flinch.

Edward then spoke in a resigned tone as he nodded his head, "You're right, she is better off without knowing a father who had abandoned her but I can't just give her up and walk away Jake, I'll be damned if I do, I just…I want to know her Jake, I want to love her as a father, I want to cherish her and protect her…you can't make me go away Jake"

"Lucy deserves to know the truth Jacob" Rosalie said which made Jacob finally drop his glare and slump on the couch as he threw his head back against the couch and closed his eyes.

"You have to prove it to me that you deserve to know her and that you will never abandon her the way you abandoned me, I can't let her get hurt like that as I know it's only too easy for you to dump people and walk off" Jacob paused and then added "Just because she's part of you too doesn't mean you deserve to know her, not after what you did"

"Fine, I'll do anything, anything to get you're trust back" Edward said happy for the fact that they were getting somewhere.

Jacob laughed bitterly before saying "You will never have my trust back Cullen" he faced Edward with a heated glare and expected Edward to shrink back but Edward held his stare and then turned away from Jacob not willing to start a staring match.

"You have to let me see Lucy, she's my daughter too Jake" Edward said in a calm tone.

"After what you pulled today I doubt she'll ever want to see you" Jacob sniped and then continued "Some of us don't appreciate you're stalkering tendencies like some others did"

Edward knew very well whom Jacob was speaking of and he had the decency to look sheepish about barging into Jacob's house.

"I'm sorry about that too" Edward murmured softly and Jacob snorted.

"You should be the one to tell Lucy about it" Rosalie said softly to Jacob who looked resigned and sighed nodding his head.

"For Lucy because as much as I don't want this, she deserves to know"

"DADDY" Lucy's loud childish voice reached them and Jacob stiffened before getting off the couch and going in the direction of Lucy's room.

Inside the room Jacob saw Lucy waking up from her nap and she smiled looking at him as he smiled back momentarily forgetting about just who was outside the door. "Hey pumpkin, did you have a nice sleep"

"Yes Daddy, can we go to the park today and have ice-cream?" Lucy asked with a wide smile and Jacob didn't have the heart to refuse his daughter when she smiled at him like that.

"Sure thing Princess, will you wait here a second before I can come back and give you a bath?" Jacob asked and Lucy nodded with a childish giggle.

"Love you princess"

"Love you too Daddy" Lucy said as she snuggled back into the covers.

Jacob opened the door wishing this was all a nightmare but all the four Cullen's were still very much there and he sighed before saying, "I'll tell her sometime later, now leave"

Edward nodded his head before motioning for Alice and Jasper to come with him as well. Rosalie followed them out leaving Jacob alone with his daughter. When they reached the parking lot Edward turned to Rosalie and asked "So are you going to tell me what happened and why you hid my daughter from me?"

"I thought I already told you Edward" Rosalie glared at her brother. "And you are not giving Jacob enough time to cope with everything, you have no idea what he has been through and coming into his life so suddenly and demanding things! You have no right to do that!"

"I'm demanding to see my daughter whom he hid from me! You know I would have thrown away everything in a heartbeat and come for him if I had known!"

"And you're my sister Rose, we've known each other for so long, how could you hide such a thing from me?" Edward asked looking crestfallen and despite herself Rosalie felt guilty. Rosalie always carried the guilt in her heart for hiding away Edward's daughter from him but her desire to see a child grow up and love her was paramount even if Lucy didn't see her as a mother, Rosalie was the only women in her life and Rosalie didn't want to share her with Alice or Esme although she knew it was selfish of her. And at that time Edward had been so obsessed with a human and she felt sorry for the wolf whom they had abandoned in every sense of the word. They had all been silent when Edward kicked Jacob out of their home in Forks and even Esme and Carlisle had been quiet about it because their son's happiness meant the most to them both. Needless to say, it had taken a long time for the wolf to completely trust Rosalie and Emmett.

"Don't try to make me feel guilty Edward, you don't deserve Jacob or Lucy and I doubt you would have come if you had known, you were so obsessed with the human wench" Rosalie then paused and asked "What did you do with her then? What made you come here?" Rosalie looked between them with suspicion as Alice shrank back against Jasper and Edward shook his head saying "It doesn't matter Rose"

"Where is Emmett?" Jasper asked as he had missed his brawny brother a lot in the last four years.

"He went hunting, he'll be home tonight" Rosalie said and decided she might as well organize a reunion, "You can stay with us"

"Yeah, I would like to know about my niece" Alice said as she had a small smile on her face and Rosalie nodded her head saying "You would love to shop with her, she'll buy the entire store if Jacob allowed it"

"She picks out outfits for Jacob to wear everyday too and for a four year old she's surprisingly good at it" Rosalie seemed to be lost in thought before she frowned. She had always thought it would be hard to share Lucy with any other women but talking about her seemed surprisingly easy.

"She was drinking blood today…does she have any vampiric abilities?" Edward asked with curiosity.

"Yes, her skin is almost impenetrable although she doesn't glitter in the sunlight" they reached Rosalie's car and got in as she continued, "She can eat human food but she needs blood once in a while, she also has excellent vision and hearing….other than that she is like every human child"

"Does she know about our nature?" Alice asked in a nervous tone.

"Yes" Rosalie said and refused to elaborate further.


Jacob sat in the bench as he watched his daughter swinging back and forth laughing loudly. He smiled at her and wondered how he was going to tell her about Edward. He knew that Lucy shouldn't be kept in the dark about her other parent but he was scared of Lucy getting hurt if Edward ever decided to abandon her like he had done to him. It was so hard for him to pick the pieces and move on with life but he did not ever want his daughter to go through that. He's thought about just taking Lucy and vanishing somewhere but that would be impossible as all the Cullen vampire's could easily track his scent and find him out in no time at all.

He noticed his daughter rolling around in the mud and giggling loudly getting her pink skirt unimaginably messy and he called "LUCY CHARLOTTE BLACK, get out of the mud and come here this instant"

"Daddy" Lucy got up and ran towards him as he extended his arms as she jumped into them.

He ruffled her hair fondly and then asked "What have I told you about playing in the mud pumpkin?"

Lucy pouted and smiled at Jacob as she reached her little hands up and tugged at his nose which made Jacob chuckle.

"Who wants to go for ice cream?" Jacob asked in a sing song voice.

Lucy jumped up and down on his lap before screaming "MEEE" as Jacob lifted her up into his arms and walked to his car all his worries forgotten for now.


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So Jacob accepts that Lucy deserves to know about Edward….and Bella, tell me you guys what do you think I should do with her? I haven't a clue whether to make her dead, alive, turned….BLAH!

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